Suck my Kiss

I didn't know what to except from him. I thought maybe he would just ignore it and try to kiss me or pull back with an exasperated look. Instead he tighten his grip on my thighs to the point where he was causing me pain and glared at me.

"Why? Again with the same thing Harry! Don't you ever tire of it?" He snapped at me.

How dare he get mad at me! I was only trying to save his sorry arse. It's not like he cared about me anyways. How is it that I can go from being overwhelmed with this boy to wanting to hit him so hard that maybe I could knock some sense into him.

"Maybe I don't feel like being your fuck-toy anymore!" I glared at him and pushed him away.

Suddenly Draco smirked and leaned in close to my face. His lips were a mere inch away from my own, his breath fanning my face. "But you see my dear Harry you like being my fuck-toy." He gave me a quick kiss.

I've never been good at stopping my impulses, and this was one of them. I reeled back my hand to give him a good smack but he caught my hand and held it in place. He was still smirking, damn him.

"Tsk now that's not nice." Draco drawled.

"Go to hell!" I pulled my hand away from his and got off the teacher's desk. I made for the door, more heated then I've ever been. It wasn't until he had me pinned to the wall did I know what was happening. Draco came behind me; he didn't turn me around instead just pinned me so that I was facing the door and hands were on either side of my head. He bit my neck hard, knowing that he would leave a mark.

"Get off!"

"Don't act like you don't like it." His hard body was rubbing against my own, and even thought I was still mad I wanted him. Draco knew it too. Turning me around he quickly unbutton my shirt casting it away, I did the same with his robe and shirt.

Draco made a trail starting from my lips to jaw to neck and then trailed his tongue down my abdomen. I was trembling, I wanted it now but he made it painfully slow. I didn't notice it when he took off my pants and boxers in one quick movement, nor did I realize that he was naked as well. But I did feel him thrust into me. My back hitting the door every time his weight would push inside me. My legs were around his waist and my nails clawing his back, leaving pinkish lines. Both our breaths were coming in short pants, his moans filling my ears and me whimpering against the hollow of his neck. Pumping harder and harder until he filled me and I came over our stomachs.

Draco put me back on my feet they were still shaky and I let myself slide to the floor. "I hate you." I covered my nakedness by bringing my legs to my chest.

"No you don't." Draco ran his hand through my wet locks and got dressed. I still hadn't moved and he looked down at me before waving his wand. My clothes were back on.

He picked me up by my armpits and looked straight into my eyes. I couldn't read the expression in them. "See you later." He left the classroom and the door closed behind him with a soft click.

I stood there in the room still after Draco left. The sweat had cooled off and the smell of sex still lingered in the air. Using my wand I conjured a crystal ball and threw it across the room, watching with satisfaction as it shattered on the impact, some of my own anger leaving me.

Does it make me shallow that the only reason I didn't end it with Draco is because I like the sex too much? I mean I saw the vision and I know what's going to happen if we stay together but... I know if I'd really tried I could have ended it but I didn't try. Why? Because as much as I loathe to admit it I don't want to give up the Slytherin yet. Voldemort be damn.

I left the room with an even bigger headache then I left the hospital wing with. And finally made it to Gryffindor Common Room to find it filled with Gryffindors of all years and every single one of them looked at me when I entered.

This confused me until I remembered that all the school knew of my passing out in the great hall from the vision. Ignoring them all I made my way up to my dorm to find Ron playing chess with Dean, Seamus was watching and Neville was no where to be seen. They all stared as I entered. None with a weird look that everyone else gave but of concern.

"Where have you been Harry? Madam Pomfrey said she let you out about an hour ago." Ron said upsetting the game by getting up but paying no attention too it.

"I went to take a walk. I had to get a change of scenery. You know how much I hate the hospital wing." I hope I was grinning not grimacing.

"Oh you should have waited for us." The redhead referred to Hermione.

"Where is 'Mione?" I asked going to my trunk to get my towel out.

"The library." Three people in the room answered me. We all looked at each other and laughed. It felt good. There was no tension here, no drama. Just my dorm-mates relaxing on a lazy Saturday morning.

"I'm going to take a shower, kay." They all nodded and I made for the door again.

"Hurry back so I can beat your arse at chess!" Ron called out after me.

I smiled while rolling my eyes. For the moment Draco, Blaise and Voldemort were forgotten. It felt almost normal whatever that meant.

Halfway through December Dumbledore announced that Hogwarts would be holding a ball, The Snowball. The minute I heard this I knew I was not going to bring a date along. Technically I wasn't seeing Draco but I didn't want to hurt anyone else by thinking they had a chance with me. And I to tell the truth I didn't want to go with anyone.

By the end of the week I had many offers, from every house except Slytherin but I just smiled and shook my head 'no', but asked them to save me a dance. Ron and the other boys couldn't fathom why I would turn down every girl that would ask me but I just shrugged my shoulders. I saw Draco 3 more times that week, neither of us wanted to acknowledge the fight we had weeks ago, so it was left unspoken about.

I had a free period before I had to go to charms on Wednesday; I decided to ditch Ron and Dean and headed out to the lake. From where I stood I could see Hagrid teaching third years Ravenclaws and Hufflepuffs about unicorns. I watched for a while when a hand landed on my shoulder, I turned to see Blaise smiling at me.

"Hey Harry."

"Hi Blaise, free period too?" He nodded and sat down beside me.

"I wanted to ask you if you're going with anyone to the snowball?" I shook my head, waiting for the words I knew that would come. I hadn't really seen the slytherin much in the whole week as we only shared 3 classes together. We only shared smiles in the past week. I could tell it was annoying to Draco but like I told him, he wouldn't control me.

"Go with me." It sounded like a command not a question.

"Sorry Blaise but this year I'm going alone." I smile apologetic to him. He reached out and cupped my cheek in his palm.

"Please?" I shook my head, still smiling. I felt his fingers caress the side of my lips. Blaise leaned in closer and kissed me softly. It was gentle and not urgent or filled with mad passion. His tongue lightly coaxed my lips to open and I gave in, feeling his wet tongue massage my own. Blaise put more force into the kiss and brought me closer to him, so that I was nearly on top of him. Reality came back and I pushed away from the kiss and his embrace.

"I'm sorry." I got up quickly. I went back into the castle and to my next class in a slight daze, wondering why I let Blaise kiss me.

I saw Draco later that night. I knew that he knew that I kissed Blaise or rather Blaise kissed me. I could tell because of the look in his eyes. They tell me when I'm mad my eyes go a shade darker and brighter but his are different. His eyes get cold and turn ice blue.

"I told you not see Blaise!" He flung me into the chair behind me.

Glaring back I said. "And I told you, you don't control my life or me!" He glared at me.

"What did he ask you?"

"None of your goddamn business!" Draco came closer, trapping me so there was no way I could have stood up much less escape.

"Why were you kissing?" I stayed silent just glaring at him. I knew he was losing his patience. "Tell me!" He screamed in my face.

"Screw you!" I pushed him, as I tried to get up.

Draco lost his temper. The blonde roughly pushed me back into the chair and slapped my face hard enough to leave a red mark. It did sting but it hurt me more that he actually dared to hit me. For a moment I just held my cheek before finally turning to him.

Draco was shocked more then me, his eyes were wide, staring at where he hit me. It seemed like he wanted to say something or touch my face but I stood up backing away from him.

"Harry-"

"If you send me a stupid rose I swear I'll hurt you. Don't come near me!" I yelled at him as he took a step forward.

"I'm sorry, I was mad." He tried to reason taking a step back.

"So you hit me? Just leave me alone!"

He grabbed my arm as I reached the door. "I'm sorry." I retracted my hand as if he held an infection and glared icily.

I left the room but I knew I couldn't go to Gryffindor common room, to many people would see the mark. Hermione and Ron would ask too many questions and possibly go to the headmaster. I ended up going to where I always went when I wanted to hide from the world. The roof of the Astronomy tower.

I just sat there for many hours with my knees drawn up and my arms tight around them. I couldn't stop a few tears from escaping but I brushed away at them angrily. I was furious at so many things. At myself for getting into this mess, it was much simpler to go around hating each other then sleeping with each other. I was mad at him for seducing me into it, for slapping me, for being jealous, just everything. I didn't know why it hurt so much, not the slap, Uncle Vernon had done worst to me, no what hurt was that he actually hit me because I let Blaise kiss me.

I mean come on, he has a girlfriend that he sleeps with and do you see me slapping him all over the place. But as I sat up there an idea started to form. I would get my revenge on him and Draco would never lay another hand on me again.

Three days later I planned to get my payback. But it had to be timed perfectly. And to my great relief it worked out flawlessly. Blaise was outside with Draco the one person I was hoping for and to add to the bonus no one was around except them.

"Blaise!" They both turned around at the same time. Blaise smiled at me as I approached and Draco just stared at me with a blank look. We hadn't so much as looked at each other for the pass three days.

"Hey Harry what's up." I didn't answer but instead kissed him fully on the lips and I made sure it was my tongue going into his mouth. Blaise kissed back eagerly and as we snogged I opened my eyes and stared right at Draco, who was glaring right back at me, I knew my eyes looked frosty. It wasn't till we needed air did that I re-closed my eyes and pulled away with a smile, ignoring Draco's glare.

"Thanks." I kissed Blaise on the lips one last time and walked away.

The next day while I was coming from charms Draco pulled me into a room and shut the door behind him. I knew he wouldn't have come to me any early, 'cause of his fury. But now he stared at me with a blank look.

"I'm sorry, I know what you did yesterday was to teach me a lesson."

I remained silent my face not giving anything away. Draco sighed and came closer to me, seeing that I wasn't moving away he put his hands around my waist.

"I'm really sorry." He really did sound it." I just got jealous thinking that you might be with someone else, I know it doesn't justify what I did."

"It doesn't." I turned my head away.

He gently turned my head to face him. His touch was feather light as if he was afraid to touch me. "I know please forgive me." I didn't say anything and turned my head the other way again. Looking at him would be my downfall. "Please? I'm begging I never beg." He gave me a chaste kiss on the cheek. I was giving in.

"If you ever hit me again I won't come back." I told him seriously. Draco nodded not meeting my eyes and tipped my head back to insert his tongue into my mouth.

"Wanna head to my room?"

"Lunch will be over soon."

Draco came close to my ear and whispered. "Don't worry we'll be quick." And licked my ear so that it got wet and blew on it sending a chill down my spine. I gave in.

Hi everybody :A cheers of hi's go around: Okay so did you enjoy it? I thought it was kind of...: trails off muttering to herself: Anyways sorry this chapter was late but I kind of hit a writer's block and I didn't know how I wanted it to come out.. So yeah.

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