Disclaimer; I don't own Charmed.
She should be happy. There were many people who loved her and she had two beautiful babies that needed her. That wasn't the problem.
She was the problem.
"Piper?"
Someone came into the room. She curled up tightly in the bed and hoped whoever it was would think she was asleep.
The person left the room without saying anything else to her.
She felt like she couldn't handle anything anymore. Why bother anyway? As soon as she got something figured out more crap would pop up that she couldn't handle.
She felt like no one needed her anyway. She was replaceable except for the Power of Three crap. It had given her a lot but it had also taken away more from her than she had been able to lose. If she was gone, they would be saved from having to deal with it.
She remained on the bed, wanting to cry, but she found she couldn't. She spent a majority of her time wishing something would happen and she could die. She wasn't sure she could follow through with killing herself but if it was fate, even a fate she pushed herself into...
She had spent the first few weeks of this chasing demons – on a one-woman mission with the ultimate goal of losing; but she was always joined by her sisters and refused to allow them to get hurt and always wound up killing the demons before they killed her.
So that made her feel like a failure too. So she resigned herself to laying on her bed, feeling horrible about her life and the choices she had made to get herself to this point.
She heard one of the babies crying. It didn't matter anyway. There were many people in this house that were ready and willing to take care of them. They'd probably be more comfortable with one of them anyway.
She fell asleep praying that the "higher power" would take her and finally give her some piece.
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