AuthorsNote: And here is the next chapter as promised!
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The school bell rang, it was time for class. All the students began to sit and quiet down for their lesson. Satoshi sat in the back resting his head in the palm of his hand. He had been afraid to go back to sleep that morning. In fear that Krad would try something more drastic. Now he was paying the price; he was close to falling asleep right there.

Daisuke had avoided him that morning; he didn't want to deal with the uncomfortable tension between them. He had regretted ever letting Satoshi take things so far, now he felt guilty when around Riku. Things had just gotten out of control. During the class period he happened to glance back at Satoshi. He had an arm across the desk his head turned and resting on it. His eyes were closed his glasses had fallen off and his other arm hung limp at the side.

The blue haired boy had actually fallen asleep in class. He actually looked kind of cute at that moment. Daisuke turned his attention back to the front, what had he just thought? That wasn't right, Satoshi wasn't cute to him, and he wasn't handsome, or attractive, or sexy to Daisuke. They were friends and nothing more, but why did he feel so panicked?

The bell rang signaling it was time for lunch, Daisuke stood up and was about to leave but he noticed Satoshi was still sound asleep. He sighed knowing no one else was going to wake him. He approached him and shook him gently.

"Sato…Hiwatari?" The boy opened his blue eyes and sat up.

"What? Niwa?... Did I fall asleep again?" He rubbed his eyes tiredly and put his glasses back on.

"Yeah…you alright?"

"I'm fine, just didn't get much sleep last night." He looked up at Daisuke. "Is it lunch time?"

Daisuke nodded. "Yeah just started."

"Want to eat lunch with me?" Satoshi asked hopefully.

"Um…yeah why not." He smiled. He wanted things to go back to normal and the only way that would happen was if he acted normal.

"Great, lets go." He stood up and they both left the classroom. Daisuke had stopped at his locker to get his lunch, Satoshi as usual had none. He and Daisuke always shared when they ate together. They went to their usual spot; it was a secluded area down by some trees outside it was quite and away from the other students. Daisuke opened his lunch and ate. Satoshi sat beside him in silence, was admiring him when Daiuske spoke.

"Want some?" He offered, Satoshi shook his head he wasn't feeling hungry. At least not for food. He stared into the bright crimson orbs of Daisuke's eyes; his soft lips were slightly parted. Satoshi couldn't resist himself, he leaned forward parting his own lips and tilting his head he kissed Daisuke passionately. Daisuke's world came crashing down at that moment. His worst fear had come true, Satoshi was gay and he liked…him.

Daisuke grasped Satoshi's shoulders and pushed him off; he scrambled up and stood panting. "Satoshi! I'm…I'm…sorry. I'm NOT like that!" Satoshi looked up at Daisuke sadly. Had he just been rejected?

"But on…Saturday…when we."

"That was just a game that went too far." Daisuke stated firmly. "I don't like you…and now I don't even think I can fathom being your friend…It's…It's…too awkward." Satoshi stared at him in disbelief, was Daisuke serious was he about to loose his only friend?

"Daisuke…please."

"Don't call me that."

"…Please…" Satoshi's eyes welled with tears as he felt his heart break. "…We can still be friends…"

"I can't not after what happened." Daisuke murmured. He felt terrible but it had to be done. "I'm sorry…" He was cut off.

"No you're not!" The tears spilled from Satoshi's eyes. "You don't care about me, you never did. You just felt sorry for me." Satoshi stood up taking in a shuddering breathe he glared at Daisuke. "…Krad was right…" His voice cracked, he couldn't say anything more he just wanted to get away. Without a second thought Satoshi began to run, he ran away from his problems. The tears fell from his eyes, streaming down his face as he huffed and puffed struggling for an intake of air as the sobs escaped his fragile body.

Daisuke felt terrible now, he had never seen Satoshi cry. And what hurt the most was he had been the one that caused those tears to fall from those chillingly beautiful blue eyes. Why him? Why did Satoshi have to have a crush on him? Why did they have to play that stupid game, why had Daisuke let him touch him in such intimate ways? The answers escaped Daisuke and he slumped to the ground feeling helpless and confused.

Satoshi slammed the door shut behind and he leaned against it falling to the floor in a miserable heap. Tears still stung his eyes as they fell, he felt worn out and so alone. Why Daisuke? Why did you make me believe you felt something for me? He laid on the floor pulling his knees up to his chest. It was just cruel joke, something for laughs I bet. He pictured Daisuke with Saehara and the Haradas laughing behind Satoshi's back at his stupidity. I swore to myself I would never let myself become emotionally attached to anyone. Then when I thought that maybe I could get some happiness from it, everything went wrong. Satoshi shut his eyes and eventually he cried himself to sleep.

in the dream

Once again Satoshi found himself in the same setting he had that morning when Krad kissed him. Only now he wasn't afraid of it, he welcomed the shadows the darkness, the dread in it. This was his life, cold and lifeless. He had been wrong to think he could change that, why live for something you can't have. He remained on the floor still clutching himself his eyes closed, his breath coming out in small gasps as he continued to cry. Two hands wrapped themselves about him pulling him up from the ground and holding him lovingly.

"I warned you of this." Krad cooed as he rubbed the boy's back.

"I…know…I should…have…listened." Satoshi whispered, resting his head on Krad's chest. He closed his eyes again savoring the warmth and comfort the angel was providing.

"I told you over and over." He ran his hand through Satoshi's soft hair.

"…you are…the only one who… will ever love me."

"You didn't believe me; now look where it got you." Krad went on trying to push as much guilt on Satoshi as he could. He wanted the boy to regret not loving him back.

"Yes I understand…please enough with reminding me."

"Do you finally accept my feelings?" Krad questioned wanting to take the boy right there. But he held back on his desires. Satoshi didn't answer, instead he lifted his head placed his lips over Krad's and kissed him. The angel took that as a definite yes, and wrapping his arms around him he passionately kissed Satoshi back. The boy opened his mouth willingly allowing Krad's tongue to explore. The angle slid his hand under Satoshi's shirt to feel his warm skin. Satoshi gasped into the kiss, Krad's hand was so cold it wasn't warm like Daisuke's had been. They broke away after a few minutes breathing heavily.

"I want you Satoshi." Krad's voice was pleading; his hand was caressing the boy's stomach and up to his chest. He used began to move his fingers in a circular motion around Satoshi's right nipple. Krad leaned in to kiss him again but Satoshi stopped him putting two fingers to lips.

"Krad…I need some time…" He whispered, things were moving way too fast. Krad glared at him.

"So you will jerk off the Niwa boy first off but won't let me do anything for you." He spat angrily.

"I meant to get my thoughts together, and…it will…be better if we wait." Krad's anger seemed to subside a bit. It would be better if Satoshi were feeling his best, to actually get him in the mood. Not take him by force, although that had been what he wanted for the longest time.

"Alright, we will wait. But when I think the time has come, you cannot back out my dear Satoshi."

"I won't…"

Back in Reality

Satoshi awoke he was still on the floor in a fetal position. He sat up wiping away the remaining tears on his face. He stood regaining his normal composure; there was no going back now. He belonged to Krad and there was no room in his life for any petty people. This was the final straw, he was going to emotionally close himself off to the world and retreat back into his cold hearted soulless shell of a human being.

(I've always loved you Satoshi.) Krad whispered sweetly.

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AuthorsNote: Ok so the next chapter may take some time to get up, I have alot to do next week. So just be patient, also I'm having a tad bit of writers' block. I come up with an an idea and just go from there is how i usually write my fics. Not the most effective way but overall it works out ok.