Notes- ok people, hope you like this, yes me Eiri4Ever is actually going to be serious for once and I for one am proud of this.
Chapter 2:
Eiri hadn't realized he was crying that night kept playing in his head over and over again. He then had a horrible feeling in his head. Damn it another headache… but then the doorbell rang making it worse. "ITS OPEN!" he yelled not really wanting to move from the couch. He laid back down on it and closed his eyes.
"Aunt Mika!" Aiden yelled running out of his room and seeing his aunt at the door. "Hello Aiden!" she said giving him a big hug. "Takara's in the car, why don't you go out and talk with her?" She asked.
"Alright!" Aiden went over and gave him dad a hug and ran off... Mika smiled. "So…" She said looking over at the Author. "You seem in a good mood."
"Shut it…I don't want to hear it…" Eiri was already feeling it. The high was gone and stress was all over. He felt like everything was out of control even through all Mika was doing was talking.
"Eiri…..I just…don't want you to die…not now…you have a life, a son."
"You think I don't know that?" Eiri snapped at her. "Just shut up ok?"
"Fine Eiri….I'm Taking Aiden out so you can get some work…." Mika tried to smile but couldn't, she then walked back out to her car and drove off leaving Eiri all alone.
Eiri couldn't stand it, they itch had been there for an hour now, but he tried to ignore it, tried to be strong keeping his son in mind, but he finally gave in, to his love. He went into the bedroom and pulled out his box, he smiled. Then he went and rolled up his sleeve stopping to look at his arm. Scars were all over it, and around his veins were marked and look painful.
He didn't care, He skillfully took the needle and it was filled, he then stuck it in slowly. Once he injected himself he felt it wash over himself. He sighed. Something so wrong felt so good. He took it out and lay back on the bed. He then closed his eyes and drifted off to sleep, and without knowing it he curled up on his side relaxing into a deep sleep.
Eiri woke up to a tugging on his arm. "Daddy?" a timed voice said. He opened them to see his son in front of him, cheeks wet from tears. "D-Daddy?" Aiden looked scared.
Eiri fatherly instinct kicked in and sat up. "What is it?" He said worried. He got himself up and went over to his son's side. "It's…its 6:00" was all Aiden said. It took Eiri a moment to thinks. "6…6…. OH!" Eiri realized. Aiden came home from school at 2 and hadn't even eaten a snack. He was starving. "Oh Aiden…didn't Aunt Mika bring you somewhere?" He asked.
"I wanted to be with you…and have dinner with you…" After Aiden said this, Eiri felt his heartbreak. "Aiden…of on buddy, you can help me."
"Really!" Aiden jumped up and ran over to the kitchen. He stayed quite about his daddy's arm and the needle that was on the other side of the bed. He always kept quite about it, he never liked to talk about it anyway, but right now, this was his normal daddy and he loved it. He made it to the kitchen his dad right behind him.
Eiri smiled. "what you in the mood for?" he asked with a smile.
"Uh…MAC AND CHEESE!" He yelled happily.
Eiri nodded. "Sounds good to me." And with that both Eiri and Aiden made them some dinner, finally there being a happy moment in Eiri's life again.
Shuichi stood outside the school, on duty to make sure everyone gets inside, and then he saw something he wished he could look at forever. A Tall Blonde man came out of a sleek black sports car with a smile. His eyes were soft and golden and his face smooth and pale. "A-Aiden!" he said when he noticed a happy looking Aiden hop out of the car holding his dad's hand. "…..wow…."
Aiden saw Shuichi. "Shindou-Sensei!" He said and ran over pulling his dad with him. "Meet my dad!" He said proudly.
Shuichi smiled and looked him over again. He stood tall and proud, with a gentle father type smile, He wore a simple whit T-shirt, with a black sweater and black slacks (more like a jogging outfit), all in all, He looked like a normal father. "Hello! I'm Shuichi Shindou, Aiden's teacher, you must be his dad!" He said happily.
"Yes, I'm his Father…Eiri Yuki." He knew the reaction he was going to get form his name.
OH MY GOD ITS EIRI YUKI! Shuichi wanted to explode but stayed calm. "Pleasure to meet you!" He smiled once more. Eiri just made him fell….special…and warm. "Well we better go! Come on Aiden!" and with that Shuichi walked in with Aiden close behind.
Eiri smiled. "Nice guy…" He then went back over to his car and took a deep breath. He had gone all night and this morning with nothing. He could feel his whole arm itch this time and a pounding headache and a throbbing pain in his arm where he injected himself. He rushed home as fast as he could.
As Eiri walked into his home he realized something…."Why….why can't I stop?" He knew he should just avoid the bedroom all together, but….he went in and lay on his bed. "No…no I can do this…" he whispered. But…it was like the needles were calling him. on…you know you wan it...' they said in a hiss. It was an icy voice and seems to be enchanting. 'Come on Eiri…..' he gave in. He went over and got everything set up, this time putting a little more in the needle then he should, and injected it.
He knew he put a lot in, but it felt so much better. He soon passed out on the bed again curling up and tears falling down his smooth pale face.
Note-……well……….why do you think? Mature enough for you?