We walked in silence for a few minuets before he spoke.
"Why are you so hostile to us when we've done nothing to you? All we're trying to do is help you since you're helping us by coaching." He stated in a caring tone that had a hint of rejection in it. I looked at him and I could see a haze of hurt, and confusion come across his face, as though he was letting off his mask as she did when she went to bed every night. My eyebrow popped up and my mouth opened slightly, didn't he figure it out?
"Well let's see, one when we first meet you're a total prick, second I'm used to being alone and doing things with out others holding me back, and lastly every person like you guys have been total pricks, jerks, wenches, and annoying girls squealing over guys and worried over every detail of themselves." I told him while shaking my ice cream around a bit for a little drama. We stopped at a light pole and I lent against it as he just kid of paced around enjoying the movement his legs gave him.
"I told you already I was having a bad morning with my grandfather and my mom was arguing with him again, ok? And secondly don't you ever get lonely or wish you had someone other then Tom? And you shouldn't judge a book by its' cover." He said in his masculine voice but yet it was as though he wasn't the same person. It was like he took of his mask and the macho act and let him true self come out in front of her as though trying to encourage her to do the same. And it was hard to refuse the offer, it was only around him that it was hard for her to cover her true emotions.
"Actually I really don't think about friends since we move so much, and you're right I shouldn't but then again you shouldn't judge it by it's beginning neither." I told him in a challenging tone and his eyes did that mysterious glint they did each time something like this was said or done. The glint of a wolf's eyes when ready to begin the hunt.
I felt icy pricks go up my spine as he stopped and just stood there staring at me with that same glint still in his eyes.
"You're ice cream is melting." He simply said while giving a slight smile while I turned my attention to the liquidating ice cream cone. I started to lick all around my hand as quick as I could but the ice cream was quicker and was going down my arm. I held my arm out so it wouldn't get on me and lent my head forward so I could finish licking it, all the while hearing a heavy chuckle in front of me.
"You think it's funny? Wait till it happens to you." I growled while finally getting the melting in control and my hands were semi sticky compared to their before situation he gave another chuckle, and some how when I was leaning down and in the process of coming up near the pole I found he had come close in which he was right in front of me.
"Yeah, I think it's very funny indeed. And it won't happen to me, I already ate all of mine." He said while moving even closer. I opened my mouth then ate the rest of the melting ice cream cone. I swallowed but while doing so I noticed something disturbing, he was way too close!
"You have got ice cream on your face." He whispered under his breathe and his head came down towards mine. My mind by this time was yelling at me 'way too close!' but I felt as though my legs and feet were cemented to the ground and I was unable to move. My breathing became rapid as I felt his lips gently touch the side of my mouth so the ice cream was removed. Then as though something snapped me out of my trance I slipped out of the corner of his arms.
"I, ... I need to ,...umm ,... go later." I said hurriedly while speed walking over to where Tom was still talking to the girl. Out of the corner of my eye I could see wonder boy still smirking with victory as I scurried off towards Tom.
When I was with in ear shot I could here the girl's soft giggly laugh and Tom's husky one, obviously he was enjoying himself well not for long. I passed him and while doing so pulled him up by his shirts collar. He gave a jerk then stumbled to his feet while pulling on his shirt. He turned around roughly to me and his expression turned to concern, he was now obviously seeing how I felt which was a bad thing. He mumbled some apologies to the brunette all the while trying to hurry to my side since I was now out the gates of the park and on my way home.
It was now sunset and the sun was going down quick since it was winter. He came skidding to my side then pulled at my arm so I would stop, unfortunately for him I didn't I just kept on walking like I had no time left to spare.
"Miya what's wrong? You look like you did something wrong." He asked finally stopping me when I 3 blocks away from my new home, wait no scratch that not new home new house, this wasn't home or anything like it.
"That's just it I don't know if I just did something wrong or not ok? I just need to be left alone now is that too much to ask?" I asked agitated but then realizing he didn't follow me I had grabbed him and made him come. It was him who should be yelling right now since I just ruined a perfect chance of his getting a girlfriend. I started to get that guilt feeling that always weighs you down until you say sorry or do you forgive me, evne the classic I did it helped.
He looked a bit hurt then his face softened and he just put a hand on my shoulder.
"Hmmm, sure what ever you say babes, just be careful we don't know this town like we do our old one. Sorry to have bothered you about something that I shouldn't put my nose into." He told me gently while turning and leaving me behind. He was always like that, so calm and caring, knowing always the right words and things to say. He always knew when she was mixed up and even when she was the one who was wrong he would take the blame till she cooled off and even after that he wouldn't bring it up. I felt my hurt jerk and tear as though wrapping paper on a little kid's gift that was being torn around every where to get to the prize. It's not your fault! Come back please? I'm sorry! I wanted to yell but I stood there in silence too angry with myself to even move.
It was my fault that I kissed him not Tom's so why did I take it out on him? I hated life sometimes, it was so confusing especially when you only have half a leader to lead you, if you know what I mean. It wasn't dad's fault he just didn't have that much time and when he did he was out doing something or talking to Tom's parents. I guess it was hard on him so he just busies himself so he can't think about it. I finally got my strength back and slowly but surely made my way to the house. The whole way thinking about Tom, the kiss, wonder boy, and myself and how stupid I could be at times.
Once I got home I noticed that all three cars were still here and that the lights in the house were off still since when we left it was still light out and we didn't need lamps in the afternoon thanks to the windows. I stood on my tippy toes and dragged the key from it's hiding place and opened the door. It seemed that Kit had fallen asleep watching tv again, I knew I needed to get her to stop doing that, it wasn't healthy for a grown fox. Well at least she's not over weight.
I rubbed her head and went up stairs. I came into my room and made a face at it, it was totally trashed like a gigantic hurricane came threw and went threw my drawers. I just shook my head, I was too tired and too confused to even deal with it. I'd just clean it up tomorrow later after church. I drug myself over to the over piled bed and threw the stuff onto the floor not caring what it was and pulled back my covers while sitting on the bed. I tugged my shoes off along with my jewelry and other accessories. I reached up and pulled the ribbon and band that kept my hair up down, letting my hair fall along my shoulders. It was still damp and moist which felt good against my neck.
I slumped myself into bed and once all tucked in nicely I had a chance to realize just how exhausted I was from today. I didn't know why but I think it was because of everything that had happened so suddenly and it just shook me up a bit. Especially after tonight's events and everything. I was so tired that I couldn't get to sleep and by the time I did it was after my father had gotten home that night.
I couldn't see anything, it was jus too foggy and dark, it was cold too as though an internal coldness in my body. Where was I? I saw lights then came into view was a car, the same car Melissa was in that night. I heard laughing and giggling from every which way and I tried to see who it was. But nothing turned up only more of it and this time mixed with talk.
"Hey c'mon, stop driving so fast! I mean it, you're going too fast, and you're drunk. Let me out of the car, now! Please let me-'' but the panicky voice was cut off by a loud scream of terror, and I knew who it was. Melissa. I raced over to the ruble and it bursted into flames I let out a cry of sorrow then heard something move under it. It was Melissa or at least what I thought was Melissa, only she had burns and black crusted skin on her beautiful face, and her hair was a mess with pieces missing. He eyes had dark rings around them like they had been soccer punch about a million times each. Her eyes were dark and scary but the out side was blood shot. I trembled and scooted away as far as I could get.
"You could've saved me Miya, you knew I was doing wrong. You should've been there!" she let out a voice that didn't even sound like hers, but like some hollow girl that was lost and wanting revenge. I felt hot searing tears run down my cheeks and could hardly let myself talk.
"I—I tried! I did," I let out a weep then sniffle and a little yelp to add in then continued, "I'm sorry I tired...I should've never have left you." Her eyes glowered at me in rage. Then all of a sudden in a flash she wad in front of me, eyes deeply locked with my own frightened ones.
"You didn't try hard enough now did you? Watch over him Miya cause' if you don't know one will...then you will be alone." Her hand flung out and grabbed hold of my neck tightening the grip every so often, I felt I coudn';t breath and I was trying to gasp for air.
I sat up quickly from, my bed panting like I had just ran a mile. It had only been a dream, only a puny dream, yet so real. She was just so real.
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"Why are you so hostile to us when we've done nothing to you? All we're trying to do is help you since you're helping us by coaching." He stated in a caring tone that had a hint of rejection in it. I looked at him and I could see a haze of hurt, and confusion come across his face, as though he was letting off his mask as she did when she went to bed every night. My eyebrow popped up and my mouth opened slightly, didn't he figure it out?
"Well let's see, one when we first meet you're a total prick, second I'm used to being alone and doing things with out others holding me back, and lastly every person like you guys have been total pricks, jerks, wenches, and annoying girls squealing over guys and worried over every detail of themselves." I told him while shaking my ice cream around a bit for a little drama. We stopped at a light pole and I lent against it as he just kid of paced around enjoying the movement his legs gave him.
"I told you already I was having a bad morning with my grandfather and my mom was arguing with him again, ok? And secondly don't you ever get lonely or wish you had someone other then Tom? And you shouldn't judge a book by its' cover." He said in his masculine voice but yet it was as though he wasn't the same person. It was like he took of his mask and the macho act and let him true self come out in front of her as though trying to encourage her to do the same. And it was hard to refuse the offer, it was only around him that it was hard for her to cover her true emotions.
"Actually I really don't think about friends since we move so much, and you're right I shouldn't but then again you shouldn't judge it by it's beginning neither." I told him in a challenging tone and his eyes did that mysterious glint they did each time something like this was said or done. The glint of a wolf's eyes when ready to begin the hunt.
I felt icy pricks go up my spine as he stopped and just stood there staring at me with that same glint still in his eyes.
"You're ice cream is melting." He simply said while giving a slight smile while I turned my attention to the liquidating ice cream cone. I started to lick all around my hand as quick as I could but the ice cream was quicker and was going down my arm. I held my arm out so it wouldn't get on me and lent my head forward so I could finish licking it, all the while hearing a heavy chuckle in front of me.
"You think it's funny? Wait till it happens to you." I growled while finally getting the melting in control and my hands were semi sticky compared to their before situation he gave another chuckle, and some how when I was leaning down and in the process of coming up near the pole I found he had come close in which he was right in front of me.
"Yeah, I think it's very funny indeed. And it won't happen to me, I already ate all of mine." He said while moving even closer. I opened my mouth then ate the rest of the melting ice cream cone. I swallowed but while doing so I noticed something disturbing, he was way too close!
"You have got ice cream on your face." He whispered under his breathe and his head came down towards mine. My mind by this time was yelling at me 'way too close!' but I felt as though my legs and feet were cemented to the ground and I was unable to move. My breathing became rapid as I felt his lips gently touch the side of my mouth so the ice cream was removed. Then as though something snapped me out of my trance I slipped out of the corner of his arms.
"I, ... I need to ,...umm ,... go later." I said hurriedly while speed walking over to where Tom was still talking to the girl. Out of the corner of my eye I could see wonder boy still smirking with victory as I scurried off towards Tom.
When I was with in ear shot I could here the girl's soft giggly laugh and Tom's husky one, obviously he was enjoying himself well not for long. I passed him and while doing so pulled him up by his shirts collar. He gave a jerk then stumbled to his feet while pulling on his shirt. He turned around roughly to me and his expression turned to concern, he was now obviously seeing how I felt which was a bad thing. He mumbled some apologies to the brunette all the while trying to hurry to my side since I was now out the gates of the park and on my way home.
It was now sunset and the sun was going down quick since it was winter. He came skidding to my side then pulled at my arm so I would stop, unfortunately for him I didn't I just kept on walking like I had no time left to spare.
"Miya what's wrong? You look like you did something wrong." He asked finally stopping me when I 3 blocks away from my new home, wait no scratch that not new home new house, this wasn't home or anything like it.
"That's just it I don't know if I just did something wrong or not ok? I just need to be left alone now is that too much to ask?" I asked agitated but then realizing he didn't follow me I had grabbed him and made him come. It was him who should be yelling right now since I just ruined a perfect chance of his getting a girlfriend. I started to get that guilt feeling that always weighs you down until you say sorry or do you forgive me, evne the classic I did it helped.
He looked a bit hurt then his face softened and he just put a hand on my shoulder.
"Hmmm, sure what ever you say babes, just be careful we don't know this town like we do our old one. Sorry to have bothered you about something that I shouldn't put my nose into." He told me gently while turning and leaving me behind. He was always like that, so calm and caring, knowing always the right words and things to say. He always knew when she was mixed up and even when she was the one who was wrong he would take the blame till she cooled off and even after that he wouldn't bring it up. I felt my hurt jerk and tear as though wrapping paper on a little kid's gift that was being torn around every where to get to the prize. It's not your fault! Come back please? I'm sorry! I wanted to yell but I stood there in silence too angry with myself to even move.
It was my fault that I kissed him not Tom's so why did I take it out on him? I hated life sometimes, it was so confusing especially when you only have half a leader to lead you, if you know what I mean. It wasn't dad's fault he just didn't have that much time and when he did he was out doing something or talking to Tom's parents. I guess it was hard on him so he just busies himself so he can't think about it. I finally got my strength back and slowly but surely made my way to the house. The whole way thinking about Tom, the kiss, wonder boy, and myself and how stupid I could be at times.
Once I got home I noticed that all three cars were still here and that the lights in the house were off still since when we left it was still light out and we didn't need lamps in the afternoon thanks to the windows. I stood on my tippy toes and dragged the key from it's hiding place and opened the door. It seemed that Kit had fallen asleep watching tv again, I knew I needed to get her to stop doing that, it wasn't healthy for a grown fox. Well at least she's not over weight.
I rubbed her head and went up stairs. I came into my room and made a face at it, it was totally trashed like a gigantic hurricane came threw and went threw my drawers. I just shook my head, I was too tired and too confused to even deal with it. I'd just clean it up tomorrow later after church. I drug myself over to the over piled bed and threw the stuff onto the floor not caring what it was and pulled back my covers while sitting on the bed. I tugged my shoes off along with my jewelry and other accessories. I reached up and pulled the ribbon and band that kept my hair up down, letting my hair fall along my shoulders. It was still damp and moist which felt good against my neck.
I slumped myself into bed and once all tucked in nicely I had a chance to realize just how exhausted I was from today. I didn't know why but I think it was because of everything that had happened so suddenly and it just shook me up a bit. Especially after tonight's events and everything. I was so tired that I couldn't get to sleep and by the time I did it was after my father had gotten home that night.
I couldn't see anything, it was jus too foggy and dark, it was cold too as though an internal coldness in my body. Where was I? I saw lights then came into view was a car, the same car Melissa was in that night. I heard laughing and giggling from every which way and I tried to see who it was. But nothing turned up only more of it and this time mixed with talk.
"Hey c'mon, stop driving so fast! I mean it, you're going too fast, and you're drunk. Let me out of the car, now! Please let me-'' but the panicky voice was cut off by a loud scream of terror, and I knew who it was. Melissa. I raced over to the ruble and it bursted into flames I let out a cry of sorrow then heard something move under it. It was Melissa or at least what I thought was Melissa, only she had burns and black crusted skin on her beautiful face, and her hair was a mess with pieces missing. He eyes had dark rings around them like they had been soccer punch about a million times each. Her eyes were dark and scary but the out side was blood shot. I trembled and scooted away as far as I could get.
"You could've saved me Miya, you knew I was doing wrong. You should've been there!" she let out a voice that didn't even sound like hers, but like some hollow girl that was lost and wanting revenge. I felt hot searing tears run down my cheeks and could hardly let myself talk.
"I—I tried! I did," I let out a weep then sniffle and a little yelp to add in then continued, "I'm sorry I tired...I should've never have left you." Her eyes glowered at me in rage. Then all of a sudden in a flash she wad in front of me, eyes deeply locked with my own frightened ones.
"You didn't try hard enough now did you? Watch over him Miya cause' if you don't know one will...then you will be alone." Her hand flung out and grabbed hold of my neck tightening the grip every so often, I felt I coudn';t breath and I was trying to gasp for air.
I sat up quickly from, my bed panting like I had just ran a mile. It had only been a dream, only a puny dream, yet so real. She was just so real.
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