Over and Over

Ok everyone, here's chapter 7. It's not going to be quite as long as the others. Its mainly just Meredith and her emotions, sort-of.

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"So then this is it?" Marcos asked. He was sad about the fact that Meredith had just broken up with him. He felt a connection with her.

She explained to him what had happened earlier with Derek and Addison and that he had signed the divorce papers. She also told him that she was not over Derek, and that she still loved him.

"Yea, this is it." she said sadly. She didn't want to start crying but she knew the tears would come. She had grown comfortable with him and she felt safe from getting her heart broken again.

"Hey, don't cry. You're just following your heart. And I respect that." Marcos said trying to comfort her. She looked up at him and he smiled at her. "But I will miss you." he confessed.

"I'm going to miss you too, but thank you for being so understanding." She decided it would be nice to leave now before she cried more than she already had. "I have to go." and she ran off.

Derek saw her run and went after her.

"Meredith?" he asked as he opened the door to the intern's locker room. He walked in alittle and immediately saw her sitting in the corner. "Meredith?" he asked again.

"Don't. Please don't." she cried, and he thought it would be best to leave her alone for now.

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Later that night it started to rain, hard.

Meredith was still in a very bad mood. She walked outside and sat on a nearby bench, while it was still pouring rain. Addison was walking out of the building, since she was leaving to New York. Meredith didn't want Addison to know that she was crying. Unfortunately Addison saw her and headed her way. Once she was about a foot away from her, she stopped.

"Keep you head up Grey, and good luck." and then she left.

Meredith looked surprised. She hadn't expected Addison to be nice to her.

Meredith stayed outside thinking more, and it was only raining slightly now. She wondered if Derek knew how much she loved him. She wondered if Derek knew how happy she was that he had signed the papers, even though she was crying her eyes out. She cried because it felt relieving that he and Addison weren't together. She cried because the man she loved, loved her back. She cried because everything in her life was messed up, until now. She cried because she knew everything was going to be ok.

"Meredith" he said. She knew who it was standing behind her. "Meredith will you come inside." Derek didn't want her to get sick. He wanted to hold her in his arms and never let her go. He wanted to tell her how much he loved her and how sorry he was.

She got up and walked around the bench. She stopped inches from his face. They both stared into each others eyes.

And then she did it.

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Please read and review. Chapter 8 up by tomorrow night.