Unwind...
I love him? I love Draco Malfoy... No it couldn't be true I just said that to Hermione and Ron because I was mad, it was said in the heat of the moment. Right? I sighed deeply and covered my face with my hands wishing I would just wake up and find myself in bed, everything being just a dream.
I left the Gryffindor common room in shock not even paying attention to where I was running and only stopped when I felt that my heart would burst through my chest from lack of air. I was in some of the part of the castle but right now I'm not thinking about the castle but what I had just reveal to Hermione and Ron and myself.
But no! It's an infatuation something that I can walk away from anytime I want too. I shook my head when I realized what I had just said to myself. That must have been the biggest lie I have ever told in my life. If I wanted to walk away from this then I would of months ago, I wouldn't have demanded Draco to tell me what side he was on. And I wouldn't have been thrilled when Draco finally told me that he was on my side.
I admit it now... I am in love with Draco Malfoy. So what am I going to do about it? Nothing that's what. I can't tell him, what if he doesn't feel the same way? What if I tell him and he decides to end it? For some reason the thought of him leaving me would break me.
I sat down, my back against the wall. I'm still slightly out of breath from all the running but my thoughts are still running a mile a minute. I wonder what Hermione and Ron must think and what Draco did after I left him in the tower. All these thoughts are giving me a headache and all I want to do is shut my mind off, even if it's just for a little while.
"Potter what are you doing here?" A sharp voice brought me out of my thinking and I looked up into Snape's glaring face.
"Sitting." I said unwisely and his glare intensifies.
"Five points from Gryffindor for getting smart with a professor. The welcoming feast is about to start so get down to the great hall now." The potion master said before turning his back on me and walking away with his trademark billowing robes.
I glared at him and pushed myself off the ground making myself remember how to get to the great hall from where I am. In honesty I had forgotten all about the feast and that the students would be coming back today. I don't want them back yet cause that means class will start up again and I will have to focus on work and at the moment I have enough to think about.
As I neared the Great Hall I heard chattering and I knew that the students were already there and the feast has begun, I'm tempted to skip it and go to bed but knowing Snape he would take more points off for not attending. So instead I straighten my shoulders and put a brave face on before I entered the room. I noticed Draco sitting with Pansy and a few other slytherins as soon as I walked in and then I noticed Ron and Hermione sitting together talking quietly with themselves. They looked up at me as I sat with Dean and Seamus but didn't say anything before resuming their own conversation.
It didn't go unnoticed by my roommates. "What's up Harry had a fight with them?" Seamus, the most bold asked me.
I shook my head piling on food that I didn't intend to eat on my plate. The sandy haired boy didn't stop his line of questioning though.
"Then what's wrong? Hermione and Ron came in all serious looking and haven't talked to anyone since they sat down. And you look like hell mate."
"Thank you Seamus." I rolled my eyes and poked at my food.
"We're just worried Harry." Dean put in and Neville nodded. I guess I should have felt grateful that their concern but right now I wanted to be left alone.
"It's nothing; we had an argument ok." Seamus looked like he was about to say something but I cut him off before he can even say anything. "Leave it alone." I finished telling them and turn to my untouched food.
They take the hint and most of the sixth years Gryffindors are quiet and subsided. I almost wish something would happen or that Dumbledore would say the feast is over and goodnight. Unfortunately something did happen.
Midway through the feast Blaise decided to charm me with his presence, getting the attention of most of the gryffindors. It was a weird occurrence when a slytherin approached the gryffindor table.
"Have a moment Harry?"
"For you Blaise, no." I told him irritated, not in the frame of mind to deal with him.
"Oh but you can spare a second unless you want me to say whatever I need to say in front of your friends." He threw a smile at my roommates. Now everyone is watching curiously and I'm getting madder by the second.
Too much has happened in one single day for me too deal with him. "Blaise leave now." I narrowed my eyes at him. Counting in my head backward from ten, slowly.
"Harry be reasonable."
"One." I stood up.
I don't think he saw it coming I sure didn't. I punched Blaise in the face hard. I couldn't take it anymore I just needed to get all my aggravation out and he was right there. Not that he stood there and took it, after he got over the shock he hit me right back. We threw a few more punches at each other before some gryffindors held me back and ravenclaws held him back. I knew in the morning I was going to have a bruise on my cheek and a black eye, and I think I might of broken Blaise's nose but I'm not sure.
I struggled against my roommates and only stopped when the headmaster stood between us. He gave both of us a hard look and I bowed my head ashamed. The great hall was in total silence as they waited for what Dumbledore had to say.
"The two of you in my office right now." Without another word he left the Great Hall with Blaise and me trailing behind him.
Neither of us spoke as we followed the headmaster to his office and I realized this was the first time I was going to his office because I was actually in trouble. Disappointment rose in me and my shoulders dropped even lower then they already were.
"You stay out here Mr. Potter; I will call you after I deal with Blaise." Dumbledore said before heading into his office the slytherin looking pale following him in.
I sighed and waited for my turn, which was about five minutes later. Blaise passed me without saying anything but threw me a dirty look, which I ignored. I wouldn't admit out loud but it felt good to wipe the smirk off his face.
I entered the headmaster's office and waited for Dumbledore to reprimand me. His powerful blue eyes stared at me for a moment before speaking. "I am very disappointed in you Harry, I expect better from you." I remained quiet.
"You will serve two weeks detention with Prof. Snape after dinner and Gryffindor loses twenty points." He handed me my punishment, which is harsh, but I can't do anything but accept it. I know he's not finished and I waited for the question he is dying to ask me.
"Why Harry, you threw the first punch and you're not one to go around picking fights."
I sighed. "I don't know sir, I was just mad and he wouldn't go away." I know it sounded pathetic but it's the truth.
"That still doesn't justify you fighting. Next time there will be worse consequences. Sirius will be told of these." He added and I looked up at him sharply.
"Does he have to know?" I asked him,
"Yes now you are dismissed."
"But sir-"
"Dismissed Harry." Dumbledore said more fiercely.
"Goodnight sir." He nodded and I left his office heading to the Gryffindor common room with more problems to deal with.
I will never have an easy life.
A/n- Inspiration has been a dear friend of mine as of late and so many ideas have been popping into my head that I need to write. So how about it do you like it?
So no Harry/Draco interaction but I did have Blaise/Harry interaction, a fight. Was it believable? Next chapter out whenever I get another idea for it.
Next chapter I will have Draco and Harry interaction, maybe more of his best friends. And does Pansy have something in store for Draco? I don't but lets see.
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