I should be reading an article about cancer immunotherapy right now, but it´s in English and I don´t

understand a word, hell I wouldn´t understand a word if it was in German …

This chapter is dedicated to my sister who is also my best friend and the most supportive person in the world, though she won´t go off my back, because I wouldn´t let her read my stories !

You guys rock! seriously, you make my day! I have written the chapter before, but my stupid computer crashed and I hadn´t saved the document …. Silly me!

I´ve had trouble writing it, because I didn´t want to rush things and I didn´t want jess to always be the understanding, supportive person…..because, let´s face it: he had been hurt badly.

Enjoy and tell me what you think:

Jess´s POV:

Things weren´t the way they were, but we were trying. It seemed to be working, slowly but steadily we were getting our lives back on track. Rory hadn´t moved in with me. Yet. We both knew it still was too early. She was staying with her Mom in Stars Hollow, which was why I was currently sitting in my car on my way back to Stars Hollow, yet again. The people in this crazy town apparently were getting suspicious. Why was rory staying with her mom? They didn´t know and they really didn´t need to know, it was none of their fucking business.

Flashback

I was on the phone with Rory, as I would be every night at seven pm.

" they start acting weird, Jess. They´re always whispering when I´m around. I´m not stupid, you know.

Why should I tell them once they actually start questioning? " I sighed.

" tell them to leave you alone, it´s none of their business." I could practically see her shaking her head.

" I can´t do that. Man, I feel like being town property. They think they have a say in my life although they don´t ."

" you just answered your own question, Rory. Tell them to mind their own fucking business." I heard her take a deep breath.

" what´s wrong?" she was whispering now.

" nothing."

"oh…ok." it didn´t sound very convinced. Long silence.

" so, how´s Lorelai taking it ?" I said changing the subject.

" she thinks we´re doing the right thing, jess. We are, aren´t we? I mean, you haven´t changed your mind, have you ? I could understand…" I cut off her rant before she could continue.

" I haven´t changed my mind, Ror." " Ror" that´s the first time I have called her that since we had been broken up. It just came out so naturally. The line went once again silent, I could hear her breathing. In…out….in….out….

"that´s the first time you called me Ror, since…" she trailed off not being able to finish her thought. I chose not to reply.

"well, anyways" I could tell she was trying to act calmly although she was anything but calm.

" you´ll be here tomorrow, right?"

" yeah, I´ll leave right after work." boy, this wasn´t awkward at all.

" so, see ya tomorrow. You sure, you´re ok ?" was I okay ? No.

"yes. See ya tomorrow."

Flashback end

I stopped my car a few miles out of Stars Hollow, got out and took a walk around in the forest.

I laughed out loud. Boy, my life sure would make a good soap opera script.

Some people might think I was crazy to take her back, to let her back in my life, but I knew better.

I knew we were indeed doing the right thing.

When I opened the door of the diner, no one paid attention to the bell announcing a costumer, i.e.me.

I saw Lorelai and Rory sitting at the counter, chatting happily. I heard Luke stocking things in the storeroom. Without making a sound I went up to them and sat down next to Rory.

Her grip on the coffee pot tightened, her knuckles turning white.

Slowly as if she was moving in slow motion she turned around. If I had had any doubts about the decision I made, or about the way I felt about her, they were gone the second my eyes locked with hers. Her bright blue eyes were staring into mine while she said:

" I knew it was you, your scent gave you away." huh

" is that a good thing?" I smirked while our faces were getting closer and closer. Lips just a few inches apart. I laced our fingers together, rubbing small circles with my thumb on the back of her hand. My other hand was tracing her facial feature, going down, collarbone, sternum, finally resting on her stomach. I looked up at her to see if she wanted me to go further. She nodded silently. I closed the gap between us, softly pressing my lips on hers. We didn´t notice that lorelai had left the diner . All I noticed was her soft lips on mine while she was begging me to let her in. I happily obliged and parted my lips to let her tongue slip in. She tasted like coffee and cookies. This was heaven. We were hungrily kissing , teasing each other with out lips, teeth and tongues.

I opened my eyes slowly, trying to get a look of her.

Her eyes were closed , cheeks flushed, her hair a mess and she was more beautiful than ever.

I closed my eyes again and allowed myself to explore her mouth even more. When air started to become an issue, we pulled away, her forehead resting against mine. Her lips were swollen, her eyes still closed . She bit her bottom lip. I couldn´t tear my gaze away. I kissed the tip of her nose and she giggled softly. She wrapped her arms around my neck snuggling into my body. I felt the heat. I kissed the top of her head and closed my eyes, wanting to freeze this moment. Not wanting to have to face real life knowing that the kisses we shared, although amazing , didn´t disguise the fact that we still had a lot to work out.

Total fluff, I know. I thought after all this drama a fluff chapter would be nice..

What do u think ? Bad/ good? Review.

Do you want me to continue or do you think I should just write an epilogue and that´s it then ?

BTW: any name suggestions? For the baby I mean.