If I could fall in love again I would try. I suppose that I have tried, but I've always failed.If you want to try and save me go ahead, I'm waiting for you. I need help, I know that much. I know that you're very willing to love me sometimes, but right now I need something. I don't know what that something is, but I need to find it so that I can find myself...
Try to help me,
Sara
In life there are forces that bind us all together, forces that no one understands. Love is one such thing, and although we don't understand it we want to try. Sara left on a Monday, and I left the next day to try and find her, but I didn't know where to find her, so I just kept looking.
No one understood why Nick felt the sudden impulse to go searching for Sara, after all she had adressed the letter to Grissom, but he had left in on the break room table where each of us read it. I think that each of us took it differently. Maybe we all needed to leave and find ourselves, I know that I did. I needed to think of where I stood in life, so I left the day after Nick did.
I didn't get Warrick, leaving, but I guess his note explained it to us. I thought about it for awhile, and I think that I need to leave as well, we all do I guess, we need to find ourselves. Sometimes work just gets to you and you feel like running away into the night and leaving everything behind. That's another one of those forces that no one understands, the need to leave everything sometimes. So that's what I'm doing now, I'm leaving everyone to find out who I am.
I may return some day... I hope...
Sara, Nick, Warrick, and Greg, they each left ona jorney to find themselves. I needed to as well, but I had my daughter to think of. It was summer though, so I asked her what she thought of a roadtrip to anywhere we want to go. She agreed to it, so we left three days after Greg. I don't know what we'll find out there, but that's part of the adventure.
Suddenly I was alone at work and I realized that I had nothing. I realized that that was my entire life, nothing. I never had anyone else there to talk to me or to be with me. I had sealed myself into a box and I never allowed anyone else in. It was a force of nature and I needed to be loved, the need of other people, that was a force of nature.
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