Walk Away
Author's Note: I believe the end has a sort of twist he's remembering someone you wouldn't expect.
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Have you ever wanted to walk away? Just let it all go, and cease to exist. To forget the pain and anguish and lock it up in a small chest, burying it deep, deep underground embedded in solid granite and limestone? I did, I wanted to walk away. So I did walk away, however hard it was. It was for a lot of reasons, which as is so often the case, seem so very, very important at the time, but when you later try to recall them, nothing. Nothing springs to mind. You draw a blank. But my reasons didn't draw blanks. How could it? The reason was why I carried on my life, she was the reason.
What would you do if your Soulmate was killed by your own hands? The only person that ever matter to you at that time, you ripped to shreds, along with almost everyone she knew? What would you do? Go mad? Walk away? Kill yourself? Perhaps that would be an appropriate death... if you could die. But what if you were immortal?
After I walked away from Maya and before I walked back to my home village I stepped outside of myself. I wanted to find her soul, replace that emptiness within me. As I trudged through the vast desert, not even the rain showers washed off my sins, my guilt, and my shame.
It would have been only reasonable to saunter into an abandoned cave and hope for a sort of death to happen. So I did. A chilling silence filled the cave when I walked through the entrance, my taunting shadow trailing on behind me. I had stared at the rocky wall in front of me and moaned. Someone had to help me, there had to be a way to bring her back.
Remind yourself again Theorn. I had cursed. Who had the power to help you, who would still help you? Hellwise. But back then I didn't think so... I thought, she would think I was an abomination. I guess I was wrong, I regret not being able to say thank you... So I'll say it now. Thank you, Hellwise.
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