I can't hold it together much longer. I need a way out. Mac knows something is wrong; it's only a matter of time before he confronts me about it.

He's been suspicious since the Tanglewood case. He knows I've lied to him, kept things about my past from him. He knows I haven't been completely honest.

Flack says they all have my back, but have they really, can I really trust them. No I can't. What's the point in trusting people when all they do is throw it back in your face?

I wonder what that evaluation says about me. Mac didn't seem too happy. If only I could see what it says. If Mac suggests counselling he can forget it. No way am I having counselling. Talking won't work, I need a way out.

The end.

Let me know if I've spelt something wrong.  Please review, I'd like to know what you think, be nice, it's my first fanfic.