AuthorsNote: Yay here is the next chapter; I know alot of people
have been anticipating the next one. This one like the majority of them
isn't very long but better getting them up soon than having to wait
even longer for an extra long chapter. enjoy!
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The entire day had gone well for Daisuke; he and Satoshi chatted during the passing between classes, they could talk as long as other people were around. Krad would not risk changing in front of such a large group of people. However there was the downside, Riku would not leave Daisuke alone. She was constantly dropping subtle hints of wanting him back. He was unsure on exactly why she did; after she had made such a big deal about how they never did anything with their relationship. Finally the bell had rung and Daisuke ran out before Riku had a chance to attach herself to him once again. He stood outside to wait for his mother to pick him up.
"Trying to get away from Riku?" Satoshi approached from behind; he had seen Daisuke practically sprint for the door.
"Eh…hehe…yeah…" He laughed somewhat. Satoshi nodded and the two stood there in silence for awhile.
"You know…there is something I have been meaning to tell you Niwa." Satoshi broke the uncomfortable silence that had settled between them.
"What is it?" Daisuke asked.
"I just wanted to say that..."He was looking at the ground then glanced up at the boy that he held so closely to his heart. "…I'm sorry…"
"Oh Hiwatari…you have nothing to be sorry about."
"I can't help but feel guilty…it was partly my fault that Krad got to you so easily."
"I forgive you Hiwatari…because I know that it wasn't really you." Daisuke smiled at him reassuringly. Then his mother pulled up in their car. "I have to go…I'll see you tomorrow." He waved and climbed into the passenger's side. Satoshi waved back and watched the car drive away.
"…Why were you with Hiwatari?" Emiko asked her son on the way home.
"We were talking… Daisuke knew he was about to get scolded.
"Daisuke…you know the danger in that…" She sighed. "If you were to get hurt again…"
"Mom…don't worry…we don't spend time around each other unless there are other people around. Krad won't come out then." He explained to his mother.
"…Just…be careful please…" She pleaded with him.
"I will…" The rest of the car ride was silent. When they got home Daisuke went to his room and started on the pile of homework that he had been given. Luckily his teachers weren't making him do the work he had missed; just what he had been given that day, however it was still a lot.
(12…88…19…) Dark murmured the answers to Daisuke's math homework.
"Dark…would you stop."
(I'm just trying to help.) He was silent for a few minutes before speaking again. (…So…you and Hiwatari eh?)
"What are you talking about?" Daisuke asked in confusion.
(Don't play dumb…you're starting to like him aren't you?)
"N…No…" He felt his face heat up as he blushed a bright red.
(Yes.) Dark laughed. (you're blushing.)
"…its just hot in here…"
(Fine…fine…deny it all you want…) Dark receded to the back of Daisuke's mind; allowing him to get back to his homework. The rest of the evening went on as normal; he finished his homework, ate dinner, played with Wyth and went to bed. However sleep didn't come easy. He tossed and turned in his bed; Darks' accusations were echoing inside of his head. He was unsure if he really did like Satoshi or it was just a little infatuation. He thought back to his birthday; when he and Satoshi played spin the bottle, and how well he kissed. It was his first time too, and he was better than Riku.
Daisuke felt a warmth in his body when he thought of that day; and when they had made out. The way Satoshi's tongue had explored his mouth and body; his hands roaming his body, touching him in areas that no one had touched him before. He honestly didn't feel guilty about their sexual encounter; just thinking about it again excited Daisuke, he felt the heat of arousal within him. He remembered lunch at school and when Satoshi had kissed him again; he didn't push him away because he was disgusted, he pushed him away because he was scared.
He was scared by his body's wants; his heart's desires for another boy. So he had pushed Hiwatari away; despite how good his lips felt on his. Daisuke fantasized about what may have happened if he hadn't pushed Satoshi away. They would have kept kissing; making it deeper, a desperate tongue lashing. Satoshi would have set about exploring his body with his nimble hands. Daisuke eased his own hand down his pajama pants and the band of his boxers; he touched himself to the thought of Satoshi.
He wasn't usually one to masturbate but he couldn't take imagining all this without getting a release. He wrapped his hand around his hard arousal and stroked himself; slowly at first and picking up his pace as his fantasy intensified. His breath came out labored as he worked himself harder and harder until his body tensed and he ejaculated. Catching his breath Daisuke grabbed a tissue from his bedside table and cleaned himself off.
(Have fun thinking about Satoshi?) Dark asked suddenly.
"Ah! Dark! Shouldn't you be asleep!" Daisuke's face turned was as red as his hair in embarressmnet.
(You woke me up…so…ready to confess your liking for Satoshi?) Dark pushed.
"I…I…" Dark flashed the memory of Satoshi kissing Daisuke, the boy's heart rate went up in excitement immediately
(See?...so what's the reason for the sudden change of heart…or…gender preference…)
"Dark! I'm confused as it is!"
(Oh-ho so you admit it!) the thief exclaimed.
"I never…I mean…" Daisuke sighed, there was no getting out of this. "…Ok…I think…I might have a…have a…" He gulped. "crush on him."
(Oh I KNEW IT!)
"Dark!"
(Ok…ok…I'm sorry…so…are you going to tell him?) Dark questioned. He wasn't exactly thrilled that his host had fallen for another guy; but if there was no next generation that meant no more Krad.
"I don't know…I'm not even sure what I'm feeling exactly…and if it will last. For all I know it's just a…a brief infatuation."
(I don't call what happened at your birthday an infatuation…you really enjoyed that…)
"You just had to bring that up…" Daisuke sighed.
(Sorry…well I suppose the best advice I can give is just…keep going with things the way they are; if you think it should be something more…then tell him.) Dark for once was being helpful.
"How will I know it should be something more."
(Just listen to your heart.) Dark then went to the back of Daisuke's mind to let him think things through. He laid in bed finally admitting it to himself. I really like Hiwatari…and he is the one that makes me change into Dark. But is what I feel for real? Or is it just my mind is so messed up from all this trauma? He turned over and closed his eyes and fell into a fitful sleep.
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AuthorsNote: Yeah...I realize Daisuke isn't thought to be the one to do such things as Masturbate...but I wanted to put in something more with him and thinking about Satoshi. I'm sure everyone already figured out that it is now Satoshi that makes Daisuke change into Dark. Yeah kinda obvious but I wanted to wait before I came out and said it. I'm currently working on the next chapter; I don't have to work so I have 3 days to work on it. (If i don't have a load of homework) So i'll get that up as soon as I can; once again Thank you everyone for all the great reviews!
