I must say I'm quite excited that I'm finishing up here; I've never actually finished and posted a fanfic before…OO

I'm currently immersed in the Final Fantasy/ Kingdom Hearts soundtrack my good friend Travis made for me, and my love for him has doubled in the last three minutes.

Anyway, here you are…

Chapter 7

Remus stared out over the grounds. The sun was sinking, casting and orange light on the stone of the balcony. People were lulling around in the courtyard below, laughing and talking. Remus glared at them. Every time he'd heard one of the rumors, it had hit home that he was the source of Sirius's pain. He couldn't run from it. His thoughts had tortured him and tormented him as he squirmed with guilt. Of course he'd thought of talking to Sirius, but he couldn't even think of what he would say to him, and had been avoiding contact. He couldn't even begin to hope that Sirius would forgive him. How could he? He had hurt Sirius, almost killed him, and left him in pain for hours, maybe stepping on him, beating on him, torturing him in his wolf form…

"Hey you…" the hand on his shoulder and Sirius's voice made him jump. His eyes shot open, but he continued to stare at the ground. He could feel Sirius standing next to him by the heat of his body and his scent as the wind blew his hair to the side, causing a tickling sensation against Remus's neck. He shivered.

A few minutes of silence, and Remus ventured a glance at Sirius, who had his eyes closed, his face upturned to catch the sun. The sight was beautiful

"Nice breeze, this," Sirius muttered. Remus shrank a little. Yeah…

He still couldn't speak. He stared at the ground again. Minutes ticked by in silence. Long, agonizing minutes in which Remus struggled with himself and his guilt. Finally he fell to his knees, tears streaming down his face.

"Remus!" Sirius knelt beside him, placing a hand on his back, a worried look stretching his eyes.

"Sirius I…I cant take it anymore!"

Sirius stared gently, but said nothing.

"You should stay away from me. James and Peter, too." His words were choked and jagged as he buried his face in his hands. This hurt so much…

" What are you talking about? I—"

"Sirius! Look what I did to you! My hands…they were covered in your blood! I can still see it! You can't stay near me anymore…I'll hurt you a gain, I know it…" Remus shook silently for a moment, waiting for Sirius to walk away. He couldn't believe what he was saying. He was driving away the only person who cared about him, who didn't regard him as a monster. Each word he spoke had felt like a stab form a rusty knife. He would be alone again. Utterly alone, sulking in a corner every month, biting himself to get rid of that feeling of bloodlust he knew would condemn him…

" Hey." Sirius's voice reached him through his cloud of thoughts, soft and warm. Remus looked up. Yes, he was still there. He wasn't hallucinating. "I'm not going anywhere, you hear me?" Sirius said suddenly, almost fiercely. Remus turned away.

" You don't mean that,"

Remus was deciding whether he wanted Sirius to mean it when Sirius suddenly took Remus's chin and forced him to look him in the eye. Sirius's dark eyes shined faintly in the dusk sun. He pressed his lips to Remus's.

Ooo0ooOoo0

A/N

Holy crap, I must stop it at this. You crezzeh fangirls will have been screaming, and those against this pairing would have already left. Alas.

And so, I have no idea exactly what color Sirius's eyes are…ill have to do some research.

Be back soon with the REACTIoN! Dun Dun Dunnn…..