Decisions Chapter 6 Endless agony The next day it was Samhain. And the others came back to the cave as they promised. But not alone. A few people from Wickham were with them. Edward, Meg and many more. They all gathered inside the cave and made themselves comfortable. Edward said to Marion, "I've heard no good news about Robin. How is he?"
Marion shook her head sadly: "Over the last few days he nearly died of a fever."
Edward looked at her, shocked. "I understand. But what happened? Little John won´t tell me."
"We ran into an ambush," Marion told him. "He was caught and, before we were able to free him, Gisburne tortured him. And he was seriously wounded when he saved John´s life, while John was freeing him. John felt very bad about that. Maybe that's why he hasn't told you."
Edward nodded. "Herne didn´t intervene? Didn´t say anything?" he asked.
"It's as if he's vanished into thin air."
"Strange. Maybe there is a reason for that."
"I've given up searching for reasons, Edward."
"Can I talk to him?"
"He's unconscious..." Marion sighed. Edward was disappointed. "But I´ll tell you when he is awake," she hurriedly consoled him.
"Thank you, Marion." Edward walked back worried and sat down among the others, they talked sadly with each other.

Marion went back to her husband to look after him. Robin was awake. She sat down and took his hand. "What happened to you, my love?" she asked. "Why all this pain?"
Robin shook his head slowly. "…destiny…" was all she heard.
"You were close to death, Robin," she whispered. "I know...but I...escaped...it!" Robin panted.
Marion nodded, a wry smile on her lips. "Indeed, you did. Edward asked for you."
"Is he...here?"
"Yes, we want to celebrate Samhain, but I´m not really in the mood to celebrate," Marion explained.
Robin touched her hand gently. "You needn't look after me all the time, Marion," Robin said, pushing down the oncoming pain.
"Why not?"
"To put your mind on other things." Robin closed his eyes. He felt the pain deep inside and he knew that he wouldn't be able to hold it back any longer. "Marion." His fingers clutched her hands. "Please...I..."
Marion looked at him anxiously. His body cramped and he clutched her arms. The blanket fell off his body, and Marion tried not to look at his emaciated and injured figure. His bandages had turned red, and some of the wounds had re-opened, too. Marion kept him close and never forgot his horrible, pained scream when he felt he couldn't bear it any longer. She felt his fingers dig into her shoulders.
The conversation at the other end of the cave stopped, and John was the first who hurried towards them. Robin groaned and panted heavily. John freed Marion carefully and took over her role. Marion groaned too. Robin had nearly broken her collarbone in his agony.
Robin started to struggle to get free, but he had no chance. John's iron fists held him firmly. "I´m not your enemy, Robin," John said, trying to calm Robin down, but it wasn't easy.
Robin didn't notice anything around him. The pain was too strong. John had no other choice than to hold him firmly because if Robin moved too much all of his wounds would open again.
Pain shot through Robin's body and he screamed again and again. In the end his voice was only a hoarse whimper, and then Robin tired and lost consciousness.

John laid him down gently, fighting hard against his tears and the anger. He covered Robin's naked body with the blanket and lowered his head. Tuck knelt beside Robin and looked hurriedly at his wounds.
He changed the bloody bandages and said to John: "Thank you, John. I think you prevented something worse from happening."
John nodded silently. It was no comfort to him. "I feel responsible for all that's happened," he told Tuck.
Tuck looked up. "It makes no sense to reproach yourself."
Marion said: "It was his decision to save your life."
"I know..." John answered. They all knew how he must feel, but none of them had behaved any differently. Marion hugged John and he breathed deeply.
"I hope his grief ends soon," Tuck said sadly. Marion looked at him anxiously. "His wounds won't heal quickly, Marion," Tuck replied. "He will suffer for a long time and I don´t know if he has the strength to go through that. Every battle he has won so far has meant a loss of strength, Herne's Son or not. Every breath could be the last, Little Flower. He's dying. That's his true condition," Tuck said solemnly.
"I was afraid you would say that," Marion answered and looked lovingly at her husband's face. "As long as he lives, I won't give up, Tuck. Hope never dies." Marion took her place next to Robin and stroked his sweaty face softly.
"If you need me, Little Flower..." Tuck offered. Marion nodded but knew he had to go. Their guests needed food.
John hesitated, before leaving as well. "If I can do something..." he said.
"Just look after our guests, and, if you want, you can look after us from time to time," she said. John nodded and, after a long look at his friend, he turned back to the others. Marion was alone with her dying husband.
"Why is Herne doing this to you?" she asked again. "So much pain and grief – for what? If he wanted you to die, why not be fast and merciful? Why this?" Marion couldn´t understand. Since they had rescued him from the village, she had seen him dying a bit more every day. His painful scream was still in her ears.

After a couple of hours he moved a bit. His eyes opened with a struggle. Marion slid a hand beneath his neck and raised his head slowly into her lap. "Marion!" His voice was low, trembling. "I cannot...any...longer..." His voice faded away.
Tears dropped down her cheeks. "Don't leave me alone, my love. I beg you!" She cradled him softly.
Robin breathed shallowly. "It's beyond...my decision...now. My strength is up," he groaned.

"If Herne lets you die in this way, I'll damn him!" she said wildly.
"No...my dear...do...not. It's...beyond his...control…too." He closed his eyes with a sigh. "I can't...promise you...that I'll...be...with you...any longer…"
"Oh, Robin!" Marion cried, tears streaming down her cheeks now, seeping into her husband's dark hair.
"I...love...you, Marion. I...always will." A heavy shudder ran through his body and his hand reached for the wound in his side. Robin groaned. "It hurts so... much..."
Marion kissed him carefully. She felt his hot face and noticed that his fever had returned. Robin's ordeal seemed to have no end. His trembling thin hand touched her face. "I love you so much, Marion!" he said, a weak but warm smile for her on his lips. Then he lost he consciousness again. His hand fell. Marion buried her head between Robin's head and his shoulder and cried all her sorrow out.

She didn't know when she fell asleep, when the exhaustion came. She only knew that she dreamt. She dreamt about their wedding, the time they spend together without anyone else, the good and the bad times they had. The dream stopped when she died after their escape from Nottingham. Suddenly Herne was in front of her."The Powers of Light and Darkness are vanishing, my child! Only this night – the world of the living and the dead are thus close! Act quickly!" The last thing she saw was Rhiannon's Wheel before she woke up.

She was lying next to her husband, covered by a blanket. It was silent all around, the fires were burnt down, and everyone was sleeping. They hadn´t been in the mood to celebrate a happy feast. The circumstances were too serious. She looked into John's face. The giant had guarded them since she had fallen asleep. "Sleep, Marion. You need rest."
She shook her head. The dream had tried to tell her something. "We have to hurry. Herne spoke to me!" she said firmly, once she had remembered. "We have to take Robin to Rhiannon's Wheel. Quickly! We haven't much time."
John looked at her in confusion. Edward was the next one who joined them. He was the only one who was awake. The rest were still sleeping. He looked at Robin, then at Marion. "I felt Herne's presence. Has he told you something?" he wanted to know.
Marion nodded.
"Then we have no time to lose."
"Slowly. What happened here?" John asked.
"If we don't take Robin to Rhiannon's Wheel he will die. Herne was in my dream and he told me that the Powers of Light and Darkness are vanishing. We must use this night, Samhain, because only this time the worlds of the dead and the living were thus close! We must take him to Rhiannon's Wheel. Do you understand?" she asked.
"Only half of it, but I´m ready. I'll do anything if it will save his life." John stood up and lifted Robin easily into his arms. The three went silently out of the cave and hurried in the direction of Rhiannon's Wheel. Nasir, who was on guard, glanced after them with a strange look and walked into the cave to wake the others.