From This Day On

Waking up
staring at the ceiling
what should I be feeling
what am I going to do
I haven't got a clue

Putting on my clothes
putting socks on my feet
brushing my teeth
looking at the mirror
someone knocks at the door

I say that no one's in here
sitting on my bed
sitting down and feeling sad
they keep knocking
while my world is already rocking

Maybe I don't need help
but do they really not see
my confusion and misery
I need some rest
I'm not at my best

I make the decision
trembling I stand up
my hand's on the doorknob
the door is unlocked
my plans are blocked
by myself

From this day on
things are going to change

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Aargh, I found my first grammer fault! Last sentence, poem 18... "haven't got no clue", that's wrong, right? I mean, it's double, so... -blush-

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