I Have a list of reasons why I havent updated in like 2 months
A: I got a laptop and had to set everything up
B: The internet didn't work on my laptop
C: I went on vacation to Vegas and Arizona with my stepish-dadish dude.
D: My internet is just plain homosexual (Aka its gay and has gay intercourse with other gay internets… hehehe… sorry, inside joke…)
E: I have a life (Surprise, I know!)
F: I have friends who need people during summer break (I.E. They make me "Do" things)(Yes, I know, another surprise that I have friends)
G: I have family visiting from the ye ole town of Chicago (Its annoying as hell, really. I wana smack my grandma and tell her I'm 15, not 5.)
H: I've been WORKING! Yes, im Just full of suprises! Haha
I: It was my birthday and a bunch of my friends birthdays (HAPPY LATE BDAY, AGAIN ANNA! THE GHOST TOUR WAS FUNKY-AWESOME! I luv u like a sister mon petitte pally and I hope you liked the Georgia N book!)
J: I'm just a lazy bum-oley
K: I've been working on writing an actually NOVEL If I get bored I'll post it on fictionpress
L: WARPED TOUR! End of story
SCHOOL STARTS TOMORROW!
See! I had excuses
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Ok, I have a thing for lists 2day, so I think I'll put some lists in this chapter. Maybe at the beginning.
Read on:
I sat in bed the next afternoon, after class, with a piece of parchment laying out across my bed and a quill in my hand, ink in the other.
I made a T chart on the parchment. One collumn read "Reasons NOT to date James." And the other collumn read "Reasons TO date Potter"
In the 1st collumn was the answer: "The Deal"
The 2nd one had many more reasons: He's hot, He's sweet, he really likes me, He makes me laugh… ETC.
I soon gave up. This would never work. I was trying to convince myself that I really didn't want to go out with him, but inside all I could think of is why I should. I crumpled up the paper and threw it on the floor, and then stomped on it.
"This is Hopeless." I muttered to myself.
"What is?" Someone asked. I didn't think anyone was in the room. I looked around and say Roma brushing her hair.
"Oh… Um… Transfiguration homework." I shrugged. Her mouth dropped.
"We had transfiguration Homework!" She dropped her brush and ran to her trunk in worry.
"NO! No, Rome, I had extra work." I said. Roma sighed and sat down on the floor.
"Don't scare me like that. I'm trying to stay on top of my studies this year, you know that." She warned. I nodded. "I heard James and you arguing last night." She said.
"You did?" I asked, worried, had she heard what I said about Her and Sirius?
"Why don't you give him a chance, Lils." She stared into my eyes. I sat down next to her.
"It's complicated." I said.
"I see the way you look at him, Black, don't think you can play it off like you hate him or something. I bet you everyone else see's." She said. I sighed. "And besides, I'm sure Sirius would like James as his Brother-In-Law." Roma laughed a little.
"How--- oh." I fake laughed too and nearly slapped myself. I'd been Sirius' 'sister' for nearly 6 years, how had I forgotten for even that second?
"Well, I'm meeting Sirius down by the lake. How do I look." She stood up.
"Perfect." I told her.
"Thanks Lily. I duno what I'd do with out you." She smiled and walked off cheerfully. I bit my lip and laid back on the floor.
I started getting the feeling that I had to tell someone about my secret. It was beating me up inside and maybe if someone knew I could get it off my chest. I normally told Sirius everything, but he already knew this, obviously, and also he was with Roma.
I stood up and walked out of the dorm, and then out of the common room.
Walks normally cleared my mind, and the halls were unusually empty at the moment. All I could hear was the soft sound of my footsteps against the ground.
"Miss Evans." I heard a soft voice. I turned around, but didn't see anyone. Who knew my real name? "Miss Evans." I heard the voice again. I looked in front of me, and then backed up to the wall. I was looking all around me, except for behined me where I was backing up, so naturally when I hit someone, I screamed.
"Headmaster!" I gasped, my breathing was heavy, and he gave a soft chuckle.
"I think its time we talked, Miss Evans." He said.
"How do you----" I started.
"Shh, Shh. In my office." He smiled. I followed the old man back to his offiice in silence. The only words spoken is when he cleared his throat and spoke the password to the stone in front of his office. They opened and a staircase erupted, we both walked in.
"How do you know?" I asked again when I was inside. He chuckled again.
"Miss Evans, I know everything." He winked. "Take a seat." He said. I sat down infront of his desk.
"I know first years get nervous when they're muggle born, but never before have I seen someone make a deal like this." He smiled a bit at me, it made me nervous.
"Headmaster… I…" I didn't know what to say.
"Your going to have to end it sometime." He stood up and began to stroke his Pheonix. "Its going to hurt you more in the longrun, then you think, Miss Evans. Take this as a warning. Now be on your way."
I stood up from my chair and walked to the door, and then turned around again.
"You won't tell anyone, will you?" I asked. He shook his head.
"No, But you will. When the time is right." He said. I walked out of his office and down the stairs. Wern't headmasters supposed to help you? This just made me feel worse, and more confused.
"Oi! Black!" Somone shouted as I left the office. I didn't turn around, but I knew it was Potter. Not now I begged Please not now!
"Thought I'd never see you come out from there." He laughed catching up from me.
"Yeah… well I wasn't in trouble." I snapped.
"Woah, Woah, Chill. I get it." He said. I shook my head. You'll never get it. "Say, wheres you're pet firstie?" He asked. I moaned.
"Dead hopefully." I sighed.
"Aw, now Lily is that really how your going to treat first years when your head girl?" He asked.
"I'm not going to be head girl. Erica is." I answered.
"Evans, you and Erica have a different kind of smart. She just knows whats in the books, you… you have more sense. " He said. I shrugged. Oh yeah right I had sense. If I was smart I wouldn't have made that stupid bet.
"James… why do you keep being friends with me after I've never given you a chance?" I asked.
"Because A: I can't stay away from you, I'm addicted. And B: You're my bestfriends sister. I'm going to have to deal with you either way." He said simply, and then added a wink. I sighed.
"If I wasn't Sirius' sister, would you still be … er… addicted to me?" I asked. James gave me a weird look, and then laughed.
"Lily, I don't like you because you're his sister." He smiled, looked at his watch and then cursed.
"I gotta go, See ya Lils!" He smiled, kissed my cheek, and ran off. I stopped, and felt the spot on my cheek that he kissed.
My life is so confusing...
THERE! now stop complaining!