How I Never Wanted It

by fedupwityodrama

She didn't ask for her life to be this way. She didn't ask to ruin peoples lives. The only thing she wanted was to love and be loved. But then everything is how she never wanted it, but at least shes loved, only one peson had to die for it. Check out the

8. What Did I Do Wrong

Manny's POV

"Alexia" I asked screaming with joy

"No, it's Jack" Jimmy said with a tear in his eye.

"Hey Manny" Emma screamed.

"Hey Em, I named the baby--" Emma cut me off.

"Arianna Paige Emma Brookes and James 'Jimmy' Brookes I know. I'm so happy you named Anna after me and Paige.

"It was the least I could do, you 2 have done so much for me . What did I miss in school" I asked with a smile on my face.

"Nothing much everyone has been talking about you and Jimmy though" Paige answered. "Ashley is just talking about how every boy she ever had you take, I guess its like that though we you can't keep a man.

"Paige don't be mean, she can't help it if everyone wants someone as sexy as me" said Jimmy.

Just then the doctor walked in with the best news ever, and told us that Alexia had woken up. But he also had the second worst news ever, She had died five minutes after she woke up. I saw the tears swelling up in Jimmy's eyes like he wanted to cry so badly. But I was already crying and one of us had to be strong. Piage and Emma had both busted out into tears and Spike was trying to calm us all down. I couldn't say that I liked Hazel but I would never curse her or her baby with something like this. She had already killed herself because of me but now I felt as if I had killed her baby. I just hoped that what was left of me and Jimmy's family would be okay.

"Jimmy I cant believe this, why did it have to be us, why did it have to Alexia, what did I do wrong" I screamed out and everyone.

"Manny it wasn't your fault, you couldn't control this, you provide the best you could for her. You were the best parent you could be, you sat by her bed side when she was sick, and you made sure she was taken care of 24 hours a day. Manny you did your best.You were the beset thing that ever happened to that baby" Paige tried to come me down. "Hun you were everything that was right for her. You were the best mother for Alexia.

"Paige is right Manny, you were a great mother and no one can ever take away the memories that you have a Alexia. That's something Hazel will never know because she choose not to.

I still couldn't stop crying Anna and Jimmy even started to cry. Jimmy had to take thenm to the nursery and I knew my life couldn't get any worse. I knew it was how I never wanted my life

A/N Well I got my 3 reviews so as long as you keep up the reviewing i'll keep up the updating

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