I was walking around my hotel room, when there was a knock on my door, I went over and opened it hesitantly, and was met by Amy…she said, "Girl, are you alright?"
I said, "I'm not really sure, but given the situation, I'm thinking it's the only thing I can be right now and not feel like my life is falling apart…"
Amy said, "Well, I guess you really gave Mark something to think about…"
I said, "Yea, I guess so…"
She said, "And I guess you're going back to New York…"
I said, "Yea, I think I'll just live out the rest of my life as some upscale Manhattan doctor…Vanessa and Jakie are excited for me to be coming back…Even though Vanessa is sad about the way it's going down."
Amy said, "I wish you wouldn't leave…you know over the last 8 months that you've been here, you've become a really great friend to me…and I don't know what tour life is going to be like without you…"
I said, "Yea, I know…crazy huh…I wouldn't leave if I didn't have too, but for right now, I think it's really for the best…You know I'll keep in touch and everything…I'll even call and let you know when the baby is born."
Amy said, "You better…I want to be the next in line to see the little critter after Vanessa and Jakie…"
She walked with me downstairs and we hugged for the longest time, and I got in the back of the limo, and took off to the airport…since the airport was on the way to the arena, Amy was following the limo past to the arena…
I was sitting in the back and it was way too quiet cause I immediately started crying…so I leaned over and turned the radio on and set it for a local station…The DJ came on and said, "Here's a great all around song for anyone who needs either a good cry, or just needs to feel loved…It's K-Ci & Jojo with they smash hit Crazy from the movie soundtrack 'Save The Last Dance'…Enjoy."
As soon as the song was over…I heard aloud crashing noise, and remember being thrown out of my seat and hitting the floor hard…the next thing I remember was being pinned to the floor of the limo, face down…by something, but I couldn't see what it was…and the pain was terrible…I finally passed out from the pain…