Ch.4 Her Diary

I love you oh…
I love you oh…
I love you (2x)
Forever I will sing
Forever I will be with you
Be with you…

- (Darlene Zschech) I love you

Trunks watched her leave. Hey what's that? Oh, it's her diary." Trunks picked up the diary. I shouldn't read it… but… she once said that I could… long time ago… technically… I could… Trunks opened it up to 3 years ago.

May.21.

He's so perfect, I know Goten, who is? I give you one clue, lilac hair. Trunks? He's so… perfect? Goten, how'd you know? You already said it; don't be so stupid, Panny. Go away! Bye.

Anyway diary, I just told Goten to keep it a secret, I can trust him, I guess. I can't help it, I know there's a big age difference and stuff but… he's so kind and always there, not to mention completely gorgeous…

Trunks shut the book, then as an afterthought, opened it up to five months ago.

March.17

Maron overheard me talking to Goten; she knows I'm crazy in love… talk about crazy… I just can't stop thinking about him… As much as Maron and I hate each other, I hope that she doesn't do anything… like how she ruined it for Goten and Bila…

March.18

I hate her. She took his heart… but I can tell that it's a game for her… I know Trunks will end up feeling hurt… but how do I tell him that without sounding jealous? Because that's exactly what I am… I can't stand it… I live only because of him… mom and dad are always fighting… and they barely know that I exist… I don't want to train with him anymore… I can't bear to look into those beautiful blue eyes and let him see the pain in my mine. It's too hard to truly see him… when everywhere I look; I see his face... I want him happy… I want him to laugh and smile…

April. 9

I quit training with Trunks. Vegeta somehow knew… about the whole entire situation… He told me that he'd train me… he said that he wished that I was his own… I do too… mom and dad don't even speak to each other. No one else knows… not even Goten… I think that I like it that way. He loves me like a sister… I don't want to cause him grief… I want Trunks happy… and if that means I'll be like this… lonely and feeling that emptiness… so be it…

Trunks closed the book and stood up. I've got to find her!

Waves of mercy
Waves of grace
Everywhere I look
I see your face
This love has captured me
Oh my God this love
How can it be?

-(Hill songs) Waves of mercy