Hey guys... me again!!!! Sorry I didn't update sooner.... but.... I mean only three people reviewed.... purplemusicgoddess and ErikaHpCa.... both from Jersey.... and 10920.

This might be a short chapter.... I'm sorry but all that happens here was supposed to happen in the last chapter.... but I felt bad for not updating sooner that I just posted it... incomplete...

Erika didn't know what song I used in the last chapter... Selena.... Dreams... Every time I hear that song it makes me want to cry... I loved that song...

Disclaimer: I don't own Teen Titans... and If I did.... no one would like the show because.... I would make it bad.... I suck at stuff like that... besides... I can't draw even is my life depended on it....

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Now on with the show...


Feeling the Realization

Chapter 4 - After the Pointless Dance


"It's great to be home!" Starfire said upon entering their home.

They had all just come back from the dance.... and they were all tired and ready to go to sleep.

Raven immediately went to her room to rest a little before heading back to the kitchen to drink some herbal tea.

Beast Boy went to his room to lay down and watch some TV... he wasn't in the mood to go into the living room.

Raven walked out of the room and into the kitchen. She opened the cabinets and took out a package of herbal tea. She heated up the water and dipped the package into the warm water. Raven watched the package dance around the cup and it twirled round and round. She was taking sips at a time and decided to get a book and read in the living room while drinking tea.

She heard someone walked down the hall. It was Robin.

"Aren't you going to sleep?" Robin questioned.

"In a little while." She responded.

"Oh, before I forget, Beast Boy said that he would have danced with you if Starfire hadn't asked him so many times."

"Okay."

Raven took a while to catch on to Robin's words. Then yelled, "She did WHAT?"

"I- I never- what?"

Raven stormed off not even bothering to argue with Robin. She stood in front of a door that had the word.... Starfire... upon it and knocked.

"Come in!" A cheery voice from inside spoke.

Raven opened the door, went inside, and shut the door.

"Hello friend, Raven. What seems to trouble you?"

"You aren't going to sweet talk your way out of this. So listen up. WHY DID YOU ASK BEAST BOY TO DANCE WITH ME?"

"Oh, you wish to speak about that? I just wanted to help."

"This conversation is going nowhere. It's pointless. Goodnight Starfire!"

"Pleasant Slorvacs!" (Author's Note: I'm not exactly sure how she says goodnight... she said it in Betrayal... I'm not sure I worded it right).

Raven walked out of the room.

She went to her room to meditate but something was blocking her mind.

'Why had Starfire wanted Beast Boy and I to dance? Does he like me? Did they think I like Beast Boy?'

Questions bunched up in her mind. She decided to go back to the living room to try and clear her mind. She sat down and began reading but once again the thought reentered her mind, plaguing her with these so-called horrible thoughts. (A/N: Although thinking about BB doesn't bother my mind)

'Can I even feel love? I'm not even sure what love is. Would saying it take an effect on me?'

She sat thinking... maybe she would try to say it. She was scared that something might happen.

"I..."

"I love..."

"I love him"

"I love Beast Boy."

Her light bulb exploded. At least nothing more drastic had happened.

"Why does this happen? What if I said 'I love Robin or Cyborg?' You see nothing explodes. Only when I say it about Beast Boy. Is this a sign?"

"But... I can't love... I can't express so much emotion... especially the powerful feeling of love.'

Maybe the meditating was working out better than expected that just a mere light bulb explodes when she said she loved someone.

"Do I even want him to like me? Why does anyone think we like each other? Is it because we argue a lot?

'I'm too tired to think straight anymore.'

And with that thought in mind, she drifted away to dreamland.


Chapter Four Complete! Pretty short huh?? I had this chapter done a long time ago.... sorry to keep you guys waiting... Erika and Gema had kinda read this already... it was in my notebook.... but I hadn't had to time to type it.... but I've already started writing the next chapter... It's the chapter I've waited for a long time... Spellbound was soooo great.... RAVEN HUGS HIM!!!!! HOW CUTE.... THAT WAS A SAD EPISODE.... MALCHOIR OR WHATEVER THE HELL HIS NAME IS SPELLED MADE RAVEN CRY... I'M SO GLAD BEAST BOY CHEERED HER UP.... I LOVED THAT EPISODE... okay okay... it must be annoying in capitals... Thanx to all my reviewers... I'm not sure if I mentioned that ready... but I love you all... This story really sucks....

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