Title: Back When I Was a Kid
Author: Vapid breath
Disclaimer: I do not own Yu-Gi-Oh
Rating: R to NC-17
Main Pairings: Jounouchi/Kaiba, Honda/Otogi, Yugi/Tea, Marik/Bakura, Malik/Yami until I decide differently
Other Pairings: Jou and the following: Honda, Otogi, Yugi, Malik, Ryou, Mokuba, Mai and Bakura. Bakura and the following: Marik, Malik, Marik and Malik, Jou, Mokuba, Yami, Yugi, Ryou. HondaxOtogi, HondaxShizuka, YugixAnzu, RyouxYugi, and any other pairing involving only the mentioned.
Genre: Romance, Hentai, Angst, Psychological, Humor, and others
Warnings: Suicide, Rape, Non-Con, Original characters, but small ones to help story flow, so don't worry, Yaoi, Character deaths, Sadist, Masochist, Flashback, Drug use, Cursing, Dominance, Submission, Toys, Fetishes, Bashing, and anything else I can think of.
Important Notes: I promise to put Seto in chapter five, Seto's white rose. I'm trying to express the difference in Jou's speech between the present and past. I hope it is noticeable. If not, please let me know. This was mostly a filler chapter and way to show more of what Jou's character is about while bringing more background of Honda. The next chapter will include the party and Seto. I have changed the Malik/Mokuba pairing to Malik/Yami upon a request of changing that pairing and Yugi/Ryou to Yugi/Tea. If anyone has a problem with other pairings, besides the fact that most are gay, I will gladly make changes since I'm not that far into the story.
Also, I have no idea as to how to introduce the yamis. Any suggestions are welcome and appreciated. Thank you all that have reviewed or at least read my story. You may not have any idea how much it means to me. I'm don't want this story to be cliché, so let me know if anything is routine or predictable. Thanks.
Chapter Four
Before I get into the shit that happened that night let me tell you a little about Honda Hiroto. He was almost a complete contrast of Otogi. Yeah, they were both attractive, but Honda wasn't aware of that fact. Well, not back then anyway.
Honda and me met early in high school. I didn't pay him much attention 'til I heard he was dealin'. I caught up wit' 'im in the gym locker room. He was just gettin' out the shower, towel wrapped around his waist and hair drippin' wet. I licked my lips at that.
FLASHBACK
"Hey." He looked up, startled that someone was still in the room.
"Hi." I looked him up and down. He was built, six-pack clearly showin'. His brown hair was matted against his forehead because of the dampness, causing his dark face to seem even more baby-like. He was about my height, but his legs were long and lean. They weren't built and tight like mine.
He looked at me funny. I could tell he was tryin' to see if I was a threat or not.
"What do you need?" I was surprised. He was already talkin' business and he didn't even know my name.
"What you got?"
"I stick with Mary-J. Good foundation."
"How much?" He looked at me, a smirk on his face.
"Depends on what you're willing to give me." I knew what he was talkin' about. I'd done it before. I didn't know if it was worth it though. It was only weed.
I looked through my pockets, pullin' out some bills and some change. "I got about $16.00 and some change." He looked at me again. A smile was on his face and I knew that wasn't enough.
"I've only got dub sacks. Maybe you should come back another time." I didn't come here t' be sent away. What kind of dealer only got one size bag?
"Come on. Let me pay late'. I's only four bucks." He smiled, but shook his head.
"Look, I'll do somethin' for ya. I'll suck you off or somethin'." He looked me up and down again, judgin' me and seein' if I was for real. He played wit' the towel around his waist before slidin' it away from his body and leanin' against the nearest wall.
I breathed in before walkin' to him. I fell to my knees and went straight to suckin' his dick. I didn't consider a condom and I didn't try to hold his hips down as he fucked my mouth. Doin' that would make us fags and we weren't gays. He kept his hands to his self and I was glad 'cause I didn't want to feel him touchin' me. My lips were wrapped tight around him as I bobbed my head back and forward. His dick hit the back of my throat every time he moved. The only sounds in the near empty locker room were his heavy breathin' and my mouth movin' along his saliva covered boner.
It felt wrong to have him in my mouth like that. I didn't know him that good; I didn't know where his dick had been. I wanted the weed and I was willin' to finish this to get it. At leas' this way I was go be able to keep my money.
I didn't know he was cumin' until I felt it slidin' down my throat. I quickly pulled away from him and spit the stuff out, wipin' my mouth wit' the back of my hand. Who the fuck told him to do that?
I looked up at him angrily from my spot on the floor. He was wipin' his dick off and puttin' the towel back on his waist. I was still on the floor as he went to his duffel bag. He walked back to me and threw a sandwich bag at me. I snatched up my bag and left the room feelin' disgusting, but satisfied.
END FLASHBACK
What you have to understand is that I wasn't gay then. I wasn't bi either as far as I was concerned. Yeah, I gave him a blowjob and all, but it wasn't about pleasure. It was about gettin' what I needed any way I knew how.
A lot of people were doing it and I know people are still doing it. They're in denial and it's eatin' them up inside. I've been through it. I didn't want to admit who I was to anyone including myself.
It's funny though. When I got high that day, I went to the party Mai was throwin'. I got a nice little name for myself then, quite a few actually. Otogi played his part well, all of them and Seto was just in the wrong place at the wrong time. It was around that time that I started wondering if maybe I wasn't as straight as I'd been taught to be.
TBC…
It's short, but I needed it. I'll make the next chapter longer for sure.