The story of the silmarillion and all characters of the Silmarillion are owned by the Tolkein Estate. All other characters belong to me.
Many of us have few memories of our childhood. Often they are memories of happy times, but sometimes it's the unhappy memories that are the most vivid. A memory that often returns in the form of a nightmare that plagues the mind into weariness. It is in my dreams that a pair of blue eyes haunt me, eyes rimmed with tears and a voice. A voice full of sorrow and crowned with pity, pity for who I was and whom she thought I would become.
"Caranaear is the name that I bestow upon thee child. May you always remember who you are," the voice whispers.
Red Sea! That is name that the voice of my mother gave me. Red for the blood that was spilt and sea for where the blood was lost. This is my name and this is my curse, to remember that I am stranded between two cultures, those of the victims and those of the kinslayers.
I once thought that it was I who was forgotten, but years of my own heartache and heartache from those whom I loved around me, made me realize that it was not I who the Valar turned their backs on. I was born into the curse and plagued by the oath. Born at a time of pure light of the two trees, but darkened by the shadow of the wicked. If I could have the choice to be born again, would I choose another path or would I choose to be born again to Elrilma of the Teleri and to Maedhros son of Feanor.
Caranaear is pronounced like(karen-eye-are)