I swear, I'm addicted to RoyEd drabbles, someone get me some chocolate! Stat! This one contains spoilers for the end of the series! So if you don't want spoilers don't read! This one is kinda dark at the beginning...

Sickening

It was sickening.

Roy fingered the dark eye patch covering a gaping hole of nothing. Nothing except muscle and tissue. It was sickening.

He was sickening.

Staring out the window, Roy sneered. It was sickening how Edward could act so childish sometimes, react so violently and abhor some of the most trivial things.

Sickening was what it was.

Sickening was what it would always be.

Even the warm sunset on the horizon seemed like an omen of dark, warning that the dark would crawl in on its slimy hands accompanied by the moon, and make Roy feel as if he was well and truly blind.

"Sickening..." he whispered.

They were sickening.

Those who stood by with concerned expressions and loving eyes, while secretly they were terrified for his safety. Terrified for his sanity. Terrified of him.

"You are sickening" He whispered, and slowly shut the blinds.

"You know what's sickening?" Came a voice from the doorway, and Roy turned to see Ed standing there with an annoyed expression on his face.

"The fact that you haven't had a shower in days" Edward strode over to him and held out a hand.

"Come on, I'll run one for you"

Roy paused, and then allowed Ed to pull him to his feet, a smile gracing his pale and chapped lips.

Yes, Roy was sickening.

But Ed still thought he was beautiful.