If you really hate author notes, just read the last 2 sentences, k? But I'd really appreciate it if you heard me out- even if it drives you batty listening to my weirdness.

I am so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so sorry! I've been having the queen of all writers' blocks! My inspiration killed itself! It's hanging from a tree in my front yard! DEAD! I reviewed my previous stories, my one shot, previous chaps, ex. So what, you may be asking. Wow, let me tell you, it SUCKS. I am actually a published poet, I've written an autobiography and I started up a new novel the month before last. Somehow, due to my rush of fan fiction craze, it seems that my writing capability has gone into the negatives. I mean, I'm not THAT bad! But apparently, my fan fictions are. And I don't know what's wrong with uploading the documents onto the thing, because suddenly spaces between words go missing and the ending of words either drop off entirely or change. How does that work? Is it my evil computer? Or is the website evil? I don't know these days. Of course, I could blame part of my dry spell on moving (who here hates high school, raise your hand), and another on my reoccurring depression, but then what kind of responsible writer would I be? And did you know that I absolutely hate it when people start stories and don't finish them? I really do! So, I sit here wallowing in my hypocrisy with no way to cure it! Someone help me! My inspiration has melted away, although I sit and worship D Chan and my Saiyuki poster every day (candles and the whole sha-bang), not even my heroes can help me. I have been able to write my conversations between that voice in my head (what did my friend call her… my conscience? ), I can't implant that much psycho- crap into my story yet? I need a fellow fans support! No, actually, I need divine inspiration. Oh gods! (Merciful goddess laughs at my pathetic-ness) So, if you would all please add me to your author alert list, I will try to get the next chapter out as soon as I can (yes, I was finished at one point, but I deleted it in a storm of not-good-enough-anger). Gomenasai!