It Happens.
Who do you want?
(Normal POV)
Blackfire sat at the bar drinking. She hated this place. But she knew who would be here. Robin. The guy who her sister will always love but who'll never be with her now. While Starfire wasn't certain why Robin wouldn't be with her anymore, Blackfire had her own conclusion however. She believed that Robin looked at Starfire and remembered what he was like when his innocence wasn't stolen. Therefore causing him to feel too dirty to be with the girl he had feelings for before Slade raped him.
"You're here," a voice said coldly and sat beside her, "if you're looking for Robin he's probably still busy with…"
"He's not busy with me," Beast Boy said softly and simply walked on by looking very crest fallen.
"What's up with him?"
"He's obviously out of luck now Cyborg," Blackfire observed.
"Don't pretend to pity him," Cyborg said darkly.
"I don't," Blackfire responded coldly and downed a 'Bloody Mary' in one gulp and pushed the glass forward for the bartender to make her another one.
"What are you doing here?" Cyborg asked her seriously.
"Drinking, mingling and watching," Blackfire responded, "drinking a Bloody Mary, mingling with an enemy and watching for my opportunity," she explained and a grin started to play on her lips.
"I wonder what opportunity might that be?" Cyborg asked sarcastically.
"Throw sarcasm if you must," Blackfire said simply, "but my only obstacle just walked by me and out the door," she said and looked at the door Beast Boy had exited after walking past them.
"You'd really go after Robin when he's probably just pissed at Beast Boy?" Cyborg asked, "they aint a couple but Robin isn't exactly looking for a real relationship right now," he pointed out.
"I'm not looking for a relationship," Blackfire said as she downed another Bloody Mary, "I'm looking for a lifetime partner and a husband," she said seriously and pushed the glass forward but asked for some water instead.
(Normal POV)
Beast Boy walked outside and sat on the steps.
(Beast Boy's POV)
I stared out into the night thinking of how much I hated how my life turned out. Both girls who I had a crush and love for were beyond my reach. Terra went with Slade and Raven turned out to be the daughter of Slade. She also turned out to be the person who knocked out Starfire with crates so that Starfire didn't get to catch Slade at a time, which would've probably prevented Robin from being raped by Slade.
I hate that Raven couldn't tell us the truth. I hate that she's so cold now. I hate how she hides her pain. I doubt that she still feels pain, but Cyborg feels otherwise and still pities her. Figures. He'd pity HER. I don't totally hate her but I'm a far cry from liking her like I used to before finding out that Slade was her father. (Beast Boy's thoughts)
"Hello Beast Boy," someone said suddenly and I nearly jumped out of my skin when I saw who it was.
I saw Terra standing before me with her blonde hair in beautiful curls and in apparel that took my breath away so much I couldn't make my eyes go lower than her knees. Her body above that was so breath taking. I even loved the red rose in her hair. Her whole clothing and appearance rang of exotic and beauty.
"Where's Raven?" Terra asked suddenly and I nearly fell over, "she was supposed to be with me," she said as she looked around for her, "I'll be right back," she told me and just as my blonde angel appeared, she disappeared around a corner of the building.
"Hi," another voice said suddenly and my face darkened.
"Do you like appearing in the least expected places," I said without turning around, "aside from spying, Raven?" I asked cuttingly.
"No," Raven responded coldly as she moved from behind me and sat not too far away beside me.
"Do you know why Terra's looking for me?" Raven asked me suddenly, "we both agreed to ask you something," she said not waiting for me to answer.
"If you're looking for Blackfire she's inside," I said curtly.
"Do you think Terra's looking for her?" Raven asked and her face showed that she was angry.
"I don't know what anyone's looking for anymore," I said frankly and adamantly refused to look at her.
"You can't even look at me," Raven said with a chuckle, "you'd rather be with her," she said and I continued to struggle to ignore Raven but my mind started to whir as I now thought about what she had said.
"How could I have been so blind," Raven said and rose to her feet, "I hope you have a happy life with her," se told me.
"I hate you both," I told her, "I want NONE of you," I snarled as Terra rounded the corner.
Terra stood there in shock. Soon tears fell freely fro her eyes and she turned to walk away.
"Terra," Raven said.
"Don't," Terra said softly, "don't try to stop me Raven," she said and rounded the corner again and disappeared.
"Why don't you tell her?" Raven demanded, "your eyes say you want her," she told me, "don't tell me that they lie," she snarled.
"Love goes deeper than lust and a childhood fantasy," I told her, "fantasy of you changing and of Terra being my one and only," I added softly and stared at my feet.
"You're so stupid and cheap," Raven responded and rose to her feet and started to walk away.
But I grabbed onto one of her legs.
"You better let me go," Raven said angrily but I never saw her face because my eyes were closed as I fumed.
"Don't EVER call me cheap again," I snarled at her as I opened my eyes and glared into her hard cold face.
"Let me go," Raven said to me slowly.
"What made Slade so important that you put him over us," I asked suddenly, still holding unto her leg, "and don't give me any bull crap that you didn't, because you did."
"Slade never made me have to officially choose between my biological father and my friends," Raven stated, "my old friends," she added, "and that along with everything else that happened," she told me, "is why we're no longer friends and also why that isn't totally my fault," she said firmly.
"Not your fault! Not YOUR Fault!" I exploded and squeezed her foot tighter, "what's happened after we found out; and good time before, that Slade was your father that isn't YOUR fault!" I demanded, "Robin wont be with Starfire because your father sexually… you know what with him by force, Cyborg's no longer good friends with Robin thanks to him (Cyborg) defending you for only God's know why or what, Starfire's become this whole other person thanks to her personal loss of Robin and her best friend (Raven), and I'm just sick of you playing the victim!"
"So by not accepting the blame for your (an in Beast Boy and everyone else) bigotry I play victim?" Raven asked frankly, "do you realize that you've said that I should've told you about Slade being my father sooner," she continued, "but in the same breath declare that you hate me because I'm his daughter?" she asked, "how can you complain that if we were friends I would've told you about my true father?" she asked me, "yet also say that you'd never be my friend if you knew before and not being my friend now that you know the truth?"
"Well?" Raven asked when I didn't answer.
"How you expect things to be the same!" I blurted out.
"I didn't," Raven responded simply, "that's why I never told you," she told me, "and for the record," she stated, "Cyborg hates me more than you do," she added.
"What?" I demanded.
"Cyborg only defends me because HE doesn't blame me for my paternity," Raven explained, "he's honest and mature unlike you bigoted conceited jerks," she continued, "he blames me because I knew a villain personally and gave no helpful info to take him down like I could've," she pointed out, "also I helped Slade escape by knocking out Starfire, I helped lead the events to Robin being raped, I didn't fulfill my duties as a Teen Titan to my fullest capacity on purpose, and among other things betrayed and lied to my friends," she listed, "he will defend me, but he doesn't like or trust me," she revealed, "he'll treat me fairly in public but only when he sees its best instead of his usual indifference."
"Cyborg hates you?" I asked in surprise and let go of her leg.
"Yes," Raven responded, "but he's not such a jerk about!" she spat then stormed off in the same direction Terra went.
I sat mulling everything over when I suddenly heard a blood-curling scream. I ran until I saw Raven near the edge of the cliff lying on her back. I was about to walk away when I heard another blood-curling scream and turned back to see that it was coming from Raven snd she was crying. I walked tentatively towards her. She kept muttering something as her sobs became heavier.
But when I reached her I noticed that she periodically pointed at the edge of the cliff between mutters then returned the hand to help hug herself. I peeked over the edge and my eyes widened.
Lying there, at the bottom of the cliff dead and spread angled was Terra. She lay bleeding on the rocks her beautiful blonde hair spread out and getting wetter by the water crashing and flowing on the rocks. The rose was no longer in her hair but was instead being carried away to the sea.
I turned into a bird and flew down to pick up the rose. But after I picked it I turned to see Raven right behind me.
"You killed her," Raven snarled at me then knocked me unconscious.
End Chapter 1
Reggae: Terra died. But was it really from a broken heart? Would Beast Boy's rejection really cause Terra to kill herself? Stay tuned for an update. Please Review.
