My Blessing
It was supposed to be me and Sesshomaru forever.
But now it will only be for a little while longer
for I am old and dying
and he is young and thriving
We wont be together
It wasn't meant to be I guess
But I will never leave his side.
I promised myself, we'd always be together.
But sadly I wont be with him any longer
I can feel myself starting to let go.
He's here with me.
Saddened to see me go
knowing he cant bring me back.
I love you, he says
he means it.
I have always loved you, were my last words.
I left my body, but I can still see him.
He is shedding tears for me.
The great inu-youkai, is crying
Crying over a human no less.
If anyone mocked him because of that
he would kill them in a heart beat
for mocking him
or speaking ill of me
I do not know
nor do I wish to know
I will cross over knowing he loved me
hoping to be reincarnated, so I can see him again.
…It's been seventy years
since I died and left my Sesshomaru
I do miss him
but we'll be together soon
I wont meet him here
oh, no
for he cannot die of illnesses
nor from old age
he can only die from one person
Him…
We do not know who he is
nor do we care
My time is coming again
to have another chance of life
Maybe this time will be better
I may live longer.
But I do not question what's in store for me
I'll welcome it with open arms
…Its been one hundred and fifty years
since I died and was sent here
I am no receiving
another chance to live
and I will not waste it
I will live like the day will be my last
for you never know
when your time is up.
I will waste none
I will give up none
For everything is a blessing
when its with the one you love
…I have been reincarnated into a demon
a dog demon to be exact.
My parents are wealthy
but not as my Sesshomaru
I am just a pup now
a full-blooded demon pup
I must grow up fast
before I can go back to my Sesshomaru.
I've seen my reflection
and I look just like Rin
but they have named me
Patience
the one thing most lack
But soon, he will have his Patience
…I am now ninety, but I look nineteen
I have seen my lord
he has not changed a bit
good
I know he's seen me
from the look on his face
his Rin is back
but as a demon now
…I have meet with Sesshomaru
he couldn't believe it was me
All the things I said
to prove who I was
were all the things
only Rin would know.
From the fact that
that I look the same
and know what I know
we instantly were in love
I had never stopped
and I never planned to
He said he's been waiting for this day
it's true
I've been checking on him.
So now I'm back
and ready for anything
…We've been together now for two centuries
not once have we
gotten tired or bored
Each day we find out
something new about one another
each day is a new beginning
Each day
I am welcomed into the
arms of my Sesshomaru
our love has transcended
through time
and it will only get stronger
One day we will have pups
maybe sooner
or later
But we will
Everyday and everything
is a blessing
I live each day like its my last
it just may be
I tell him
I love him, each day
just incase one of us
doesn't make it through
I always smile at him
and knowing that he smiles only for me
makes me happy
…We've been through six centuries
getting ready for the seventh
we have pups
A daughter-
and a son-
we love each other
more by each passing sun
I will never forget
what I went through
when I was Rin
I'll never forget
how much
I love him
I can never forget
how much he loves me
nor how he was
way back then
even thought the times will
change
Our love will last forever
Because with love
we can do anything
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