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Raven arrived and headed straight for Stafire's room. She opened the door and went in. She saw Starfire sleeping. She bent down and placed a kiss on Starfire's forehead. She then walked out of the room and went into the kitchen to fixed herself some herbal tea to calm her nerves.
"Trigon was wrong..." Raven said as she prepared her tea. She tried her best to rid herself of the anger that was boiling inside her. "She does feel the same for me. Look at everything that has happened between us. Ok nothing's really happened but..." Raven thought about the things that happened and all of the moments she was with Starfire. 'I couldn't have held her the way I did if she didn't feel the same.' Raven thought to herself. She remembered the feeling the red head gave her every time she held the alien in her arms and the anger inside her faded. "Even if she doesn't love me, I will still tell her I love her when she wakes up..." Raven told herself as she headed for Starfire's room to check on the girl again. She opened the door and found Robin and Starfire kissing. Raven immediately closed the door and teleported her self to her room.
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"I THOUGHT YOU FELT THE SAME!!!" Raven yelled out when she reached her room. She remembered the times she spent with Starfire. She felt her rage grow as she remembered each time she held the red head. Each word they said to each other. "YOU LEAD ME ON!!!" Raven said as she grew angrier and angrier. The light bulbs blew up as Raven began to transform again. Her skin turned into an a very dark gray color with light gray stripes. Her gray eyes began to get darker, they turned black and she could feel horns growing out of her head. Her tail began to get longer and thicker. Her fangs grew a little more and so did her claws. She fell to her knees and cried on the floor. "I told you things I never told anyone, showed you a side of me no one else has seen before... you played me for a fool..." Raven whispered to herself. "I'm a fucking idiot." one last tear fell from her eyes. She sat in her room and closed her eyes shut.
"She never told me she felt the same but.." Raven whispered to herself. She couldn't help feeling betrayed. She felt mislead. Her thoughts were broken by the knock on her door.
"Raven... open the door. " Starfire said as she knocked at Raven's door. The door opened and she entered the room slowly. The door behind her shut immediately. "Raven where are you?" Starfire said as she flicked the light switch again and again. She gave up and decided to walk rather then fly to Raven since she was still too weak. "I have something I must tell you..." Raven opened her eyes revealed her glowing black eyes to Starfire.
"I don't care what you have to say." Raven said with no emotion in her voice. She feared that Starfire was going to tell her about her new found relationship with the arrogant, obsessive boy wonder. Starfire began to feel sad.
"But its really important."
"I don't give a fucking shit... now leave." Raven used her powers and threw the injured Starfire out of her room and closed the door. Starfire headed for her room and was glad that Robin had left. She sat down on her bed. Her wounds were reopened and she bled on her bed. Tears began to fall from her face and she could not stop them, the tears nor the blood. She hugged her knees and wept. She had never seen Raven act that way. 'What has happened??' Starfire thought as she cried. Moments later she fell asleep from the loss of blood and the pain she felt in her heart.
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Raven flew out of her room, heading nowhere. She just wanted to get away from it all. 'Where do I go now?' Raven asked herself. She knew she would never accept Starfire and Robin together. She couldn't, she wouldn't. She hated Robin for taking Starfire and she hated Starfire for playing with her emotions, she mostly hated herself for falling for Starfire and the fact that she was easily manipulated by Starfire. 'I guess the only thing to do now is let go of her...' Raven thought. Raven landed on a roof top of a deserted building. 'But I can't... I can't let her go.' Raven said. 'She was never yours anyway.' Raven's mind countered. 'She could have been...' Raven thought to herself sadly. 'But she went for Robin, remember?' Raven sighed, she felt like her heart was torn in two. Raven thought she had enough time for herself. "You were right..." Raven said, knowing that Trigon had been following her since she got out of the tower.
"I didn't want to be right..." Trigon said as he stepped out of the shadows.
"It's my own fault. She never did say she returned my feelings for her. In a way I lead my self to believe she loved me back. I'm the idiot here, its my own fault."
"That is not true. She encouraged it. Look at the time you spent with her. Wasn't it somehow different? You held each other in a way that only lover's are supposed to do." Trigon said trying to prove his point. Raven's heart however could not listen to Trigon, her love for the alien was too strong.
"How did you know about that?" Raven asked. She was extremely intrigued.
"I have my ways..." Trigon said and received a nod from Raven.
"But then its both our faults... I should be blamed for it as well. I assumed she felt the same."
"No. If she never led you on, you never would have fallen for her. She encouraged your feelings to grow." Raven was about to answer him back "Its all her fault. Look at the signs Raven. You know she tricked you. Look at Robin, he probably told Starfire to get close to and make sure you would do good. He's always been afraid of your powers. You're the strongest of them and he knew it." Trigon continued to plant thoughts into Raven's head. Raven's aching heart was too tired to fight her mind. Her mind begged her to listen to Trigon, her resolve grew weak and she took Trigons words into her mind. A battle commenced in her body as her mind trapped all her emotions away, leaving her with only two things it allowed her to feel, hate and anger. Hiding the rest of her emotions in a deep darkness where they would never be found.
"Maybe you're right." Raven, no longer shedding tears, began to glow black. "You should leave. I do not seek to fight with you right now."
"I am not seeking a fight with you... I just want you to know that my offer still stands..." Raven looked at Trigon and quirked her eyebrow at him. "it would give you a chance to get away from it all... from her and her betrayal towards you. You may be able to forget about her and the pain she is causing you."
"There is no pain. I feel nothing Trigon."
"Do not lie to me... Raven I only want what is best for you and please call me father." Raven thought about the offer. 'I can get away from her... but should I really join the demon I have hated so long? The demon I wanted to run away from?' Raven thought. She tried to reason with herself. 'I can go to Azerath... but there will be too many questions. Questions that I can never answer.' Raven told herself.
"I accept... Trigon." Raven said after mich thought. Trigon opened a portal and Raven went inside it. She was soon followed by Trigon who was grinning from ear to ear.
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TBC....