Hiei's P.O.V an hour after Kurama's death
Why do I always find myself going back to him? He thought as he leapt from roof top to roof top winter's breathe stinging his cheeks. Reaching Kurama's open window he jumps in. His senses start to scream and his nose picks up one scent he was afraid he'd ever find in Kurama's room, blood. There right in front of him was a motionless Kurama on the floor over an open book with what looked to behis handwriting on it's pages.
I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight
His hands began to shake and he dropped to his knees. "K-Kurama?" He uttered in a small voice that sounded nothing like him. This is a cruel joke right? I'm dreaming I have to dreaming! Kitsune…..what have I done? I thought by my rejecting you was for the best…knowing me I would only have hurt you in the end…but n-not this no….I have to be-I must be dreaming…
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain
Pools of drying blood ran from each of the kitsune's wrists, and the worst thing of all was that he had a smile on his tear strained face. Now the small fire youkai crawled toward his fallen comrade, no his best friend. Tons of emotions channeled through his eyes. Regret, sadness, anger, and a bit too late, love.
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Turning the crimson haired kitsune over he pulled him into his arms. He rocked him slowly humming a soft lullaby he had heard a ningen woman singing to her child once. He pressed his warm cheek to Kurama's cold pale one. Kitsune…"Why Kurama…? Why would you do such a thing? Did my love mean that much to you?" He whispered to the motionless form he now cradled in his arms.
Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
"You baka. Baka!" He shouted tears now stinging his blood red eyes. "Only you could make me feel these emotions…only you could bring me to tears, like a weak ningen." He whispered as black tear gems now fell from the corners of his eyes clunking to the wooden blood stained floor. "Only you…" He said as he closed his eyes tightly.
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Something caught his eye a glint of silver. A Knife…so this is what he used to end his suffering? Placing Kurama's head onto his lap he picked up the knife with shaky hands. I can make it up to you my kitsune…my kurama..I will meet you in hell and we will be together again. "I love you kitsune..."He then plunged the knife through his chest right intohis heart.With his last bit of strangth hewrapped his arms around Kurama and closed his eyes a smile gracing his lips as he took his last breath.
I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
A/N: Please no Flames I know it sucked..