Disclaimer: I own none of these characters.
A/N: I am so pleased with all of the review I decided to reward you guys with another chapter, but keep in my mind that this chapter is just not any chapter, this chapter reveals Stacy and Jeff's secret, see what happens when you review, lol, enjoy)
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Stacy sat acroos the hospital room staring off in a corner, not knowing how to respond to Jeff's apology. Should she accept or storm out on him just like she did 3 years ago.
"Say something, Please Stace anything, yell at me tell me you hate!" Jeff said, trying to get reaction from the broken hearted diva.
"I thought we were happy Jeff?" Stacy Spoke, "Weren't you happy? what did I do to make you hurt me like that I thought you loved me." Stacy said some what blaming herself
"Stacy I did love you, I was happy with you, for christ sake you were my world!" Jeff continued "You were my wife." Jeff said in soft voice making Stacy's heart melt at the fact that he had just mentioned she was his wife.
"If I was your world, then why would you ruin that? especially for Trish Stratus?"Stacy asked in angry tone. Jeff stayed silent.
"Jeff when we got married you promised me you would never hurt me! You new that the reason I didn't want to get married was because I new it wouldn't work. But no, you had to try hardest and conience me it was all in my head!" Stacy said
"Stacy, I never ever meant hurt you. You have to believe that." Jeff Said taking Stacy's hand.
"Ya know we would be married for 3 years today?" Stacy asked trying to change the subject. Jeff smiled.
"Yes, I know, and I hope that one day you can forgive me." Jeff said sincerley.
"Jeff, I have forgiven you, I just need you to forgive yourself if were ever gonna get passed this and become friends." Stacy replied stroking Jeff's face.
"I don't think that's ever gonna happen Stace, I hurt the one person who ever really loved me just as much as I loved them, and I know that makes no sense, because if I loved you as much as I 'claimed' I would have never hurt you, but you have to understand that I loved you more than anything, I was just in a bad place, and I felt that if you ever found out how bad it was then you would be disappointed in me" Jeff said, "and I couldn't stand it if found out that I needed drugs to feel...like I was worthy of your love." Jeff explained in shame.
Stacy stared at Jeff in shock, she pulled jeff into a loving hug, she rocked him back and forth as they both weeped into eachother's arms. Stacy stroked his colorfull hair and whispered "I loved you so much." Jeff just continued to hug her tightly, crying even more at her soft words.
"Jeff?" Stacy asked pulling away from Jeff "You keep avoiding my question, tell me what happend between you and Trish." Stacy asked, Jeff stayed quiet
"You deserve an expalnation so your gonna get one." Jeff said sitting up getting ready to explain.
"Well for starters, Trish was my supplier, she was the one who got me hooked on the drugs." Jeff continued, Stacy looke dat him, shock covering her face.
"That's why at the end of our marriage, your behavior started to change? you weren't as sweet and gentle with me as before, we used make gentle sweet love, but then all of sudden it turned into rough sex, unwanted sex." Stacy pointed out, putting her aems around herself all of a sudden feeling violated, Jeff sat there in shame.
"I am sorry if I ever made you feel unsafe, or if I hurt you in 'that' way, you have to know that wasn't me, well that wasn't the Jeff you fell in love with." Jeff said apollogetically.
"Any way, one night I couldn't take it anymore, you had that storyline with Test, and I could see you falling for him, I knew it was my fault because I had pushed you away and didn't make you feel loved anymore." Jeff explained, "So I went to see Trish, I asked for more drugs, we did injection together, and we got really messed up...and we...did it." Jeff finished
" Was that the only time?" Stacy asked not wanting to hear his response. Jeff shook his head.
"No." he said withputting his head down, not wanting to see her broken heart.
"Why couldn't you come to me after the first time?" Stacy asked angrily. "After everytime you were done with Trish you would come home to 'me', Sleep in 'our' bed, kiss ,'me', tell me that you loved 'me'"Stacy continued to yell at Jeff.
"That's because you were the one I loved! Trish was my anger release!" Jeff said, "You don't know the things I did to her, I physically hurt her, I would have killed myself if that was you I was hurting." Jeff explained.
"But 'I' was the one you hurt! don't you see that?"Stacy asked with tears streaming down her face.
"Tell me something Jeff, why was it we could never tell Amy and Matt about us?" Stacy asked
"You know why." Jeff said looking at her like she was ridiculous.
"Why? because they didn't except me? well they except me now, so why can't we tell them now?" Stacy asked
"Because if they found out now, then they would hate us both for lying to them for so long, not only that but I betrayed them by marrying you when I did, do you understand that you were the enemy? I betrayed my brother's and best friend's trust by being with you, That's how much I loved you!" Jeff said making his defense.
"We can't tell them, we can't tell anyone, no one can ever know!" Jeff said looking at Stacy "Stacy look at me, do you understand?" Jeff asked as Stacy nodded "Say it" he said looking into her eyes.
"No one can ever know." She repeated softly
"Know what?" A voice came from the otherside of the door.
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A/N: So? So? two chapters in oneday, not bad huh? don't forget to R&R