In the moments between life and death you have some opportunity to reflect upon yourself and the choices you have made.
She knew that she had done some good things – that she had done things for others and had made the world a better place. But it didn't matter in the long run. She felt like she had failed at her life. She couldn't let go of the things that don't matter. She couldn't move on. Somewhere inside of her she knew that she didn't want to – didn't have the energy and didn't know how to be the person she used to be.
Her life didn't matter anymore.