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Chapter 9: Bluebell, Humility

Forgeting your worst pain can be harder than you think. There were countless times where I would burst into tears at night for no reason. Maybe it was that cold lonelyness I felt. Sometimes when things don't go my way I feel so angry then I become sad and reflect on previous troubles. Always. Those tears would come running again, never stopping until I became ill of it. So you see forgeting never works. It stays buried, but never gone.

We are all troubled. We all have pains that no other can imagine. We share the same emotion which is hurt. But we are all different and no person can ever die being the same as another. So we choose a different path, whether to give up or keep going. Its almost like falling into a hole. Its dark, painful, and light seems a speck away. You can stay there, or climb out. Theres always a catch in life. These 'holes' don't just come once. They come every second in your life. Every time you blink its always there whether your in it, or slowly falling into it. And thats why most people give up. Theres just too many to handle.

I also call those 'holes' choices. Good choice, or bad choice. The good choices are always the hardest to win over. Even if you try and look like a fool...you'll get there.

You just have to suffer momentarily.

I looked into those deep icy eyes, but there was no turning back now. I was breathing really hard. Afraid, sad, or ready to take on another problem. She had him in there. I just had to get him out no matter what the cost. I yanked her right in the arm, and I heard her scream in pain. Actually I wouldn't have pulled her hard but she was clung onto him like Siamese twins.

I was shocked at what I saw. They were both embracing each other. The truth still hurt, but there was so much more to uncover. Feel this pain later and get as much truth out as possible. Besides, he was only living in a lie.

Harder than I thought. Sometimes actions and words make a good couple but sometimes is leads to trouble.

"WHAT ARE YOU DOING? GET AWAY FROM HIM!"

I could see each tear fall gently down her cheeks and touched exactly the place to fill in Robins mind.

"Please...stop it..." She softly spoke.

"You're lying!" I was about to grab her again but something pulled me.

This is where it hurts the most.

"Starfire! Don't touch her."

"Robin you have to listen to me she isn't who she seems!"

He glared at me with gleaming eyes like how a hawk looks like when he swoops down to its prey.

"I don't understand why your being like this, BUT I WILL NOT ALLOW IT! She hasn't done anything wrong to you!"

"No, listen to me Robin shes wrong she wants you to lose! She even told me!"

Then I saw her right in front of me. "I never said a thing like that. I don't understand...why would you lie about something so terrible!"

I was losing! If anyone had heard this whole conversation, they would choose her side for sure! Why wasn't he listening?! That fool!

"Robin don't take her side, shes not good!"

"Starfire what are you saying? Do you even have proof?! Or are you going to tell me that lie?"

No way this wasn't happening! Robin. The person who I care for so deeply. The one whom I known for so long. The person who was by my side when things turned down. The Robin that I love doesn't even believe me?

I saw his eyes grew tired of the whole thing. Thats what he always did after an unsucessful mission. We would always talk but he always gave up. He would leave the room without a word, and I can remember so many times hearing that door shut tight.

Those eyes which looked at me in disgust, and pity. He started rubbing his face tired of the situation. I heard a loud sigh and out came those words that stung so much.

"Don't come near me or her ever again."

And he walked away.

My cries for him slowly faded. And right when I had noone...life smiled gently at me and made time freeze so I could feel this moment forever.

Humiliation covered my tears from falling.

Short yes I know, but it is far from the end! How did you like it? Yes I do know everything is not going right for SF, but pain soon brings happiness! Where was the rest of the gang? Use your imaganation (out for pizza, at the park, helping defeat someone ...etc.) Since this is my first time writing, I can't have everything right, so please give a writer confidence and REVIEW! It doesn't matter if its two words, every little bit count! Ok then im going to bed! Night!

Oh im sorry, last chapter the title said chapter 9. I'm sorry!!!!! GOMEN!