Disclaimer: I don't own the Wallflower, I would like to! But I shouldn't. Tomoko Hayakawa is too great, especially for liking L'arcenciel and SADS-
Title: Green Makes You Realize
Chapter: 5: Too Much Pain
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"Shit!" Sunako sat bolt upright in her bed. She flopped her mop of ebony locks out of her face, clearing off her cold sweat in the process, "I-it was just a dream…"
She pulled her slender fingers to wrap around her neck where she had thought the man had almost bitten her. It tingled with her touch, hairs on end at the nape of her neck. But no signs of evidence to that lively dream.
"Damn… I-I should take a walk…"
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Kyohei walked through the strange garden behind the palace, "She makes me insane. Damn it. I hate this!" He slams his fist against a tree trunk, making splinters spray in all directions, "… I hate this…"
"Hate what?" Sunako had appeared behind him, her flowing nightgown of black on top and pure white cotton on bottom flowed gracefully in the light breeze, moving with her hair. She might not have noticed, but he did. Probably always had. She was beautiful, when she was natural like this? These where the moments to reach for. To remember and to cherish.
He smiled serenely and it only seemed to pique her interest, "Wh-What are you smiling at me like that for?" … And embarrass her at the same time as she drew her arms around herself.
"Heh. Does it bother you?" It felt good to laugh, even a little bit. She always made him laugh somehow.
"Yes. It bothers me, now stop," She takes a few quick strides toward his relaxed frame, which seemed to stiffen as their distance lessened. He expected many things, anticipated the strangest of scenarios. All of which were the opposite of what she did. She pinned him to the tree in a threatening way, "Or I'll make you," she arched an eyebrow, meaning only to intimidate him. But something stirred in the chilled heart of the adolescent.
((Background Music: "Thank You for the Venom" by My Chemical Romance))
"Alright… I'll stop," She didn't notice his hand reach toward her waist, "But I'll need something else to occupy the time," He smiled that cocky smile, and she seemed to get it.
She looked down at where his hands rested on her waist. He lifted her chin to look at him, clashing his frosty amethyst eyes with piercing silver ones. Their heads inclined forward, and he was so ready for this. He wanted this more than anything…
"Sunako…"
She flinched, and then drew back. She wrapped her arms around herself as if cloaking herself from the rest of the world, "Kyohei… I can't," His face contorted with affliction, and he simply frowned. Not with his lips, but his eyes. And it was so much worse, "I'm sorry… I can-"
"Is it Zavier, then?" He didn't look at her. He couldn't. Too much pain for one youth to deal with. It hurt.
"No, I-"
"Don't lie!" He cut her off sharply. Like it hurt more to hear her 'lies' than the 'truth,' "I know, alright? I know, but… He's an ass!"
That's right, Kyohei. Make her angry with you instead of in love with you...
"Don't say that! He's been nothing but nice to all of us! And he-"
So give me all your poison
And give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts and
Make me ill.
"Is in love with you? Yeah, I know that! After what? Three days? It may be harsh, but let me tell you, Sunako. There is no such thing as love at first sight. He wants you," Kyohei spat it out, let his pain inflict her with small winces. Ignoring the crack in his voice at the word 'love.' They were both hurting… And both stupid… So, so stupid.
So give me all your poison
And give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts and
Make me ill.
"H-how can you say that?" She was shouting. It was her turn to be angry. It was her turn to cry, even if it wasn't like her to cry, it hurt too much not to, "I hate you!" He seemed to sway with regret. Her eyes closed, she didn't see, "I hate you!" His broken face.
She started to run back to the castle. Back to him, "He… He'll just use you until he gets what he wants!"
"Fuck you!" She shouted back, and slammed the French doors as loud and strong as her sore muscles would allow. She turned her back to the solid wood, and sank to the floor, "I hate this," and let herself cry.
So give me all your poison
And give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts and
Make me ill.
If this is what you want
Then fire at will.
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"I'll tell ya'. If looks could kill," Ranmaru joked in spite of the hidden situation. It pissed the hell out of the others as they all peeked through the door. They all knew what had happened early that am. They all knew, but did nothing to fix it…
Zavier only made it worse by sucking at Sunako's neck with butterfly kisses. It made Kyohei's blood boil to see him just…
Sunako is too good for this. She doesn't deserve to have him all over her, like she was some slut…
His eyes wandered to her, and froze. She had been glaring at him. The entire time, she had focused all of her energy into making him uncomfortable through the small crack in the doorway. With her icy gray stare, she was more than succeeding. A sudden gesture from Zavier had caused Sunako to close her eyes and furrow her brows, "uh," She barely suppressed a moan, and he seemed to laugh.
"So that is your weakness," Zavier laughed, and the others struggled to hold Kyohei back.
"Shh! He'll hear us," Takenaga whispered to them.
"Zavier… Please, I-it's too fast. I-"
He suppressed her objections with a passionate kiss on the mouth, at which she seemed to become even more upset, "It's alright Sunako. I won't hurt you. I love you… So… Let's," He brushed his knuckles across her collarbone and cleavage. I think the meaning was implied. Kyohei thought so too it seemed. He stalked off suddenly, leaving the others in an awkward position, Yuki blushing profusely. But they soon followed Kyohei's lead, an objective Noi-chan in toe. What could they do? If she was happy doing this, there was nothing they could do…
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I know it's my own damn fault, but why? I… I can't let him do this to her. It's already too late. She'd hate you even more if you just barged in on them fu-- Shut the fuck- Oh, dammit!
While Kyohei trampled through the garden, recounting the events that lead Sunako into her current position, Sunako did the same… Only, she wasn't in the garden… Or doing any trampling.
No, I'd say tramp is the right word.
"Ah," Sunako tried to move out of his hold. He finally tried to slide his hand up her dress when she pushed, with all her strength. But he was stronger than she was, and it scared her, "Zavier! Please, I…" Her voice was cracking, and she didn't know why she started to cry. Eyes closed tight, she tried to relax, tried not to feel at all. 'Feeling' hurt too much.
Try to forget… Don't think about Kyohei. Don't think about this. Don't think. Don't think…
"Zavier!" Sunako couldn't stop thinking.
"He'll just use you until he gets what he wants!"
She was crying again. She didn't want it to happen like this…
"Sunako, listen to me. I know how you feel… About Kyohei. But, he doesn't love you. I love you, I'll take care of you," She stopped her tears, staring at him full on. She shook her head unconfidently, "This will make it better, I swear…"
And then I will finally have you… You will be mine… Under my spell.
So she let him. She didn't want to feel for Kyohei anymore. He only hurt her, or her him. They weren't good for each other. This would make it better, like Zavier said. Everything would be so much better after all this was over.
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Zavier had claimed her now. She was definitely his now.
Lightly moving her off of him, he slid off of the silk bedding and crept into the hallway.
"Heh. Never knew the reincarnation of the Queen Vampress would be so good in bed," He smirked, and then vanished into the many shadows of the darkness.
"Fu-Shit! C'mon, Kyohei. Stop being a moron. It's my fault she did it… It's all my fault," Kyohei squatted on one of the many front steps of the castle. Running his fingers through his hair, swearing like a sailor, "Why did I say that? I drove her to him…"
A confident laugh, "Yes. You did."
Kyohei whipped his head around to see Zavier lean against the doorframe, "And she was really, very good," Zavier pasted on a smug smile, "If you know what I mean…"
In two swift motions, Kyohei was an inch from his rivals smiling face. All he did was laugh, and then nothing.
They were gone. Everyone.
o0Author's Note0o
Heh scratch, scratch Sorry, sorry. My bad. I know I ruined it by being a dumb ass by posting the wrong chapter, but here goes. The missing chapter! So you were right, it was rushed before.