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"Ginny"
"Harry"
"Hi, listen we need to talk. Hermione told me how your feeling and to be honest I'm not sure what I've done to make you feel that way."
Ginny opened her mouth to speak but she couldn't find the words. Harry realised that she didn't know what to say so he carried on.
"She said you felt like I never loved you. Well that's just not true! I don't know why I only realised last year that I was in love with you, that's just the way things go, but since then I have never stopped loving you. Not for one moment. And it kills me that you think that. I love you Ginny. I love you and there's nothing that will ever change that. Ever!"
Ginny's eyes were shining with tears. It killed Harry to see her like this. Finally she broke her silence.
"It's just that, I've never loved anyone before and it hurt me to think that you didn't feel the same about me. I knew you did love me but when you told me we couldn't see each other anymore I just thought that maybe you had only been using me to fill some kind of gap. A hole that maybe… Sirius had left."
"Sirius?"
"Yes. I hadn't seen you as happy as you were when he was alive until we started going out. So it made me feel that maybe I was just filler."
The tears were now running down her face.
"Ginny I love you. LOVE you. Yes I loved Sirius too but that was a totally different love. I loved him as a father. I love you as a girlfriend a beautiful understanding intelligent girlfriend who I want to spend as much time as possible with. But I can't! I can't risk you getting hurt by Voldemort I need to know that you will be ok.
"I will be! You don't need to protect me so much. I can take care of myself I'm not a little girl anymore."
With this she ran out of the kitchen and out of the back door. Harry stared after her for a few seconds his heart fighting with his brain. His brain trying to stop him doing what he was about to do, but it was too weak. He gave into his heart and ran after her. He found her sat against the old beach tree in the back yard still crying. She didn't see him coming but as soon as her reached her he pulled her up till she was standing.
"Ha-"
Before she could finish his name he had embraced her in a passionate kiss. The world melted away around his ears. He had no troubles anymore. No worries about Voldemort, about finding the Horcruxes about the fact that he was putting her in danger just by being there. All that mattered was her. Her soft skin, the taste of her kiss, her supple body and the fact that he loved her more than he could remember loving anyone in his whole life. As he pulled away he could feel her trembling.
"Harry. What was that for?"
"Because I love you. And I need you to know that."
"I do know that Harry. I know now that I was being silly thinking otherwise."
"Yes you were. Please Ginny tell me that you know that I love you whatever I do or whatever I say."
"I do Harry. I do"
"Good. Because you know what I'm going to say now don't you?"
"I do. I know that we can't be together. It's just so unfair! Why not? What if we keep it a secret? Even from Ron and Hermione"
"He has ways of finding out Ginny. He will find out, you know that. I know it's unfair and it kills me to have to say this, but we can't be together. It's just that way it is. I'm sorry."
After he said this Harry knew he had to leave or he would do something he would regret even more. When he got to Ron's rooms he hesitated. Had he done the right thing by Ginny? Had he just broken the poor girls' heart again? He wished he could be with her but he couldn't risk her getting hurt. He walked into Ron's room. A bed had already been made up for him. He didn't bother waking Ron. He wasn't in the mood to talk. He took off his glasses; fell back on his bed and, exhausted he fell straight asleep.
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