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A young woman sits on top of a roof gazing at the stars her eyes searching for a answer to her troubles.
Why am I stuck with a fiance who cares nothing about me or my feelings.
"It is to up hold family honor" father would say.Well damn him dosen't he know my heart belongs to someone else. Of course my love thinks of me as a obstacle to his own love, but I still love him.Hell I even love his cursed form, but if my love's crush ever found out about his curse, the girl would probably kill him. Which is why I help keep it a secret from her.You know its too bad that he found a cure for the Koi Love Rod I could of probably found a way to get him to marry me,then I wouldn't be up here crying. Well its almost time for my love to show up. After tonight I won't have to slip into the role of being his rival.
It breaks my heart that I have lost most of my self to a curse I couldn't find a cure for its not the curse my father fears that I've lost myself to but something more dangerous and consuming. You see I've fallen in love. now most people would call this a blessing but I've read and agree that while love can be a blessing it can also be a curse.
Now as I sit here with a knife in my hand I hear my loves voice " Where the hell am I now damn you Ranma this is all your fault"
I hold out my arm and find that blue line just below the palm of my hand. Then with the knife I took from one of the knife holders in the kitchen I swiftly spear it. Then just as swiftly I take the knife and cut the blue line right down the middle following it till it dissapeared deeper in my arm.I then repeat the process on my other arm. Now I close my eyes and hope not to feel the pain of my heart any more then just before I lose consiousness I whisper my last words to this world "No Ryoga its not my fault but yours that I love you."
Author Notes (who reads these any way)
Hello don't exactly know why I wrote this. I was going to do something else to it. I was going to have Ryoga find her and pick her up then take her to Doc Tofu to heal her but when I tried doing that I found the story just got ridiculous.
Anyway if anybody wants to read that I'll put it as a seperate chapter. also if anyone would like to take Any of my other storys and fix them or rewrite 'em into a beautiful diamond your welcome to it but do drop me a line and tell me if you are because I would love to see at least one of my stories become somthing to be proud of even if I'm not the one doing it
oh yeah If any ones wondering about the way Ranma slit her arms with the knife. there is a blood vein or artorey that comes out just below the middle of the palm she basically stabbed it then cut it right down the middle.
I was told by someone that if you really want to kill your self by cutting. that this is the actual way to do it if you don't want to be brought back by some good samaritan who actually gets you to a hospital before you bleed out. of course you could always just slit your own throat. No I don't recomend this you have to be seriously fucked up or insane to try it. remember I was told this by someone who said they knew some one who died this way. any way read and reveiw