Summary: She had walked out on him on the day he was going to tell her that he was her father. Two years later, she's back, new self, new image and a haunting past. Sequel to forgive me
Disclaimer: I still don't own anything but Billie and her band mates. If I did own the WWE I'd be Vince McMahon who's writing stories.
A/N: okay I'm back! I am so sorry for the hold up! I had to study for entrance tests… so please forgive me! I hope you appreciate this chapter!
Chapter 8
Billie's POV
I open a can of root beer and look at my watch, a few minutes past eleven. We just finished playing at Eternal and guess who I saw?... I saw him. With the other guys and I am still shocked at him. Following me around like I'm a three year old which I'm not. Look I want Mark to at least give me space, that's all I ask for! Is that so hard to give?
"Hey kid. We have to drop you back to Mark's place… well your house…"
Fred said as he started the van.
"It's okay…. I understand."
I mutter as I look out the window. I want to run once again, but I can't let that happen anymore. I don't want to repeat what happened when I ran it was horrible.
"Hey Billie…"
Kev said as he looked at me. I look at him and replied
"What?"
"You think you and Dave are getting married?"
I spit some of the root beer on Josh's hat. What a wake up call, but hey…. I never thought about that.
"Are you crazy?... I'm only 21!"
"Even though…. You're past the legal age…."
"So?... it's up to him if he wants to…"
Sounds great! How about Billie Batista?... What the fuck am I thinking!
"Don't forget…. We'll be the best men… if there ever was something like that…"
"Shut up dunderhead. I'm trying to sleep here"
Josh muttered as he threw his hat at Kev.
"Sorry man"
I said as Josh put up his feet.
"No prob…"
He muttered. I'm wishing this ride would never end.
Mark's POV
She still had it in her. She is still the rocker that she is, she hasn't changed, but the hatred in her has grown while she was gone. She even doesn't want to call me dad. I know how it feels Billie, I feel your pain… but can't you just accept the fact that I couldn't tell you? Do you still love me as a dad? Or maybe not.
"Hey Ric! Where's the hot sauce?"
Jericho said as he looked under the box of pizza.
"It's with Dave!"
Ric replied as he was still washing the dishes. I miss her so much, she's having a hard time accepting it. Doesn't she know I love her that much? So she wouldn't suffer the pain of missing me every time there's a show?
"I'll be going up!"
I suddenly said and went to my room upstairs. I locked the door and collapsed on the bed, it feels like the world is so dark. I went to side of the bed and pull out a frame out of the drawer. I feel so guilty, why did this have to happen?
Ric's POV
I hear the doorbell ring, I guess that's Billie already. I hear the usual running of Jericho's boots and he yells
"I'll get it!"
"Not if I get there first!"
John yells and races Jericho and they collide with each other and fall to the floor. I see Dave calmly stood up and walked to the door and looks at them and said
"Tsk. It's as easy as pie"
"Shut up Dave"
Jericho said and Dave opens the door. Billie stands there with her guitar and Dave carries it for her she laughed and said
"What the hell happened to you two?"
"Their usual racing antics"
I reply she comes over to me and said
"Where's Mark?"
Woah. She's looking for Mark, that's surprising.
"He's in his room"
I reply, Randy enters and said
"Well you're home late kid."
"Randy I'm not a three year old"
She replies.
"Yes you are."
"Shut up, I'm going up"
She goes up the stairs and I hear the door slam to her room. I look at Randy and said
"She was looking for Mark"
Everyone looked at me and Adam emerged from the kitchen and said
"What? She was looking for Mark?"
I nodded my head.
"Well, it looks like she's gonna have the peace talks with him then"
Jericho said.
"I really hope so… because I can't bear another day that she has to seat at exactly 5 chairs away from where he's seating"
Christian said as he sat beside Jericho. I nodded my head and I wish they really do it, I really hope.
Dave's POV
I look at Billie as she emerged from the bathroom in track pants and her sweat shirt. She sat on the bed and said
"I'm going to talk to Mark"
I nodded and replied
"about time…"
"Doesn't necessarily mean that I can call him dad after that talk"
"Billie…."
"True Dave…"
"Billie, it's time you need to fix up you and Mark's relationship. You really have to face the fact that he's your dad…. He's you're one and only dad"
"I have Abe."
"I mean Mark is your biological father. He suffered enough when your mother died just to give birth to you"
"Why didn't he take care of me then? Was I such a problem? Am I the reason that made his whole self collapse?"
I stared at her and was shocked. This is not the Billie that I used to know, this is not the Billie that I fell in love with.
"What's happening to you kid?... You weren't this way before."
"After two years of rediscovering my self, my true self I found it was the right time to 'evolve' into a new person"
"Evolving huh?"
She just looked out the window and muttered something that I couldn't hear.
"It's just not the same Dave, you're right I'm not the same"
She whispered I sat beside her and looked at her.
"Everybody changes kid, it's okay, but I'm just getting used to your changes…"
I hugged her and felt her warm hands entwine in mine.
"I hate my life"
"Don't hate it…. Just fix the bumps"
She broke away from the hug and stood up and went to the door I suddenly said
"Where in the hell's name are you going?"
She smiled and replied
"I'll just talk to Dad"
She went out and I smiled, guess those bumps in life are worth it after all.
