Vanessa practically went shooting through the roof…She said, "Tell me you're joking...Lala…c'mon crack a smile…something…hell anything!" I said, "No…it's all true, he just told me." I continued to tell her everything Mark had just told me…Vanessa's eyes that were once a lovely chocolate brown, looked like they were on fire, just two huge pools of burning gasoline…Vanessa said, "I'LL KILL HIM!" She left me on the floor with Trish and took off to Mark's dressing room…
When she got there, Sara was sitting in front of Mark and they were talking or whatever…Vanessa, just tore the door open and said, "YOU SON OF A BITCH!…" Vanessa grabbed Sara and shoved her right out the door and slammed it on her…and then turned around to face Mark and he said, "You don't have the right to do that, she's my wife…I can understand that you're upset…" Vanessa said, "OH PLEASE, JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP…I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU WOULD EVEN DO THIS TO NYLA…YOU WORKED SO GOD DAMN HARD TO GET HER TO EVEN GO OUT WITH YOU AFTER YOU'RE GUYS FIRST SCREW UP…AND NOW YOU GO AND PULL THIS SHIT ON HER…HOW COULD YOU EVEN THINK OF DOING THAT TO SOMEONE LIKE HER? NYLA IS ALL HEART…I mean how in the hell do you actually do something like that to Nyla…I mean hell, not just Nyla but to another human being…she's not just some toy you can play with when you feel like it…she was supposed to be your wife in 2 weeks you asshole…I have so much I want to yell at you about right now…but I really want to hit you even more…I want to hit you so hard that your great grand father gets a bruise…I want to hit you so hard you don't wake up until there's a new president…so hard that you feel just as bad as Nyla does right now…how could you Mark…you know you must be a really pro at this…because no one saw through it…every one thinks your this really great guy, just cause the fans love you and they see your passion in the ring…well I hate to tell you this…but what the hell do you think your fans would say if they knew what you did…Mark what gives you the right?"
Mark cut her off and said, "What give me the right? To what to be happy…to be in love…to have everything I didn't have…"
Vanessa said, "Oh don't you hand me that crap…you've had everything for the last 3 years when you've had Nyla…and I do mean everything…she's my best friend and to see her go through this is going to kill me…I've watched her fall more and more in love with you every second for the last 3 years and you will never know how much she loves you…never…because you didn't even give her a chance…you didn't even wait for the wedding to come around…you just made a decision and went after it…there's only one other person in Nyla's life who treated her this way and that was her mother…so I guess you really are no better then her mother…and what I was going to say earlier is…what give you the right to just go and break someone's heart like that…I mean obviously you don't have a conscious…and we both know you don't have a heart…all that's behind that chest muscle is dead black air…I hope you never have to feel so much pain one day to make you throw up 7 times…cause if it ever does happen to you, I'll be right there to laugh my ass off at you…I just don't get it."
Mark said, "Maybe you're not supposed to get it…maybe it's because it's my life…and I'll do what ever the hell I want…I feel bad about what I did…but I just don't love her anymore…and I haven't for a while…"
Vanessa said, "Then you should have told her then instead of stringing her along…acting like you was really going to marry her…when the whole time you knew you wasn't…and I can see just how bad you really feel…I'll tell you right now…it's not even close to how bad Nyla feels right now, sitting in the ladies bathroom crying and puking…you're just an asshole…that's the only word I can think of right now…and you're really no better then her mother or any of those other loser boyfriends she had who'd knock her around…"
Mark got defensive and said, "I never hit her or knocked her around…" Vanessa said, "You did to…you just didn't do it physically…I'm sending two friends over to your house this weekend to get Nyla's things, I suggest you not be there…they are friends of Nyla's and mine from college…they will leave the keys and what ever else she has of yours by the front door…I suggest you leave anything of hers that you have there also…" Mark said, "Okay."
Vanessa couldn't even look at him anymore, and she walked out…and came back down to the bathroom and got me…We were walking out the backdoor with Jakie, when Mark ran up and said, "Nyla wait…" He grabbed my arm and I jerked away from him…I said, "What ever you have to say, do it without touching me please…unless you want puke on you…" Mark said, "I'm sorry…"
I said, "You're sorry? Oh okay, yea well that makes everything just so much better…" I took the engagement ring off and threw it at him and said, "You can have that back, I have no use for it now…but hey, maybe you could give it to Sara…since she is just too perfect in her roll as your wife."
We left…and went back to New York…I stayed there for 3 months…Vince understood what was going on after Vanessa explained all of it to him…I veged out for 3 months, I was either sleeping or staring at the ceiling…nothing more nothing less…did as little as possible…I cried a lot too…Vanessa would come in and lay with me, trying to comfort me…and I would try and act a little excited around Jakie…but it was really hard…