Now you know exactly what the morning brought right sistas? Of course, headache, heartache and of course hangover…BIG TIME!
I woke up around 7am, when I felt some pretty big arms around my waist…I looked down and saw the arms had tattoos…and I said, "Oh my god, this is not happening to me…it can't be…no I refuse to believe this…I know it's not real…If I just go back to sleep and wake up, I will see it's nothing but a dream…"
I closed my eyes and opened them again and the arms were still there…I looked behind me and came face to face with Mark's sleeping figure…I looked down and noticed, no apparel was being sported…I said, "Oh lord!…" I moved around a little as to not wake Mark up…I slithered out of bed, and crawled on my hands and knees into the living room, picking up pieces of my clothing as I went along the way…
I closed Mark's bedroom door and dressed as fast as I possibly could…and took off down to my room…leaving Mark with his naked self…If I was extremely lucky Mark wouldn't remember a thing…if he couldn't remember I wasn't about to tell him…
As soon as I got to my room, I sat in a bathtub full of hot water, and started crying…I called Vanessa…she woke up to hear me, crying and sat up like a bolt of lightening had hit her and said, "Lala, is that you?" I said, "Yes.." I managed to whimper out…She said, "Lala, what's wrong, honey what happened?" I was sobbing uncontrollable…and said, "You remember that guy Mark…I was telling you about?"
She said, "Yes, oh my god he didn't hurt you did he…that dumb son of a…" I said, "NO…No…He didn't hurt me…We got drunk last night and we sort of had sex…" She said, "What do you mean you sort of had sex?" I said, "I woke up this morning, and we were both completely naked…and I can faintly remember, screaming his name last night…and well, I'm so soar I can barely walk or sit down, which are possible signs of sex."
Vanessa said, "So, I'm guessing this is a bad thing…" I said, "Vanessa!…Of course, it's a bad thing…OH MY GOD…what the hell am I going to do…what if he remembers…" Vanessa said, "What if he doesn't?" I said, "Well, I'm not going to remind him…Vanessa, what am I going to do…I mean I've really been attracted to him lately…but I never imagined that things would get so out of hand last night…and even go that far."
She said, "What if…just by some miracle…what if, he wanted it as much as you did…" I said, "Vanessa Marie Sampson…He's a guy…guys always want it…" She laughed and said, "No, just listen…what if he feels the same for you…and wanted it to happen…and not just because he was horny and you was there…" I sighed heavy and said, "I don't know." I cried even harder…
We finally hung up…Mark didn't remember a thing, THANK YOU GOD…for answering my prayers…When we flew into Washington DC, Vanessa was at the gate waiting for me…her flight got there 25 minutes before mine…
The whole week leading up to us seeing each other, she would call and check on me, she knew I was really distraught over the whole having sex with Mark thing…and I kept crying…It seemed like I was crying for no reason…
Amy, Matt, Jeff, Glenn, Lisa, and Mark all noticed a slight change with my emotional status…As soon as I saw Vanessa, I started crying again, and she held me in her arms while I cried…