A/N: My brother died a little over two months ago so things have been chaotic to say the least, I am sorry for the long wait.

Part 5

Circles began to dwell under her eyes. She had been meditating for the nineteenth straight hour, without food, without water. She finally collapsed upon her bed, staring up at the darkness of her ceiling. She had answered nothing and could not calm the threatening heat that she felt amass in her body when she thought of Beast Boy and his actions; she looked at the clock – yesterday. She hadn't heard a word from any of the other Titans and she considered that no news was good news and didn't bother to worry; she wasn't able to worry about much more anyway.

Beast Boy had animal DNA and he could change into other creatures. This new being comes out whe- when she was involved. This new being – creature that he turns into his stronger than anything else that he can turn into, even his T-Rex form. So why did he turn that way when she was involved? Did he have something against her? No the first time with Adonis it was to protect her, but why did he turn into that creature? It wasn't anything indigenous of this planet. Maybe it's just something he created in his mind? Maybe he is like her and his emotions can manifest in different ways and this manifestation is this monster. She'd have to speak to Beast Boy about his past she finally decided, she didn't want to ask, she feared that he would want to know the same about her, but she needed more information.

Now the final and most important thing to figure out, how did she feel about the green hero? She had to admit that there were times when she secretly laughed inside at what he did and she had to admit that his off the wall sense of humor and jovial attitude were much needed to the team from time to time, after all they did often see horrific things. That was the problem though, he was an extrovert, humorous, happy and she wasn't any of those things. It was a relationship doomed to fail! She was half demon after all! How could anyone feel any passion towards her.

Beast Boy has showed compassion towards you. He may have even said you were pretty!

He was drugged, there was no way he even thinks, or thought, or have thoughts about me in the slightest way!

Why must we always feel so hopeless? There is hope we just have to be there to find it and to take care of it when we have it!

There is no such thing has hope!

Then why fight evil?

The issue is being confused; we are talking about Beast Boy not about fighting crime!

We are talking about not being so hopeless, we can be more than friends with Beast Boy you just have to let him in.

No, I let Malchoir in and he hurt me enough! Why should I have to feel that pain again?

Beast Boy won't do that to us! He cares about us, and why would he use us? What would he have to gain from it? And anyway we need to help him maybe through helping him we can gauge how he really feels!

She looked over at the clock and the twentieth hour just passed. She closed her eyes and hoped she could get some sleep from her racing mind.

Beast Boy groaned as he made his way into the kitchen area and sat at a stool, "Ow, ow ow!" He whined as he lied his head upon the cold kitchen counter.

Cyborg looked down at him, "I tried to tell you that getting up and walking to the kitchen was a bad idea."

"But I want to play gamestation later, and to do that I'd have to be out here!" Beast Boy tried his best to defend his logic.

Cyborg handed out pancakes to everyone and sat at the end of the table/counter to eat his own.

Beast Boy often complained about what Cyborg tried to feed him because most of the time it was meat, but this time it was just pancakes. Pancake batter only had milk in it and even though that came from a cow Beast Boy didn't see how it harmed the cow in any way so he was okay with eating pancakes.

Everyone was eating, except Raven who they hadn't seen in a while and Starfire questioned Robin on whether she should get her, but Robin told her that Raven can take care of herself and that Starfire doesn't need to intervene.

"You really should be in bed Beast boy," Robin said turning his head to Beast boy his fork lifted with pancake at the other end.

"Yes, I most agree you will suffer mightly from not getting the rest of bed you need," Starfire nodded.

Beast boy shrugged, "I feel okay," he rotated his arms around, "Ow," he cringed, grasping his side.

"You look different then you feel," Starfire noted glancing at him, "I suggest the distribution of Gonru to solve this problem!"

They all gave her a blank stare.

"Gonru is used to make people look grotesque and ugly," Starfire explained.

"Why would anyone want that?" Robin asked.

Starfire blinked, and placed her hand under her chin, "Ummmm…, I don't remember of anyone ever using it actually."

They all let out a long deep sigh and went back their pancakes. Beast boy was about to to hobble over to the gamestation when the alarm started to ring.

"Titans trouble!" Robin rushed over towards the computer and began typing. Jynx is out running a muck at the city bank.

"Just Jinx?" They all turned to see Raven standing there floating behind them. "What," she shrugged, "That was the alarm right? So Titans go?"

Robin nodded, "Titan's go!"

Beast Boy was attempting to make it to the door but Robin stopped him, "You go to bed."

Beast Boy muttered something, but nobody was there to listen.

Pink flashes sprawled over the streets blinding the cops as a pink haired girl rushed across rooftops across the city, bag in hand.

A red disc stops her running and causes her to gaze side to side. Standing there to her left are the Teen Titans fighting the good fight.

"Give back the money," Robin commanded pulling out his bo-staff.

"Pssh," Jinx threw her head back and laughed at them, "What money," she threw the back at the Titans.

Raven watched as the bag made its way through the air towards the Titans. Why is she giving us the money? Unless…. Raven quickly enveloped the bag in darkness as it exploded right atop the Titans. Lucky for them Raven's quick thinking was able to diminish the blast enough where they weren't seriously hurt and knocked off the rooftop.

The Titans got back up to their feet and glanced over at Jinx but she was gone. At least they thought she was, until they heard a horrific scream. They rushed over the ledge to see something green running from the scene.

"What was that?" Starfire asked.

Cyborg looked down at his scanner, "Didn't grab it fast enough, it's off my sensors."

"Beast Boy?" Robin shook his head, "No Beast Boy could barely walk."

"So shouldn't we get back to the tower quickly and make sure he's okay?" Raven queried.

They all nodded to her suggestion not knowing that she was going to have her own little secret meeting with the Changeling.

end of part 5