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Prologue

I can't stop.

It's not that I don't want to, I do. I've tried, if I could I would have stopped a long time ago, but I just can't. The demon that it is won't let me. It's scary when it first enters my system, devouring everything in its path, but that's ok, because eventually it devours my pain like so much paper under a flame. It eats it away until I feel that cool relief. Sometimes I just go straight to sleep after I do it, sometimes I stay up. Whatever I do, it doesn't matter, everything feels good. With my demon there is no pain and no happiness.

When I come down from my high though, it's a different story. Sometimes I'll hurt people and have no recollection of it. Things will break or go missing in my house. My son will have locked himself in the bathroom. That's why I know I should stop, but what would I do without it?

I would die. Because the demon devours my pain.

The demon devours me.

A/N: Please review, this is just the prologue. The first chappie should be out soon, and in it some things should be explained, like who's PoV this is in (even though most of you have probably already guessed). The rest of the story will be, for the most part, in third person, it was just the prologue that was in first. This and the next chapter were written by Bloody Dead Rose, the second chapter will be written by Eiri4ever, and we'll, for the most part, be alternating after that. We'll always say at the bottom who wrote the current chapter, so that way if you have questions you know who to e-mail, even though wither of us could probably answer your question. Tell us what you think of the story!