Well, this is just an idea I had. I kinda did this to make up for The God's Truth.

Disclaimer: I don't own the Teen Titans

My Monster Inside

Dear Journal,

Every day it's becoming harder and harder. To put on a happy face while I still feel it. That thing, that monster that's still there. I know Cyborg cured me, but I still feel it. Every day is a battle to keep it inside. While half of me wishes that I never fought that day with Adonis, half of me wishes I had fought him sooner. I know I shouldn't, but in some weird way, the power that creature has makes me feel – strong. As if I was running on a supped up battery or something. But the weirdest thing about the whole is how close I felt towards Raven after that. It feels like she's the only one who triggers it; who controls it. When I'm the beast, I feel like we are connected – somehow. I don't know. I just feels like I am supposed to protect her. And it's not only when I'm the beast, but when I'm human, too. When I'm around her, I feel – whole, somehow. Like I have nothing to hide. Like the beast is not a beast at all, but – me. I am it, and it is me. I know I sound like Dr. Phil right about now, but I can't help it. But, now that I think about it, Raven and I share more in commin than we both realize. I mean, when I think back to Terra, and how she broke my heart, well, Malchior did the same thing to Raven. You know; that dude who was trapped inside a book? Maybe I'm crazy. Who knows? Anyway, on a lighter note, we're all supposed to take a sunny drive tomorrow. Sunny; yeah, right! It's supposed to rain like crazy tomorrow! But maybe it will be a good opportunity. I mean, Raven still won't admit that I'm funny! And I'm going to make her laugh, no matter what!

Raven closed Beastboy's journal, unable to bear anymore.

If only they had not driven in the rain that day…

If only that truck driver wasn't drunk…

If only…

A tear ran down Raven's cheek as she set the book down on the grave marked:

BEASTBOY

LOST

NEVER FORGOTTEN

Well, I wanted to make up for my last BBxRea story that was horrible, so I wrote this. Tell me what you think!

Tprinces