Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto...he owns me
Author's Note: This came into my mind when I was brokenhearted. Duh! Just Kidding! Another product of my hopeless romantic heart..
Naruto and Sakura are in love with each other. Hinata is looking from afar, her heart bleeding….
Memories are folding back… I remember those times when he smiled at me, those times we exchanged glances, those times he accidentally held my hand, those times my heart skip a beat… Those times, I can clearly remember…
Now I'm holding to those memories alone… Because I'm ready to give up… Surrender for the one I love. I know there's no use fighting a losing battle. There's no use crying over someone I don't have… and I can't have. Still, I can feel tears flowing down my cheeks. And yes, I'm wondering, why I don't have him… yet he got so much of me… Why? That I can't answer…
He always breaks my heart… without him knowing it. And every time he did, I can feel that great pain. Then I will be verge into tears. Still, I didn't give up… I continue to fight… even though I'm bleeding… I did not let go of that spark of hope… Though I know, it was false… I decided to follow my heart but it leads me to misery …
Now, I realized that I have to move on. He loves someone and that someone loves him too. I love him but he can't love me back… What's the use? I can't afford to be selfish. I can't afford to just look at him from afar and give myself false hopes… I can't… I just can't… So I have to give up. Coz I know he would be happy even without me. So its time for me to let go and find my own happiness… Right now, I'm hurting inside but I hope that in no time, this pain will go way… How I wish it would be sooner…