Rev Bem

No, I cannot go in there and tell him his fate. Not after what happened so recently. He was attacked and raped by my own kind and I doubt he will want to see me, especially not after what he saw me like just a short time ago. But we are moving into the room and I seem drawn to his bed. Harper has always been terrified of magog and now he will have to live out his worst nightmare, with me here as a constant reminder. Tyr looks stoic as always but I think that under that veneer he is starting to unconsciously allow himself to feel, protective, over our engineer. Trance obviously feels dreadful about having to break the news and I feel that they will be looking to me for spiritual guidance over the next few days and weeks. But I'm not sure if I can provide it any more; not after what I became.