WELL, I ONLY GOT ONE REVIEW FOR MY NEW CHAPTER. YES, IT WAS A REDWALL MOUSY. NO ONE TOLD ME IF THEY LIKED MY ERIK SO I MIGHT NOT HAVE A CHAPTER THAT DEAPLY INVOLVES HIM 'TILL I KNOW I'M DOING THIS RIGHT. (SO TELL ME PEOPLE) ANYWAY BACK TO THE STORY! D
...Dear mother,
I can not stay here, We're alone, I am alone. your never loved Papa, I can't blame it on you. I never truely did either. I'm leaving paris to learn of the life you once had, The life you gave up, The life you hid from me. I know you loved it, you never say it because some of it scares you. I don't know your story mother, But I will learn it.
Farewell,
Victoria
...I fell back into my chair. everything was gone. my husband walked out on me. We lived together for fifteen years with only one joy, my daughter who left me... All for my teacher, my angel, my poor unhappy Erik who I left to die. Victoria wouldn't be alive if I hadn't married Raoul. She wouldn't be gone if I would have told my secret...but wouldn't that have destroyed her? I didn't want her to know. Raoul and I promised she wouldn't know, yet somehow she did. She found my secrets and planned to reveal them. what for? I am alone forever. I lived for fifteen years with him out of my life. my pride, my joy,my dear daughter, she never knew. how did I hide the memory of Erik? How did I never think of him? how did I wear the ring on my finger and not think of the ring he gave me? The ring Raoul made me abandon. I ran to my drawer and dug through my gowns. It was under it all.The past buried by the future. A small box with the plain gold ring inside it. I examined it. inside were my initials, C.D, and an E. nothing more. For he had no name,no life,no love, no past he told me of, and, as I learned in the Epoque, no future. just an E. one that would never change. and I began to cry.
...I remembered walking to what was once my mothers dressing room. I found the hidden passage she talked briefly of in her dairy. I walked into the darkness and into the earth, And as I saw light, As I stepped I heard a voice. Its song put me in trance...And I saw death, walking to me. I screamed but it grabbed me and I saw no more. I awoke in a small room with beautiful things. shoes, brushes, gowns, all a girl could want and more. but it was sealed in time. everything but the bed I layed in was covered in a layer of dust. life wasn't here. happiness was never here. This room was made for some who didn't care. In this room, maybe this entire place, it seemed happiness had died a tragic death, drowned in tears and anger.
...YAY! MORE SHORT CHAPPIES! YEP, I LUFF BEING EVIL! TELL ME WHAT YOU THOUGHT OF ERIK IN THE LAST CHAPTER, I MUST KNOW!...OR I HE WON'T BE IN A CHAPTER AGAIN... :o...