Chapter 2 Visions or Memories
Written by: Atikkin Mitchell
'No,' Relena thought again. 'It can't be. Why is this happening? Millard why.......why did you leave me? Why did you all leave me alone? Heero.......why did you do this to me? What did I do? Don't you know I love you? Why didn't you......
SHUT UP, STUPID IDIOT!!!!
Relena opened her eyes and wondered where she was. She thought she was in a hospital bed. Next moment she knew.......... she's in a hot desert. Relena stood up as sand fell from her She noticed that she was wearing an erotic black dress. It was sleeveless, only covered around her chest, one leg was covered, and the other was revealing. 'Wow,' Relena thought. 'I didn'think I'd wear something like this?' she thought.
Relena looked around. 'Okay, where the fuck am I?' she thought. Relena re-thought her words. 'And why in God's name am I saying such foul language?' she thought. There was a scream. Relena closed her ears from the sounds. These sounds were familiar. Relena closed her eyes, and then reopened them. She had a very mean glare. She turns around, and found herself in Heero's room. Her eyes roamed around and stared at the sight before her; Heero lying in bed with some naked bitch.
She stared just how that stupid whore just lifted herself up and over Heero. The part that pissed Relena off was that Heero was enjoying it.....it......enjoying her just fucking him and riding him. Relena felt her body grow so tense that she just needed to rip something apart.
'Stupid bitch,' Relena hissed. She felt something just boiling inside her, just scratching and crawling to get the hell out. She was desperate......but for what. Relena felt her hands crack. Her fingers felt intertwined with different bone. The muscles in her arms began to hurt-- most painfully.
'How could you?' Relena said. 'Heero......I loved you so much, and you didn't see it? Or did you ignore it?' Relena asked. She cracks her knuckles, and they made a loud sound. Her hands didn't feel right. But she didn't care......Relena jumped upon the bitch and pulled her off the bed. Relena turned her over, and looked at her. The bitch was laughing at her. Relena twitched. She thought she head Heero behind her whispering..... 'Somebody likes to watch,' he whispers.
Relena felt something in her roaring out. She spun around and grabbed Heero's shoulders. She pushed him so hard against the wall that he started to bleed. He was laughing............ He was laughing at her. Relena growled, and stared annoyed. Then it hit her. The feeling that she had; it was anger. Relena felt her hands grip up, as she threw her fists right into his chest. Heero choked as he fell. He was still laughing.
'Is the bitch, jealous because she can have what I've got?' the woman asked. Relena turned around slowly and stared that bitch behind her. Her hair was curly and brown, her eyes were hazel, and she had a good figure. She moved her body around and laughed at her just teasing and humiliating Relena like she was an inferior kind of child. Relena's sight suddenly changed. The woman didn't appear to be normal. Her body was different colors. Her surroundings were blue, but black areas that indicate that there was something there. The woman on the other hand was red, all over.
"Bitch," Relena said. She felt something on her hand. She didn't care what it was, but she gripped it, and was ready to throw it right at her. "You don't know what you're fucking with," Relena hissed. The next moment she leaped forward, and jumped at the woman as she plunged two long double edged blades right into her. The woman screamed as Relena raised her off the air. Relena felt the blood spill on her face. She thought she'd panic realizing what she had done. But she laughed. She enjoyed it. It felt like a game.
"Having fun yet?" Relena purred. "Let me makes things more fun, wouldn't you agree. The woman didn't speak. She was still screaming in pain. She felt her entire abdomen torn by the blades that were somehow attached by a mechanism on Relena's arm. Relena then threw her across the room. Relena closed her eyes as the woman crashed. She had a smile on her face. She turned to face Heero, whom was still laughing. Relena smirked, and waved a finger. "Don't move a muscle," Relena teased. This made Heero paused for a brief second before he started laughing at her again.
Relena jumped upon the woman. "Let's see just what the hell were you doing to Heero, you stupid whore? Huh? Didn't you know I was going to take his heart? Or did he decide to fuck you for the fun huh?"
"HE fucked me, and I had a great..." Relena grabbed her jaw before she could speak anymore.
"No," Relena hissed. "You had a bad time......especially now," Relena said as she tore the woman's jaw. She screamed out in agony. Relena started punching. Before she knew it her mouth was against the woman's breast. "You wouldn't need these anymore, now would you?" Relena asked. Her mouth opens as there were a series of fangs in her mouth. She breathed in, and a 'clicking' sort of sound escaped her mouth; sort of like a crow.
Relena tore at her right breast, and started to tear them apart. Relena drank up her blood. She spits it out, and made a mess on the walls. Licking her lips, Relena thought about organs. Relena snapped her hand out, at the woman's face. Two fingers were going down her wind pipe to shut her up because she was screaming her heart out.
'Heart....' Relena thought. She stared at the woman's torn chest. She sat there for a second. Her right hand went right through her abdomen. She felt the organs beginning to tear apart. Intestines strung out first, then it was her pancreas, her kidneys; Relena took a huge bite out of her liver, and then she tore out the heart. Relena stared at it. She sniffed it. A growl escaped her lips. Before she would throw it away a thought came into mind, when she heard Heero laughing at her.....again.
There was a monstrous smile on her face. She walked over to Heero, and came right into his face. Heero had a glare on his face this time. Relena only glared back and her eyes weren't the same......there was something in them that made Heero's spine; grow cold.
"All those bitches look at you, and you don't mind. But when I do, you either see an annoyance or just a little girl, don't you? Am I that hideous to you, Heero? Why didn't you tell me? I know we weren't an item, but everyday......I thought we were.....and you knew how I felt. You didn't care. And........" Relena paused at that moment. Her eyes looked slanted at her pupil turned rather oval shape. A shape of golden mixed with her ocean blue eyes. Relena leaned in closer to him. "And I thought I loved you......I guess it's the other way around, isn't it?"
"Relena........." Heero said. Relena slaps him in the face--hard. Heero cringed from the pain, as blood began to spill from his face. There was a large gash on his cheek, as his forehead had a large cut.
"Don't," Relena snapped. "Don't you ever say my name again, you bastard. I hope you got yourself a will, because today....." Relena said. Her shape fingers nails pressed hard against his strong chest. "I'm going to make sure no one takes your heart from me. I'm sure you know what it's like to die?" Relena said. Her hand thrust right through his chest. Heero screamed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Relena struggled witht the restrainers and moved wildly in the bed, when her eyes finally opened. Her blue expanded for but a moment, when a shade of gold had eclipsed them. She blinked, and they returned blue.
She looked towards the door. Her ears circled around. She heard something. Thumping was what she heard—pulses. Raising a brow, she noticed coming and going ever few seconds. There was one just standing at the door. Relena wondered who could be standing there. She was getting rather annoyed.
The door opens, and Relena was a bit surprised........it was Duo Maxwell. Relena stares at him with an expressionless face. Duo only smiled.
"Hey Lena, heard you were awake," He said. "You feel okay?"
Relena only stared at him. Duo stared back for a second. He had a bad feeling again. Duo cringed by the sudden chill that climbed up his spinal cord. What was this? 'Okay now something is wrong? Why the hell do I get bad vibes from Relena? There's nothing bad about her,' Duo thought. Then he thought again. 'Well then again we find her with a couple dead guys, but still she's not bad.'
"What are you doing here......Duo?" Relena asked with a cold voice. Duo listened. That didn't really sound like her. Duo gulped, and tried to relax himself.
"I heard you were awake, so I came to check up on you. Wufei, Quatre, and Trowa will be here shortly. Hilde might come by as well. She really misses you. Everyone's misses you."
"Not everyone, Duo," Relena said. Duo blinked as she stared straight at him with a bloodcurdling stare. "Not everyone," she repeated.
"What makes you say that, Lena?"
"You don't know do you?"
"Know about what?"
"Look who's awake," Quatre coming through the door. Trowa and Wufei followed. After Wufei closed the door he walked towards the other side of the bed to sit down.
"You look well, Relena. It's been long."
"Long.....a year and six months, just sleeping in a damn bed is like eternity," Relena said. The three all heard her tone. She sounded rather cold or......angered in some way. Quatre got a bad feeling. In fact too bad, that something in his gut was warning him that there was something just not right with Relena at the moment. He straightened up.
"Um......when are they going to let you go?" Quatre asked.
"What......" Relena said.
"When is the hospital going to release you, sorry, I didn't ask that corr—"
"Why would they let me go, Quatre? They say I'm a murderer? Do you think they're going to let me go?"
The four Gundams just stared at her. Duo suddenly got pissed off. "Look a year ago that case was covered okay. You didn't kill anyone. Most the evidence found wasn't from you; so it wasn't caused by you. Don't worry Relena......"
"Why should I worry?" Relena asked.
"Relena," Wufei started. Relena's eyes went towards Wufei. Her stare gave him the chills. 'Damn, now Heero's got a rival for the stare treatment,' He thought. "That night......do you remember anything?" Wufei asked. Duo waved his hands for 'no are you out of your mind!?'
"Yes," Relena answered. Wufei's eyes softened. He sighed, and leaned backed against the chair, while the others sat on the bed near Relena. As for Duo he stood, and leaned his shoulder against the wall.
"Look we confronted Heero about the entire affair. He believes that nothing was going on between.........but then again the way you two were always near each other I guess there was something. Heero didn't even care about it. I have an idea how you might feel—"
"Might...? This is strange. I hardly hear that word come out of your mouth. I thought you were precise, Quatre?" Relena asked. Her tone seemed rather scary. Wufei noticed it, and didn't really sound of it.
"What is wrong?" Wufei asked.
"What are you implying?"
"Don't ask a question with one Relena. Are you mad as us about something?"
"Now Wufei why didn't you ask me that before you said something was wrong?" Relena said. Wufei blinked.
"Wait a minute, what?"
"Never mind.........I'm just upset because I can't get out of this fucking bed."
"The doctor did say you had to be here for just a little observation."
"Hasn't the doctor seen enough?" Relena asked. She glared at Quatre whom gulped just by the sight of that look on her face.
"It's not that Relena," Trowa said.
"Then what is it?"
"When you were brought here to the hospital you were suffering from seizures. And the ones that you had were countless, and they nearly killed you before you went into a coma. The doctors aren't sure if you might have another one."
"A seizure, you say?" Relena asked.
"Yeah, really bad ones," Duo said.
"It was almost as if every five minutes another keeps coming, on and on. We thought you were going to die that day?" Quatre said.
"Did Millard, thought I was going to die?" Relena asked.
"Of coarse he did, he was worried about you?"
"Not what I heard."
"What do you mean?" Wufei asked.
"The nurse came in and told me that my brother didn't want me to live around with him anymore—"
"Wait, what fucking nurse told you this?"
"Duo....." Quatre said.
"How should I know, I just woke up, you expect me to know everything?" Relena snapped. Duo waved his arms up in surrender.
"Excccccuuuusee me," Duo said.
"Relena I doubt your brother ever told you any of this. I'll tell you what I'll go straight over to your brother and ask him about it," Quatre said.
"Count me in, I'll bash in his brains to find out what the hell he's thinking," Wufei said. Trowa didn't say much like he always has. They all walked to the door. "Good bye Relena, we'll be back soon."
"Duo," Relena said. Duo stopped and turned. The other three waited for a moment.
"Go ahead I'll catch up," Duo said. They all agree and walked off. Duo closed the door, and headed towards the bed. He said down. "What's up, Lena?"
"Who was she?" Relena asked.
"Who are you talking about?" Duo asked.
"Don't act dumb," Relena asked. Duo blinked, and then sighed after realizing what she was talking about.
"Her name......Lisa Hathaway," Duo said.
"What does she do?"
"She's a combat girl, the kind of soldier Heero was, but not as brutal or cold as Heero was."
"How long has she and Heero been dating?"
"It was exactly dating, Lena. It was more like fucking. Heero didn't see anything in the girl. She was what you call a sex toy or something. Heero would go in and out to just to get with her. Heck none of us guys liked her."
"Why is that?"
"Are you kidding, the woman was a total first class bitch. She fucked any guy."
"Duo," Relena said.
"Yeah," He asked.
"Does Heero know I'm awake?" She asked.
"Yeah," Duo said sadly.
"Why the long face? Was he on a mission? Or did he just.....didn't want to see me?"
"Relena, he didn't......he doesn't think that way. Last year he was a zombie. He kept thinking about you."
"How would you know?" Relena asked.
"He doesn't act like the usual soldier boy I use to know," Duo said shrugging.
"If he knew, then why didn't he come," Relena asked. Duo went silent. Relena waited to a response. She curved her eyes to Duo, whom looked rather frozen. "What, Duo, the cat caught your tongue?" Relena asked.
"Lena.......Heero and Lisa, they're....." Duo couldn't finish his sentence. Relena became annoyed with all the pauses.
"They're what?"
"Engaged," Duo said.
Relena felt sadness. Her tears should be falling by now. But they haven't why not? Instead of the sadness swimming and diving with her mind and body, anger brewed, and it was at its full force. However, Relena hid her rage. She calmly turned away from Duo and looked out towards the window.
"Are you okay?" Duo asked.
"You told me.....the most important person that I ever cared for is engaged to someone. How do you think I feel?" Relena asked. Duo listened to her voice carefully. She had some attitude going on.
"You know I hate to bother you again but........."
"Get out," Relena muttered.
"What," Duo said.
"GET THE FUCK OUT!" Relena screamed with a deep metallic sound mixing with her voice. It was scary. Duo backed up. Now that bad feeling he had just got worse. He spun around and head for the door. "See you time. I'll tell Heero that you're okay," He said quickly.
"Don't bother he doesn't care," Relena snapped. Duo walked right out. He leaned against the closed door. He sighed. 'Jesus Christ, you wouldn't believe what just happened in there, Duo thought looking up. He felt his heart pulsate rapidly. Duo for once was.......scared. But why, it was just Relena?
"Something's up, and I don't like it." He muttered. He walked way. He hustled. He had to see Heero immediately. What ever was going on with Relena wasn't good. And what is happening......'Smells like a bad omen,' he thought.
Relena sat there. She couldn't believe what she had done. She just screamed at Duo. How could she? What the hell was she thinking? Those men are her friends. Why would she do something like that? 'I couldn't help it,' she thought.
That's because you were getting angry that you were down to the ground.
'What are you talking about?' Relena thought.
Someday you'll understand, just exactly what I'm trying to tell you. You know it's growing. That feeling of being misplaced, the agony of pain, competition, but more likely the lust to gain that honor you should deserve.
'What are you saying?' Relena thought. The voice suddenly muted. There was nothing. Relena held her head. She didn't know what was going on. She suddenly hears something. Her vision changes when she sees transparent looking doctors moving around her. They were moving fast. Relena looked at the window; dark to light, and light to dark. Relena stared. 'What the hell is going on?' she thought.
Pay attention, Relena you don't want to miss this, do you now? Pay attention and keep your eyes open.
Relena looked at the doctors, and noticed someone was there. It was Pagan! Relena blinked in wonder. 'Pagan,' she thought. She noticed him talking to one of the doctors. She could hear their voices. She listened.
'She's going through it- we can stop it, but it won't be enough.'
'I don't know what started it,' Pagan said.
'We don't know either,' the doctor said. 'All we know is that she's suffered from trauma and was nearly raped.'
"I was nearly raped....well then.......now I wonder," Relena muttered.
'I will inform her brother.'
'He mustn't know what's going on here. Tell him that she doesn't want to see him, and that she admits she's killed those men. In the mean time we'll tell her that her brother never wants to see her.'
'What if she wakes up?' Pagan asked.
'The moment she wakes up we're taking her to the Primal Base. The moment she is there we will inform you.'
'How long will you have her in the base?'
'I'd say for the rest of her life. We don't know what she could be capable of,' the doctor said.
Relena raises a brow. The images left after Pagan sniffled. Relena started to tap her fingers. 'Take me somewhere?' she thought. 'I don't think so. Now then, what is Pagan hiding from me?' Relena thought.
OH I know you want to find out what the big scoop is about. Why not, Relena? Let's have fun. A little game, and then we get back to work.
Relena closed her eyes. 'What a mind I have? It's grown so violent.' She opened her eyes again, and they weren't blue anymore.
Gulp......Uh oh? Umm..........just to let know the next chapter will be filled with gore, guts, blood, and other hanging intestines. In other words, you might not look at Relena the same again----Ciao.
Chapter 3 Madness
Don't say I didn't warn you!!!
Written by: Atikkin Mitchell
'No,' Relena thought again. 'It can't be. Why is this happening? Millard why.......why did you leave me? Why did you all leave me alone? Heero.......why did you do this to me? What did I do? Don't you know I love you? Why didn't you......
SHUT UP, STUPID IDIOT!!!!
Relena opened her eyes and wondered where she was. She thought she was in a hospital bed. Next moment she knew.......... she's in a hot desert. Relena stood up as sand fell from her She noticed that she was wearing an erotic black dress. It was sleeveless, only covered around her chest, one leg was covered, and the other was revealing. 'Wow,' Relena thought. 'I didn'think I'd wear something like this?' she thought.
Relena looked around. 'Okay, where the fuck am I?' she thought. Relena re-thought her words. 'And why in God's name am I saying such foul language?' she thought. There was a scream. Relena closed her ears from the sounds. These sounds were familiar. Relena closed her eyes, and then reopened them. She had a very mean glare. She turns around, and found herself in Heero's room. Her eyes roamed around and stared at the sight before her; Heero lying in bed with some naked bitch.
She stared just how that stupid whore just lifted herself up and over Heero. The part that pissed Relena off was that Heero was enjoying it.....it......enjoying her just fucking him and riding him. Relena felt her body grow so tense that she just needed to rip something apart.
'Stupid bitch,' Relena hissed. She felt something just boiling inside her, just scratching and crawling to get the hell out. She was desperate......but for what. Relena felt her hands crack. Her fingers felt intertwined with different bone. The muscles in her arms began to hurt-- most painfully.
'How could you?' Relena said. 'Heero......I loved you so much, and you didn't see it? Or did you ignore it?' Relena asked. She cracks her knuckles, and they made a loud sound. Her hands didn't feel right. But she didn't care......Relena jumped upon the bitch and pulled her off the bed. Relena turned her over, and looked at her. The bitch was laughing at her. Relena twitched. She thought she head Heero behind her whispering..... 'Somebody likes to watch,' he whispers.
Relena felt something in her roaring out. She spun around and grabbed Heero's shoulders. She pushed him so hard against the wall that he started to bleed. He was laughing............ He was laughing at her. Relena growled, and stared annoyed. Then it hit her. The feeling that she had; it was anger. Relena felt her hands grip up, as she threw her fists right into his chest. Heero choked as he fell. He was still laughing.
'Is the bitch, jealous because she can have what I've got?' the woman asked. Relena turned around slowly and stared that bitch behind her. Her hair was curly and brown, her eyes were hazel, and she had a good figure. She moved her body around and laughed at her just teasing and humiliating Relena like she was an inferior kind of child. Relena's sight suddenly changed. The woman didn't appear to be normal. Her body was different colors. Her surroundings were blue, but black areas that indicate that there was something there. The woman on the other hand was red, all over.
"Bitch," Relena said. She felt something on her hand. She didn't care what it was, but she gripped it, and was ready to throw it right at her. "You don't know what you're fucking with," Relena hissed. The next moment she leaped forward, and jumped at the woman as she plunged two long double edged blades right into her. The woman screamed as Relena raised her off the air. Relena felt the blood spill on her face. She thought she'd panic realizing what she had done. But she laughed. She enjoyed it. It felt like a game.
"Having fun yet?" Relena purred. "Let me makes things more fun, wouldn't you agree. The woman didn't speak. She was still screaming in pain. She felt her entire abdomen torn by the blades that were somehow attached by a mechanism on Relena's arm. Relena then threw her across the room. Relena closed her eyes as the woman crashed. She had a smile on her face. She turned to face Heero, whom was still laughing. Relena smirked, and waved a finger. "Don't move a muscle," Relena teased. This made Heero paused for a brief second before he started laughing at her again.
Relena jumped upon the woman. "Let's see just what the hell were you doing to Heero, you stupid whore? Huh? Didn't you know I was going to take his heart? Or did he decide to fuck you for the fun huh?"
"HE fucked me, and I had a great..." Relena grabbed her jaw before she could speak anymore.
"No," Relena hissed. "You had a bad time......especially now," Relena said as she tore the woman's jaw. She screamed out in agony. Relena started punching. Before she knew it her mouth was against the woman's breast. "You wouldn't need these anymore, now would you?" Relena asked. Her mouth opens as there were a series of fangs in her mouth. She breathed in, and a 'clicking' sort of sound escaped her mouth; sort of like a crow.
Relena tore at her right breast, and started to tear them apart. Relena drank up her blood. She spits it out, and made a mess on the walls. Licking her lips, Relena thought about organs. Relena snapped her hand out, at the woman's face. Two fingers were going down her wind pipe to shut her up because she was screaming her heart out.
'Heart....' Relena thought. She stared at the woman's torn chest. She sat there for a second. Her right hand went right through her abdomen. She felt the organs beginning to tear apart. Intestines strung out first, then it was her pancreas, her kidneys; Relena took a huge bite out of her liver, and then she tore out the heart. Relena stared at it. She sniffed it. A growl escaped her lips. Before she would throw it away a thought came into mind, when she heard Heero laughing at her.....again.
There was a monstrous smile on her face. She walked over to Heero, and came right into his face. Heero had a glare on his face this time. Relena only glared back and her eyes weren't the same......there was something in them that made Heero's spine; grow cold.
"All those bitches look at you, and you don't mind. But when I do, you either see an annoyance or just a little girl, don't you? Am I that hideous to you, Heero? Why didn't you tell me? I know we weren't an item, but everyday......I thought we were.....and you knew how I felt. You didn't care. And........" Relena paused at that moment. Her eyes looked slanted at her pupil turned rather oval shape. A shape of golden mixed with her ocean blue eyes. Relena leaned in closer to him. "And I thought I loved you......I guess it's the other way around, isn't it?"
"Relena........." Heero said. Relena slaps him in the face--hard. Heero cringed from the pain, as blood began to spill from his face. There was a large gash on his cheek, as his forehead had a large cut.
"Don't," Relena snapped. "Don't you ever say my name again, you bastard. I hope you got yourself a will, because today....." Relena said. Her shape fingers nails pressed hard against his strong chest. "I'm going to make sure no one takes your heart from me. I'm sure you know what it's like to die?" Relena said. Her hand thrust right through his chest. Heero screamed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Relena struggled witht the restrainers and moved wildly in the bed, when her eyes finally opened. Her blue expanded for but a moment, when a shade of gold had eclipsed them. She blinked, and they returned blue.
She looked towards the door. Her ears circled around. She heard something. Thumping was what she heard—pulses. Raising a brow, she noticed coming and going ever few seconds. There was one just standing at the door. Relena wondered who could be standing there. She was getting rather annoyed.
The door opens, and Relena was a bit surprised........it was Duo Maxwell. Relena stares at him with an expressionless face. Duo only smiled.
"Hey Lena, heard you were awake," He said. "You feel okay?"
Relena only stared at him. Duo stared back for a second. He had a bad feeling again. Duo cringed by the sudden chill that climbed up his spinal cord. What was this? 'Okay now something is wrong? Why the hell do I get bad vibes from Relena? There's nothing bad about her,' Duo thought. Then he thought again. 'Well then again we find her with a couple dead guys, but still she's not bad.'
"What are you doing here......Duo?" Relena asked with a cold voice. Duo listened. That didn't really sound like her. Duo gulped, and tried to relax himself.
"I heard you were awake, so I came to check up on you. Wufei, Quatre, and Trowa will be here shortly. Hilde might come by as well. She really misses you. Everyone's misses you."
"Not everyone, Duo," Relena said. Duo blinked as she stared straight at him with a bloodcurdling stare. "Not everyone," she repeated.
"What makes you say that, Lena?"
"You don't know do you?"
"Know about what?"
"Look who's awake," Quatre coming through the door. Trowa and Wufei followed. After Wufei closed the door he walked towards the other side of the bed to sit down.
"You look well, Relena. It's been long."
"Long.....a year and six months, just sleeping in a damn bed is like eternity," Relena said. The three all heard her tone. She sounded rather cold or......angered in some way. Quatre got a bad feeling. In fact too bad, that something in his gut was warning him that there was something just not right with Relena at the moment. He straightened up.
"Um......when are they going to let you go?" Quatre asked.
"What......" Relena said.
"When is the hospital going to release you, sorry, I didn't ask that corr—"
"Why would they let me go, Quatre? They say I'm a murderer? Do you think they're going to let me go?"
The four Gundams just stared at her. Duo suddenly got pissed off. "Look a year ago that case was covered okay. You didn't kill anyone. Most the evidence found wasn't from you; so it wasn't caused by you. Don't worry Relena......"
"Why should I worry?" Relena asked.
"Relena," Wufei started. Relena's eyes went towards Wufei. Her stare gave him the chills. 'Damn, now Heero's got a rival for the stare treatment,' He thought. "That night......do you remember anything?" Wufei asked. Duo waved his hands for 'no are you out of your mind!?'
"Yes," Relena answered. Wufei's eyes softened. He sighed, and leaned backed against the chair, while the others sat on the bed near Relena. As for Duo he stood, and leaned his shoulder against the wall.
"Look we confronted Heero about the entire affair. He believes that nothing was going on between.........but then again the way you two were always near each other I guess there was something. Heero didn't even care about it. I have an idea how you might feel—"
"Might...? This is strange. I hardly hear that word come out of your mouth. I thought you were precise, Quatre?" Relena asked. Her tone seemed rather scary. Wufei noticed it, and didn't really sound of it.
"What is wrong?" Wufei asked.
"What are you implying?"
"Don't ask a question with one Relena. Are you mad as us about something?"
"Now Wufei why didn't you ask me that before you said something was wrong?" Relena said. Wufei blinked.
"Wait a minute, what?"
"Never mind.........I'm just upset because I can't get out of this fucking bed."
"The doctor did say you had to be here for just a little observation."
"Hasn't the doctor seen enough?" Relena asked. She glared at Quatre whom gulped just by the sight of that look on her face.
"It's not that Relena," Trowa said.
"Then what is it?"
"When you were brought here to the hospital you were suffering from seizures. And the ones that you had were countless, and they nearly killed you before you went into a coma. The doctors aren't sure if you might have another one."
"A seizure, you say?" Relena asked.
"Yeah, really bad ones," Duo said.
"It was almost as if every five minutes another keeps coming, on and on. We thought you were going to die that day?" Quatre said.
"Did Millard, thought I was going to die?" Relena asked.
"Of coarse he did, he was worried about you?"
"Not what I heard."
"What do you mean?" Wufei asked.
"The nurse came in and told me that my brother didn't want me to live around with him anymore—"
"Wait, what fucking nurse told you this?"
"Duo....." Quatre said.
"How should I know, I just woke up, you expect me to know everything?" Relena snapped. Duo waved his arms up in surrender.
"Excccccuuuusee me," Duo said.
"Relena I doubt your brother ever told you any of this. I'll tell you what I'll go straight over to your brother and ask him about it," Quatre said.
"Count me in, I'll bash in his brains to find out what the hell he's thinking," Wufei said. Trowa didn't say much like he always has. They all walked to the door. "Good bye Relena, we'll be back soon."
"Duo," Relena said. Duo stopped and turned. The other three waited for a moment.
"Go ahead I'll catch up," Duo said. They all agree and walked off. Duo closed the door, and headed towards the bed. He said down. "What's up, Lena?"
"Who was she?" Relena asked.
"Who are you talking about?" Duo asked.
"Don't act dumb," Relena asked. Duo blinked, and then sighed after realizing what she was talking about.
"Her name......Lisa Hathaway," Duo said.
"What does she do?"
"She's a combat girl, the kind of soldier Heero was, but not as brutal or cold as Heero was."
"How long has she and Heero been dating?"
"It was exactly dating, Lena. It was more like fucking. Heero didn't see anything in the girl. She was what you call a sex toy or something. Heero would go in and out to just to get with her. Heck none of us guys liked her."
"Why is that?"
"Are you kidding, the woman was a total first class bitch. She fucked any guy."
"Duo," Relena said.
"Yeah," He asked.
"Does Heero know I'm awake?" She asked.
"Yeah," Duo said sadly.
"Why the long face? Was he on a mission? Or did he just.....didn't want to see me?"
"Relena, he didn't......he doesn't think that way. Last year he was a zombie. He kept thinking about you."
"How would you know?" Relena asked.
"He doesn't act like the usual soldier boy I use to know," Duo said shrugging.
"If he knew, then why didn't he come," Relena asked. Duo went silent. Relena waited to a response. She curved her eyes to Duo, whom looked rather frozen. "What, Duo, the cat caught your tongue?" Relena asked.
"Lena.......Heero and Lisa, they're....." Duo couldn't finish his sentence. Relena became annoyed with all the pauses.
"They're what?"
"Engaged," Duo said.
Relena felt sadness. Her tears should be falling by now. But they haven't why not? Instead of the sadness swimming and diving with her mind and body, anger brewed, and it was at its full force. However, Relena hid her rage. She calmly turned away from Duo and looked out towards the window.
"Are you okay?" Duo asked.
"You told me.....the most important person that I ever cared for is engaged to someone. How do you think I feel?" Relena asked. Duo listened to her voice carefully. She had some attitude going on.
"You know I hate to bother you again but........."
"Get out," Relena muttered.
"What," Duo said.
"GET THE FUCK OUT!" Relena screamed with a deep metallic sound mixing with her voice. It was scary. Duo backed up. Now that bad feeling he had just got worse. He spun around and head for the door. "See you time. I'll tell Heero that you're okay," He said quickly.
"Don't bother he doesn't care," Relena snapped. Duo walked right out. He leaned against the closed door. He sighed. 'Jesus Christ, you wouldn't believe what just happened in there, Duo thought looking up. He felt his heart pulsate rapidly. Duo for once was.......scared. But why, it was just Relena?
"Something's up, and I don't like it." He muttered. He walked way. He hustled. He had to see Heero immediately. What ever was going on with Relena wasn't good. And what is happening......'Smells like a bad omen,' he thought.
Relena sat there. She couldn't believe what she had done. She just screamed at Duo. How could she? What the hell was she thinking? Those men are her friends. Why would she do something like that? 'I couldn't help it,' she thought.
That's because you were getting angry that you were down to the ground.
'What are you talking about?' Relena thought.
Someday you'll understand, just exactly what I'm trying to tell you. You know it's growing. That feeling of being misplaced, the agony of pain, competition, but more likely the lust to gain that honor you should deserve.
'What are you saying?' Relena thought. The voice suddenly muted. There was nothing. Relena held her head. She didn't know what was going on. She suddenly hears something. Her vision changes when she sees transparent looking doctors moving around her. They were moving fast. Relena looked at the window; dark to light, and light to dark. Relena stared. 'What the hell is going on?' she thought.
Pay attention, Relena you don't want to miss this, do you now? Pay attention and keep your eyes open.
Relena looked at the doctors, and noticed someone was there. It was Pagan! Relena blinked in wonder. 'Pagan,' she thought. She noticed him talking to one of the doctors. She could hear their voices. She listened.
'She's going through it- we can stop it, but it won't be enough.'
'I don't know what started it,' Pagan said.
'We don't know either,' the doctor said. 'All we know is that she's suffered from trauma and was nearly raped.'
"I was nearly raped....well then.......now I wonder," Relena muttered.
'I will inform her brother.'
'He mustn't know what's going on here. Tell him that she doesn't want to see him, and that she admits she's killed those men. In the mean time we'll tell her that her brother never wants to see her.'
'What if she wakes up?' Pagan asked.
'The moment she wakes up we're taking her to the Primal Base. The moment she is there we will inform you.'
'How long will you have her in the base?'
'I'd say for the rest of her life. We don't know what she could be capable of,' the doctor said.
Relena raises a brow. The images left after Pagan sniffled. Relena started to tap her fingers. 'Take me somewhere?' she thought. 'I don't think so. Now then, what is Pagan hiding from me?' Relena thought.
OH I know you want to find out what the big scoop is about. Why not, Relena? Let's have fun. A little game, and then we get back to work.
Relena closed her eyes. 'What a mind I have? It's grown so violent.' She opened her eyes again, and they weren't blue anymore.
Gulp......Uh oh? Umm..........just to let know the next chapter will be filled with gore, guts, blood, and other hanging intestines. In other words, you might not look at Relena the same again----Ciao.
Chapter 3 Madness
Don't say I didn't warn you!!!