Authors Notes: Hey! Sorry my update took so long! Anyways… I'm sorry to say this but the story will SEEM to be repetitive. But not really. You have to pay attention to what's going on. There's little changes that will be going on in the chapters. If you don't get what's going on, please don't hesitate to ask me any questions! Anyways:

ON WITH THE STORY!

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Raven walked through the city in her human form. She was wearing regular human clothes which consisted of slightly baggy black jeans, a navy blue hooded sweater, and a black tank top underneath the sweater. Her hood was over her head. She was eyeing every building, trying to remember what was originally there 3,500 years ago. She continued to walk and stopped when she reached a movie theatre. It's bright holograms were showing previews of the new movies that were showing. She eyed the building carefully. 'It's still here...' Raven said as she remembered her unofficial date with Starfire. 'It was the night after we watched the scary movies. She came into my room before sun rise and slept over...' thought Raven as she reminisced. 'I must not think about that... the past is the past.' Raven scolded herself. Raven turned away from the movie theatre and walked away.

Raven continued to walk , heading for no particular direction, for what seemed like hours. She just let her feet drag her wherever. She finally stopped when she sensed a very familiar presence. She turned towards a fast food place and saw Starfire with the 'New titans', eating pizza. She could feel her body tense up as gazed at the red head.

She saw the one they called Nightingale, Robin's descendant, sitting very close to Starfire. The two were laughing. 'She looks like she's having fun...' Raven said. She teleported herself to a roof top near the restaurant and pulled back her hood. 'That's a better view...' Raven told herself. 'Just because you're watching her doesn't mean you don't hate her...' Raven told herself. She could see Starfire's green eyes weren't as joyous as they once were. There was something missing. Starfire's emerald eyes weren't as bright as they were, they were much darker now. She could also see the many times Nightingale looked at Starfire when Starfire wasn't looking. 'Hmm... That's what I used do too... steal glances at her.' She could see Starfire smile at the girl and her friends. She could see the advances Nightingale made towards Starfire. The way she flirted with Starfire and how Starfire sometimes returned the favor. She continued to watch Starfire's actions. Raven could feel her anger rise as Nightingale continued to flirt with Starfire.

"You know, it's not polite to stalk..." said a voice from behind Raven.

"I'm not stalking her, Renseia... I'm not spying either..." replied Raven as she kept on looking at Starfire.

"Oh... then what would you call this?" asked Renseia as she approached Raven. She stood behind Raven and looked down..

"I'm observing her."

"Ah..." said Renseia. "Well, what would you call that look on your face?"

"What look?"

"You look like you're about ready to snap the black haired girl's neck off... are you jealous?"

"I am not jealous." exclaimed Raven in a dangerously calm tone. "Why would I be?" Raven inquired and Renseia only shrugged.

"It was just a thought..." said Renseia. "Why won't you talk to her?" asked Renseia as she continued to look at the red head but she didn't miss the glare that Raven gave her.

"For what?" Raven said, her voice sounding angry. "She was the one person that I ever completely let in. Then what do I get? She played with my emotions. I'm not going to give her the opportunity to hurt me again." Raven said her tone sounding more enraged after every word.

"You're letting me in..." Renseia said, trying to make a point.

"That's different." Raven said. 'Good point though...' Raven thought to herself.

"How is this different?" Renseia asked.

"I don't know why... I just know that I can trust you and this feels right. It feels like I've known you forever, talking to you seems so natural." Raven said in her monotonic voice. She turned her head and faced the older woman. Her eyes let Renseia know that her answer was coming from Raven's heart. Raven then looked away, "I never did thank you for listening to me and my... problems."

"Don't sweat it. I'll always be here for you Ravy." Renseia said. Raven head snapped towards Renseia. 'My mother's nick name for me...' Raven thought as she looked at Renseia. She narrowed her eyes. Renseia felt like she was being stared at so she turned her head and saw Raven looking at her.

"What's wrong?" Renseia asked.

"My mother..." Raven said. Renseia tensed at the mention of Raven's mother. "used to call me that." Raven finished.

"Oh.." Renseia said and she started to feel relaxed. Renseia saw a hint of sadness flash across Raven's eyes. "I didn't mean to upset you."

"Don't worry about it, I don't even remember her." Raven said.

"Oh." Renseia said. A hurt look spread across her face. Raven's words seemed to hurt Renseia.

"What's wrong?" Raven asked. She could see the pain on Renseia's face.

"Nothing..." Renseia said and Raven looked at her in disbelief. "I just think you really should talk to Starfire." Renseia said.

"No... I won't let her in ever again." Raven said in a determined and angry tone.

"Raven... all this anger you're feeling..." Renseia started but was interupted by Raven.

"What I can't be angry?" asked Raven in a demanding tone.

"I didn't say that..."

"Then what do you mean, Renseia?"

"I only think that you should talk to her Raven... get her side of the story."

"She made a fool of me back then and it won't ever happen again." Raven said. Renseia walked away. She stopped and looked back at Raven before she vanished from sight.

Raven let out a sigh. 'What am I doing here?' Raven asked herself. 'Why Starfire? Why did you have to hurt me? You broke through the walls, I let you in… I allowed myself to feel every time I was with you. It got to the point where I would just be happy because I'd be thinking about you. I thought there was a remote chance that I could have been with you, but I was dead wrong. You just played with my emotions. I'll never forgive you for that...' Raven said as put her hood back on. She leapt up into the sky and landed on the sidewalk. Raven immediately sensed some one behind her.

"Out for a walk?" Raven froze. She knew exactly whose melodious voice it was. Raven let out a low growl.

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