Beta Amanda San
Type: Continuation, Romance, Adventure, Action, Angst, Dark fiction
Category: Hentai, Shonen Ai, Yaoi, Het
Pairings: x/ x/ x, three some, M/M/F
Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters or the story of Yu Yu Hakusho itself. I only wrote down my imagination, that's all!
Warnings: Hentai, Adult situations, Out written sexual acts, Oral, Penetration, Blood, M/F, Waff, Fluff, Anal, Bi, some plot bunny's jumping around, I don't know!
Rated: M, Not for children!
Description:
One watches two other and wishes for something the first one thought it cannot have.
Chapter 3, something really stupid
"Nnooo" A cry of utter anguish and deep hurt was clear to hear, loudly ringing through the night.
It had been discovered! How could it have been this careless?
It had not seen the camera that was hidden under the over hanging rain catcher thing on the rooftop of the ningen house until it was too late.
A single snap and it was too late for disappearing out of the reach of this ningen thing!
Now the silent watcher was running as fast as it could. Even now at it's fastest speed running, it knew that it was not fast enough to escape the surely arriving discovery and predictably following hurt!
Sobbing silently in it's deep despair about what it thought of what would come out of it for sure. They would never accept it as it was, those two surely would never love it the way it loved them.
It's two lovely and beloved beings would never accept it's daring to watch them!
It had been so careful…
How had Yusuke discovered it?
Quietly sobbing it broke down and simply fell to the cold winter kissed floor below it and hit, face first, the softly white covered forest ground without noticing it.
It was only a small clearing, it's only haven to the ningen's world it had been forced to live in for years now.
The outside world never saw it like this but they did not even know of the silent watcher's obsession for these two human beings. Well, one of them was human entirely but the other was now more like itself.
It lay there for hours and sobbed into the cold floor meanwhile the chilly air slowly crept inside it's body and made it numb like it's soul was feeling since it witnessed its doom.
They must hate it now…
They had set the trap carefully.
The camera was cleverly hidden and not seen until it was too late. It had been transfixed from the two lovebirds in it's view.
Both had done it again, had sex with each other while it was reduced to silently watching and never satisfied hunger to have the two for itself.
But this time they had done something it never saw them do before, they had chosen the backyard to loose into each other.
It had a free vision of them from the slightly higher tree branch of the neighborhood tree.
And even comfortable too, the thick branch had more room to stand and sit on than the others it mostly used to sneak up on it's beloved pair.
Outside, in the snow covered ground they both had made love as if they where spellbound, more wanton and needy than it had never seen the two act ever before.
First it had thought the two must have gone nuts! Because of the cold, it would have been glad to occupy with them down there.
But the two had only looked breathtaking against the white snow and so it stayed this time instead of fleeing.
Slowly it had settled down on the branch, only to discover the two had mirrors placed on two parts of the ground to watch each other in their play there. With the mirrors came along a problem for it, it had to change it's current place to watch over these careless lovebirds, to keep them safe outside here.
Even though it knew this would only break it's heart anew, like always.
Just as it went to another spot to take refuge in, Snap!
The sound of the camera had it frozen to the spot without any effort. There it dawned on it that they had caught it.
It fled the entire scene in seconds and raced away from them.
Feeling the aura of Yusuke, quickly following it for a while through the nightly forest. Finally, it could hear it's beloved being cursing out loudly because Yusuke lost it's trail in the upcoming snowstorm.
Now it sat under the branches of an old sakura tree and shook slightly from the realization to have lost it's only purpose for living these last years.
It could never look into their faces again, they must surely think of it as weird and foolish, maybe even as crazy and ill now.
Suddenly it hated with all its might to be alive, to be alone, to…not have them as it's own.
Into it's pain and despair filled brain, it could only think of one way to end it's hurt and pain forever.
Yusuke was worried beyond words now!
He could feel that it was the one he had always hoped for it to be their silent stalker.
The youkai was no longer masking his presence from the ex-detective and so it was only a matter of time that Yusuke would find the demon.
Or so he thought.
In fact, it took him three hours to find out in which direction his stalker had went in his panic to have been discovered by them.
Curing wildly at the cruelness of fate in general and for the cruelness of it against his demon in special. Yusuke let flare out his powers to find him in the large forest.
Only to blanch rapidly at what his senses told him.
Blood!
There was blood in the night air!
Without thinking twice, Yusuke darted faster after the source of the disturbing scent than ever before in his life.
Hoping against hope, that he would find the stubborn youkai before it was too late!
Keiko sat in her bedroom, waiting.
Since they both had heard the click of the camera, she had been restless to a point of … not to describe. A bad foreboding feeling had twisted her guts together all the time.
More than only one time, the slender brunette found herself mirrored in the glass of the window.
Outside the snow slowly took up in its mass, covering the entire outside world in a blanked of it.
Deadly white…pure white…
Shaking the negative thought wildly out of her head, she began to nervously braid her long honey brown hair.
Only to open the finished braid again to begin anew. Sighting to herself, Keiko gave up the braid and went instead to busy herself with something else but it did not work as planned. Soon she found herself back again, leaning against the window glass and watching for any sign of her beloved two.
But it was no avail, it turned slowly later and later, but the two never appeared.
Sighting again, she turned around once more and began from the start anew with her restless pacing through the entire house.
Yusuke was scared to death now, as he finally arrived at the small clearing and saw the mess.
Their stalker had in his panic and hurt reacted just as the young man had feared he would!
Everywhere was blood and it made the youth sick to even watch the scene.
He only hoped he was alive.
Ever, since he had known him, he had known how unstable the youkai could be, inside of itself.
No one seemed to care, no one seemed to witness it but Yusuke had from the beginning on. It hurt him beyond words to see this strong being now like this.
Quickly he approached the huddled figure in the snow and held his hand on the pulse point of his neck.
Only, to cradle the deadly cold figure after a fraction of a second, inside his arms and to begin to cry helplessly in his fear.
Keiko quickened her pace each second it took her beloved husband to be to bring her and him their youkai back to their current home.
From passing hour to passing hour the young woman felt more angst than before; Keiko feared the worst slowly. It took Yusuke too long to find him!
Some time back, when Yusuke told her of his silent wishes, he told her also allot about his three teammates she did not know so far.
Of his fears about the two youkai in his group, that he feared about the sanity of their minds sometimes.
And why he thought so.
He feared about Kurama because he knew how old and lonely the fox in human shape was, how lonely the Kitsune must feel without his lifemate, here in the alien Ningenkei all the time. That he hoped that his human family could give him the stability to live again and find solace in his long life.
And he feared about Hiei because in the Makai Yusuke had heard allot about the short sword master's life before he had come to know the small demon. Of so many cruel things that had happened to Hiei in the past and some of these things were more than only cruel!
She shuddered slightly from the mere thought of it, how much these two must have suffered to be born as youkai and not as humans…
They practically never had a chance in their lives to become something other than what they had become with the following years.
It was no wonder for the kind-hearted ningen female that they had slowly loosened their grip on their sanity and turned evil at first!
Her fiancée also feared about his best and only real childhood friend too.
She, Yusuke had loved from the very beginning on, but his friend he had learned to know more, as they both had went together to Genkai´s tournament, so many years ago.
Kazuma, he feared about the safety of his friend every day. Yusuke knew too well that many demons and ghosts alike and even some humans would gladly use the kind heart of his friend to hurt Kazuma and him too.
Yusuke worried about the safety of his friends and that he would one day not be able to be there for them in time. It haunted the young ruler's nights with disturbing nightmares and his day with sorrows.
And hers too, she feared the day when Yusuke could not save the world alone with his friends. Keiko was smart enough to know that it there was someone or something that was stronger than the strongest creature!
And as you could see, even the strong-minded could fall apart; you just had to take Youko Kurama for example. Who had let caught himself in his former life be killed from the pain of his loss of this bat demon called Kuronue…
Yusuke tried his hardest to get some warmth back in the much too cold and frozen body in his careful grip.
Frantically he tried to rub some blood back in the limply hanging arms and legs; meanwhile he bit his teeth together and headed with his injured captive back home.
The youkai was much too cold he had lost a great amount of blood!
Nearly too much, it was a wonder that he had barely missed the major artery with the cut!
How he got that worked up, to miss this barely, was a miracle to Yusuke who knew how deadly and precise the demon was normally.
He was sure that it must have been simply luck in the youkai's panic.
Silently he was thanking every deity who had held out a hand over the youkai, this night and cursed at the same time between gritted teeth at the fates!
He could see now the lights of the nearby town.
The second weight and the injury of his friend slowed him down effectively.
Not to mention the damned snowstorm, he had to walk through!
He was glad that he and his unconscious friend were both not entirely human at all. If it had been otherwise, better not to think of at the moment.
Gritting his teeth again against the cold and harsh wind that howled around his nearly bare and nude from, Yusuke considered finding them both a nearby cave to wait for the storm to subside.
But that was impossible, his friend and hopefully second mate in life needed badly to be brought into a warm and secure place!
Out of the raging storm and inside of the safety of a warm house.
Steadying himself again, Yusuke bowed his head down again and went on walking through the slowly deeper and deeper snow around them both.
He had stripped down to his pants and his t-shirt and clothed the cold youkai in them instead.
All to well knowing that the demon could normally survive this snowstorm without a problem at all but among his lost blood and the injury mixed together with his currently mind state; Yusuke doubted it greatly that he would survive it without them.
The youkai was used to weather, even harsher than this storm. In the Makai, the winters where ten times worse than the Ningenkai ones ever could get!
Never the less, his current state of well-being would surely kill his friend if Yusuke didn't get him home!
Meanwhile the Toushin lord walked at his fast pace, he simply mumbled some soothing words in the ears of his securely held bundle in his arms and never stopped whispering comforting words in the youkai´s ears.
Hopping all the time that they would reach the demons mind to hold him to life!
Keiko began slowly to go from worried to complete angst.
It was now nearly six hours ago; Yusuke went after their friend!
Where the hells were the two!
Outside of the house the winter storm turned slowly out to be a real threat to even those particular two inhuman persons, she cared so deeply for.
This was worse than anything that ever had happened to her before.
The graceful woman sat down on her bed with worry and fear evident in her eyes now. She had even tried to reach Kazuma, to maybe help Yusuke. Only to find out that their telephone was not working. The outside storm had smashed the cables outside somewhere and now, the power and with it; the heat began to go out too!
Cursing, Keiko had busied herself awhile with making a fire in the fireplaces and to close the doors and the windows with thick curtains to keep the warmth in and to hold the cold outside.
This was not good.
Suddenly, the loud bang of her front door told her that Yusuke finally had come home.
Nearly squealing in her joy, Keiko run the stairs, leading to the entrance down and nearly stumbled down the last two!
But the sight that greeted her was nearly more frightened than all the waiting had been!
Yusuke stained from head to toe with blood.
Their beloved demon was wrapped into his clothes and white as a sheet, a slowly oozing wound on his much too pale neck told Keiko where all the blood on her nearly frozen to death fiancée came from!
Clasping her hands to her mouth, the female could only stood there for two seconds, before she got herself out of her shock and went to help the two.
Yusuke only shook his snow covered head to tell her that he was all right, and then he nodded tiredly at their youkai friend and tried to rub some warmth back in his body.
He watched his long-time love hurriedly running to get the first aid-kid she always had in the house.
How many times he had needed this red colored kit…
She wasted no time and began methodically to clean the deep cut on the youkai´s throat and then, the doctor to be she was, took over and Yusuke watched her with morbid fascination stitching the wound with expert moves, to close the wound.
"Will he make it"
It was more angst filled, hopeful statement than the question itself.
Yusuke's wife to be, silently nodded warily before she carefully answered his quietly asked question;
"I think he will, hopefully he will. It depends this time more than anything on his will, and as you know it too, this could be difficult for him to use. Since he was desperate enough to do this to himself, I fear he will do something stupid, out of shame about this sign of weakness and his panic could prevent him from wanting to live, Yusuke."
Her eyes began slowly to weep.
Tears of sorrow-laden worries began to spill from her brown eyes without restraint.
Yusuke watched his beloved warily, with worry evident written in his own eyes.
Without another word spoken, the two got up from their now bloody floor and brought the youkai careful to their bedroom to lay him under the thick layers of sheets.
Meanwhile Yusuke went to clean himself, Keiko began to take his former spot and cradled the demon careful not to hurt him more, in her arms and held him near to her beating heart until Yusuke came back.
The entire night, the two busied themselves with watching over their friend and to soothe him to his much needed healing sleep.
Quietly telling the silently sleeping youkai all the time, how much they needed and wanted and loved him, to hold onto his barely burning light of life.
Never letting him out of their sight again all the time and silently begging him to live.
Outside the silent house, the storm never ceased and it's thick flakes of snow turned the outside world slowly into a winter wonderland.
Damn! I planned three chapters, not four. But again, it runs away with me.
Somehow this chapter made me cry when I wrote it! It turned out darker as I wanted it formerly. Until, hopefully, tomorrow,
You're Suryallee