Title: Until the Sun Stop Rising

Author: Lady Yukina and Baby Blue Boy

Disclaimer: We don't own them but I wish to do…

Chapter Five:

'Conscious are helpful'

Heero opened his eyes and looked over to his bedside table, the alarm clock blazed out the time: 4:00:00

Getting up, he walked over to the window. The sky was still dark but the moon began to transparent. Opening the window, the morning air came as he took it in to wake him self up.

It was the middle of mid November and the air is begging to chill. He rested his forehead on the wall next to the window and closed his eyes.

Heero have thought about the old days when he was still involved in the war and being the Gundam pilot. He was torn between human and being the perfect soldier. Which he have missed the chance of being a normal teenager or go on dates and hang out with friends.

But, Heero just chuckled. He couldn't imagine himself doing any of that.

'Beside… Isn't that what I'm doing now?' He asked him self.

'Yeah, your actually being human! I'm actually proud of being your conscious for once!' the voice was back.

Heero sighed deeply as he shook his head.

'YOUR still here?' it was a stupid question and he knew it.

'You just answered that' the voice was snickering, 'But you know what! I'm still proud of you tiger! You finally caught the angel and your now even trimming her wings! Good for you!'

'Like hell I'm going to trim her wings! She's perfect the way she is!' Heero grunted, 'Relena does not need trimming and anyway!'

'Good boy! Keep it up! But…' the voice became serious, 'I hope you won't shot her down…'

Heero frowned, 'Shot her down? What do you mean?'

'Well, I know for sure you care about her but…' the voice took a moment before continuing, 'Do you love her?'

It wasn't really a question that Heero never asked himself before about the beautiful sandy hair woman. Before, he would have brushed it off since it was getting in the way with his missions and such.

But now, Heero knew that he couldn't avoid the question any longer. There was a long pause from both sides. Heero have opened his eyes as he walked over and sat on his bed, he was still searching for the answer inside him.

The sitting sun caught his attention as it rises up to the sky, slowly, like a curtain in a play.

'Why don't you do us both a favor, pal… Get ready… Go out… Pick up the lovely maiden and show her how deep the ocean can go…' Heero heard the voice sounded skeptical, 'and while you're at it… try and figure it out…'

The voice was gone and Heero was again him self. He looked over to the alarm clock: 6:16:35

Getting up again but this time, he walked over to the bathroom and closed the door. He has shed his t-shirt and shorts, which revealed a very attractive body; sculpture that a woman could die for.

'I deeply care about Relena… and I'll do anything for her… but…' Heero was stepped into the warm shower; the water hit his body like little pounding fist that massage his back, 'but… do I love her?'

Heero again closed his eyes, trying his best to regain his composer. Getting agitated with him self he have grabbed the shampoo container and squirt some liquid to his palm. Stubbornly washed his hair as he continued to think.

'Damn it all! I can bomb a site by less that 1hr… Create a distress call out of nowhere… I've faced dozen of mobile dolls and machines! I've got wounded, shot at and blown up more that one occasion… Without having a hard time!' Heero leaned back and let the water shower him, 'But why the hell am I having a hard time figuring out my feeling to a girl who I've known for so long…'

Opening his Prussian blue eyes, he smiled.

"Relena, you're the only person from the entire world that could turn me inside out…" He said breathlessly.

Heero walked out from the bathroom with a black towel hanging around his waist, showing his trim stomach down to his torso. Searching for something decent and comfortable to wear.

Just then, his laptop began to :beep: telling him that he just received a telegram. Walking over to the table where the laptop was, he clicked on the screen. He has just received an email from Duo.

Clicking on the telegram, it says:

Message: Check it out!

Heero, I thought you would like this.

Hilde took it while you weren't looking and I thought it was good as well!

I hope you like it! AND DON'T KILL US BECAUSE OF IT!

Heero grunted. He clicked on the attached file that came along with Duo's email. It took a few seconds until the file opened.

His eyes widen, he sat on the chair, which was beside him as he continued on to look into the screen.

Duo was right. It was good.

'Remind me to thank Hilde later…' He said to himself.

'That's pretty good… and it's true what everyone said. A picture worth a thousand words!' He heard his conscious sounded impress, '…this should help you answer your question!'

Heero just smirked as he clicked on the word 'print' and right clicked on the file and save. As the file printed, he has right clicked again and this time it went to 'Set as Desktop Background' by that moment, the print ended.

He was glad he has decided to use colored ink for his printer. Observing the file he have just printed out. Heero could not help but smile lovely at it.

It was an image of him and Relena at the mall. He was behind Relena who was looking over a rack of clothing just outside the store. His right hand was on Relena's waist, his chin on her left shoulder as he looks over to what she was admiring at. Heero had a smile on his face, a sincere smile that was nice. Relena was smiling and happy, like an angel she was.

Heero had to laugh at this. The picture was good and he likes it very much. Looking at his laptop, the black background was replaced by the picture, which was a good change.

'That question is already been answered…' He grinned as he walked over to the closet and found the perfect outfit to wear, 'I have no more doubts…'

His conscious laugh, 'Good! Now go get your woman and tell her how you really feel!'

Heero almost tripped.

'Confession?' Heero asked himself, 'You serious?'

'No, I just thought of how it would be funny to jump off a building without a parachute…' the voice answered sarcastically, 'Yes, stupid! And you called your self the 'Perfect Soldier' what, you scared?'

'I just haven't thought that far!' Heero mentally hit himself, 'Damn!'

'Another thing you have to figure out…' the voice held a hint of amusement, 'Take it one day at a time!'

Heero sighed as he continued dressing. Yeah, his conscious is helpful.

"But it can be a pain in the ass…" Heero breathed out as he pulled his black shirt over his head, "I'm going to wait it out and see…"

By the time he left his apartment, it was 7:15:05. He was picking up Relena at 8:00:00. The Sanc Harbor opened at 11:30:00.

"Where to go for breakfast…" He asked out loud until he figured it out, "I doubt she ever been there…"

"… I'll take her there"

TBC

Chapter Six

'The Blue Dolphin'

Baby Blue Boy: Oh my goddess! It took so long to update this chapter! We apologize!

Yukina: We've been busy with other things…

Baby Blue Boy: We promise to add more later on but this chapter is just about Dear Heero!

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