Hiei666 and Lita Kitsune…. I just wanted to say that I appreciate you reading and enjoying my story and for inspiring me so much. So because of that I have written a story for both of you. It is another Inuyasha/Sesshomaru and I hope you two will like it. I have to hurry up and end this story because I am having some major writer's block issues with this story. Anyway, please check out the story I made for you two called "Forever Forsaken". Later.
Inuyasha had finally found where Sesshomaru was staying. He could have guessed he would have gone home. That's where he would have gone if he were in such a bad state of mind. Sango's plan was just to have him sniff around for Sesshomaru's scent. When he found it, he saw it lead to where he used to live with his dad and Sesshomaru. He stared at the manor. He hadn't been there in so long. He looked to the house and gave a sigh. Then he looked back at his friends. They all gave him a stern look. Then, they started to push him in the house.
Sesshomaru was depressed. That was obvious. He sat at the table in his kitchen, eating box after box of pocky.
(A/N: Did they even have pocky back then?)
Jaken gave his master a worried look. This thing with Inuyasha had gone on long enough! Sesshomaru never acted like this.
"Master. I beg of you please forget about Inuyasha and return to your normal self!" Jaken pleaded.
" I can't forget about him. I don't know why I had to be the one to fall in love with my brother! Out of everyone in the entire world it was me that was put under this incestuous curse!" Sesshomaru yelled. He went back to eating his pocky.
"That was dramatic." Jaken said in low voice.
"I'm in a dramatic situation so it should be. Don't forget that just because I'm distressed doesn't mean my hearing has become worse. And because of that rude comment you will be punished." Sesshomaru said.
Jaken face filled with fear as he heard those words. He prayed for a miracle. Luckily one came.
Inuyasha and his friends walked in and saw Sesshomaru eating some pocky. Sesshomaru looked up and saw his brother standing there.
"Jaken, do you think you could leave?" Inuyasha asked him.
Jaken nodded his head quickly and left. Inuyasha looked at all his friends and they left too. They didn't go to far though. Jaken along with Inuyasha's friends stayed close by to listen to the conversation that was about to take place.
"What are you eating?" Inuyasha started.
"Pocky." Sesshomaru said. "I loooove pocky! But I can't eat it cause I'll get fat. But it's sooooo good!"
(A/N: Family Guy moment. Tell me I'm not the only one who likes that show.)
Inuyasha stared as Sesshomaru devoured more pocky.
"Oh wow. Ok then, Sesshomaru. You have got to snap out of it. This isn't the end of the world."
Sesshomaru stared at Inuyasha. Then he gave a sharp laugh. It sent chills down Inuyasha's spine.
"Inuyasha, you're so stupid. Do you think this is something I can just get over? I love you, Inuyasha. But you have a problem with that. And I hate you for it. And you come here and try to tell me to get back on feet and that I can do anything if I put my mind to it. I don't need your pity, Inuyasha. I don't need it and I don't want it. You don't understand how hard this is for me. You don't know how hard it is to be in love with someone when you know that they will never love you back."
"Your right. I don't know what that feels like. But, what can I do? What can I do to help you?" Inuyasha said.
Sesshomaru took another bite of his pocky. "I don't know. Can you love me? If loving me will keep me from sitting here day after day eating pocky, could you do it? If loving me will stop me from slitting my wrists, could you do it?"
Inuyasha was silent. Would his brother really kill himself?
"That's what I thought." Sesshomaru said in a low, cold voice.
"You're asking to much from me. I can't just love you."
"Yea. Because you're in love that human girl, aren't you? It's obvious that you care about her more than me."
"No, I don't!" Inuyasha yelled. "You're my brother! It's not that I care about her more than you! It's just that I can't love you! I just can't love you! I know you want me to but I can't."
Sesshomaru turned his pocky box over to find that he had emptied out that box. He looked around for another one but couldn't find one. He focused his attention back over to Inuyasha.
"Why can't you love me? Just tell me why." Sesshomaru said.
Inuyasha wasn't sure how to tell him. Would he get mad? Inuyasha reacted purely on instinct. He went over to Sesshomaru and leaned down and kissed him. Sesshomaru's eyes went wide with surprise but he was soon drawn into the kiss. It was small kiss at first but then Inuyasha forced Sesshomaru to open his mouth. He did so without much of a fight. They continued until Inuyasha pulled away.
"Because it's not who I want to be." He said quietly. He walked away from Sesshomaru. He saw that his friends were watching him. He knew they would. He didn't really care. It was time they learned the truth anyway. How he really felt about his brother. He walked out of the manor and into the woods. His friends ran to catch up with him.
"Inuyasha?" Kagome whispered.
He didn't turn around. He kept walking deeper into the woods.
'I've lost my heart in the deep, deep forest.' He thought to himself.
Jaken walked out of his hiding place to see how Sesshomaru was doing.
"Lord Sesshomaru?" he said.
"Find me some more pocky, Jaken." He said. Jaken nodded his head and sighed.
Did you like that? Hope so. I used a line from the ending song, Fukai Mori! That was cool. And the name of this chapter is in reference to chapter 2. it goes along with it. Review!