There's a new part added! At the end!
Ayumu: This is the Birthday fic I'm writing for myself, but…It's not really what I call a present…
Tyson: ……I hate you…
Ayumu: Tyson! I'M SORRY! FORGIVE ME!
Tyson: …No.
Ayumu: (whimpers) I'm sorry…..
Tyson: I'll just do the stupid Disclaimer and Warning.
Ayumu: Oh. Um, okay.
Tyson: Whatever. Disclaimer: Ayumu does not own the song Wake me up when September ends by Green Day or Beyblade, and it never will be or he'll do something like this. (glares at Ay)
Ayumu: (cowers) I'M SORRY!
Tyson: Warning: hint of shonen ai.
Ayumu: It'll only be shonen ai if you know what red tulips mean.
Tyson: (glowers)
Ayumu: I'MMMMMMMMMM SOOOOOOOOOOORRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRY!
Wake Me Up When September Ends
Chapter one: Phoenix
September 27th, or so said the calendar.
"It's been four years…."
No one realized it than. It was our fault really…..more mine than anyone else's.
I should say it's not fair, like I did back then…but, I know better now. I know…sometimes life isn't fair, never is and never will. But…I guess I had a right to say it wasn't fair.
We we're so young when it happened. So I had a right. Everyone did. But I was the one who voiced it…I was the one who shouted it. The rest just stood there fists clenched, whishing I didn't have to say it…they didn't have to think it. I was wishing too…I still am.
We fell apart that day. The Bladebreakers. We couldn't even look at our beyblades let alone blade. So we disbanded. We still see each other occasionally. But it's just a quick "Hey, how have you been?" and a "Good, and you?" as a reply. It's to painful to say anymore. The memories are to painful.
I didn't want to believe it then. I still don't. Sometimes I think he'll just be there, like it never happened. Like he arose from the ash.
I hate him sometimes, even though I know I shouldn't it wasn't his fault after all, for doing this…breaking up the team, but…I know it wasn't deliberate. He never knew.. We never know..how much he meant, to the team. Until, poof! No more rope that ties us together. I didn't ever try to keep the team together. I knew how painful it was, how painful it still is.
"It's been four years…Such a long time. But I still can't forget you. Neither can the others, or we'd still be bladeing….It's all because of you. I bet you never knew you meant so much, that'd you'd break up the team by doing this…"
I start to cry.
"Why? Why? Why, did you have to die? Why?"
I pause.
"Why did I let you?"
It wasn't' anyone's fault, that's just what the doctors said, not like they know anything. He over worked himself…They were wrong…it was someone's fault…mine. I could have stopped him.
It's not fair…I think….No. I know. I still have a right to say this. I always will.
I quit crying. I kneel in front of the grave and set a bouquet of red tulips in front of the head stone.
"I bet you're thinking I'm pathetic. Crying like this, because of you….but I bet you're kinda surprised to, you never knew you meant this much….Well you do…How does it fell? Being dead? But…you're not really dead…are you?"
The wind blows midnight blue strands into my face, obscuring my view of the headstone. I tuck them behind my ear with a lightly tanned hand, and read the wording engraved on the stone.
Kai Hiwatari
1987-2005
"Here lies a phoenix
This phoenix had spirit and fire in life
But there comes a time when a phoenix's must end
But this phoenix will always be remembered
This phoenix has rerisen in it's ash inside of the hearts of friends and loved ones."
-Tyson Kinomiya, loved one and friend
A smile hints on my face.
"Sometimes, I think this is just another dream, a nightmare….Once again September comes and once again I fall asleep. Although you're gone, I can still feel you by my side. Kai, do you think you could do me a favor? Wake me up, when September ends." Then I feel something soft press against my lips quickly. I smile softly saying,
"It's not nice to eavesdrop, Kai…" before standing up and walking down the path of the graveyard, smiling softly to myself.
Tyson: (hangs off of Kai) NOOOOOOOOOOO! Kaaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiii!
Kai: Get off of me Tyson!
Tyson: You died!
Kai: Then I guess you're hanging off a dead person then.
Tyson: (blinks then quickly lets go) Ew.
Kai: I'M NOT REALLY DEAD MORON!
Tyson: Oh. Oh, yeah.
Ayumu: Are you still mad at me?
Tyson: ….Well……As long as you still make that Halloween fic you were talking about and put A LOT of kisses between me and dead boy over there.
Ayumu: KAY!
Kai: I'm not dead!
Ayumu: Sure, Kai, sure.
Kai: I am surrounded by morons.
Ayumu: ..Um. Let's close the fic before Kai gets violent. Don't want the fic to go over the rating! Ja ne! Review please and tell me how much I suck at writing death fics and I should keep writing funny, happy time stories! Stay tuned for chapters 2 and 3! My cousin Wataru is helping me with the next two! He has and account now! So go check him out!