LAST WARNING THE FIRST PART IS A RAPE SCENE. SEMI-GRAHPIC. DON'T LIKE IT DON'T READ IT AND SKIP ON TO SNAPE'S POV!
Don't Fake This
Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
Blaise P.O.V
I have a waited a long time for this, brewing the potion was easy enough but having the perfect opportunity to give it to Harry was difficult. He was always surrounded by his friends and I never got a chance to get him alone. But tonight couldn't have been more perfect! The gryffindors were having practice and my Harry ended up staying alone, while everyone made their way back to the school. I knew no other team would be out tonight so I waited till Harry was to high for him to see me and made my way to where his water bottle sat on the bench. Smiling I took out the small vase that held the clear liquid and poured all of into Harry's water. Setting it down I made my way back to hiding behind one of the stands to wait for him. It wasn't that much longer before he flew down and just like it was meant to be Harry drank the water and not even three minutes later he fell to his knees. I caught him by the waist before he hit his head on the ground and dragged him, to where I had been hiding.
With Harry's hands tied up together, I ran my hand through his midnight colored hair and tangled my fingers in them, pulling his head back so that he was facing me. Harry's eyelids were covering his emerald eyes, his face pale but his cheeks still held a slight flush to them from all the flying he had done. His mouth was slightly parted and I pressed my own lips to his petal soft ones. No reaction. But what did I care in moments I would have him entirely.
Sadly I sighed and ran my hand down one side of his face, cupping his cheek. "I would have given you everything love but you refused me. Instead you gave yourself to Malfoy." I said to him. "Malfoy!" I spat angrily, tightening my hold on his hair. "He has everything... But he will never love you like I do."
I kissed Harry again this time my tongue invading the inner-softness of his mouth. I moaned and climbed on to his lap. "But no worries love I have you now."
I undressed Harry slowly, very slowly enjoying the feel of his skin, the hardness of his tight abdomen and muscles of his thighs. Harry was perfection. Soon I had removed all his clothing throwing them aside and I touched him in places I had only dreamed of touching Harry. I placed kisses on his face, neck, chest...everywhere.
I moaned loudly as I slid into him, I hadn't prepared him deciding to take him raw but that made it all the more pleasurable to me. I had planned to take Harry slowly, enjoying it but with every thrust I went faster and harder into him. As I came I cried out, never feeling so whole in my life.
Still on top of Harry I regained control of my breath. "You will always belong to me." I bent my head to the hollow of his neck and bit down hard so as to leave a mark for everyone to see I had my claim on my Harry.
Snape's POV
Damn Potter! Just like his father Potter thought he was too good for things, but at least his father turned up for detention when it was given to him. Potter and his over inflated head thought he was too good for detention, well the boy is in for a surprise for now Potter will have to serve detention, with me...now at night while everyone else is asleep.
I made my way to the gryffindor common room and gave the password to the portrait. Even though I wasn't the head of house of gryffindor, and thank god for that, all the professors knew the passwords to all the houses. The drowsy fat lady let me in with a yawn and I entered the common room. Red and gold assaulted me, I always hated those colors, and ever since I met Sirius Black and James Potter I had loathed them. But anyways I looked around the room seeing that only a few upper-year students were up talking or doing homework, they all stopped to look who had entered and all of their eyes widen as they saw it was me. I couldn't hold back the smirk that played on my lips as I gazed around the room trying to spot anyone who could get me Potter. To my luck I spotted Weasley and Granger sitting by the fire, but no Potter... and they were the only ones who hadn't taken notice of my entrance.
I walked towards them noticing that all the other students were making a point not to stare at me. Ah what I've always wanted for the Gryffindors to fear me. But right now I wanted Potter so that I could humiliate him.
"Weasley, Granger where is Potter?" I snapped at them and finally they looked up at me. But instead of apprehensive look that I expected, they looked worried and Weasley looked as if he wanted to just leave the room.
"We don't know Prof. Snape we thought he was still in detention with you. We've been waiting for him." Granger answered me.
"Potter never showed up to his detention with me, hence me being here asking for him." They looked even more worried if that was possible. "Where was the last place you saw Potter?"
I swear to you it was a wonder the boy was still alive with all the messes he put himself in. Potter probably saw something that wasn't his business and of course he couldn't just sit by and let it be.
"We were at Quidditch practice and he said he was going to stay outside for a little
longer, then he was going to go to your detention Prof." Weasley said.
Ok so it wasn't something dangerous, Potter was probably still outside flying around on that damn broom. I glared at the two students in front of me and told them.
"Potter probably forgot the time. I'll go and get him now."
"But sir that was two hours ago." Granger pointed out.
"I'm well aware of that Miss. Granger." I snapped at her and started to leave the common room.
"Can we go with you sir?" This time it was Weasley who spoke.
Like I wanted to drag two annoying gryffindors with me so I told them no and said if I caught them out of bed they would be joining Potter in detention. Weasley looked like he was going to retort but his little girlfriend stopped him wisely. Now I was making my way to the Quidditch pitch to look for Potter. This was only making me angrier wasting my time by looking for him but it would be more fuel to yell at Potter.
I was standing in the middle of the pitch but saw no sign of him anywhere, where could Potter have gone and why did something in my gut tell me there was something very wrong. Walking around I found a half empty water bottle and Potter's broom. Picking them up I noticed the dirt had a strange imprint. It looked as if someone had been half-dragged, slowly I followed it and found another set of footprints. Following them both I made my way to the back of the bleachers and found a site that made me blanch.
Potter was propped up against the metal pole of the stands though his head was resting on his bare chest. On closer scrutiny I saw the vomit covering his torso which was rising to slowly for my liking. From what I saw he was naked only covered by his own ripped clothes. The area smelt of sex and I didn't want to believe what I saw, it wasn't possible this was Potter we're talking about...Bloody Perfect Potter. Quickly I knelt down by him and lifted his face gently, his eyes were closed and his lips were bruised. Scratch marks were on his upper body as well as his thighs whoever had attacked him had bit his neck hard.
"Potter?" I said softly but he didn't respond there wasn't any indication that was even conscience. I looked down at his bare legs and winced when I saw blood drying on his thighs. Even without checking I knew Potter had been raped... Why and who would dare to mess with Dumbledore's golden boy though I didn't know.
Carefully I picked Potter up and raced back to the school but made sure not to cause Potter anymore discomfort, lucky for the both of us all the students were already in bed. I made into the hospital wing making sure not to bother the boy in my arms, though he was still very much out of it as I placed him on the bed gently and called out for the nurse.
"POPPY!" I called to her again wondering why she was taking so damn long. Potter needed help now, I didn't know how long ago he was assaulted and as loathed as I was to admit I was worried.
Finally the nurse came out pulling on a night robe. "Yes Prof. Snape?" She was still heavy-eyed and I couldn't blame her, it was nearly midnight.
"It's Potter, he's been attacked." I said to her quickly and Poppy looked down at the bed where I was standing by and gasped.
"Oh dear what happened to him now?" She got her wand out muttering spells under her breath.
"Poppy I think he was raped." The gray-haired nurse stopped her wand waving and looked up at me shocked.
"Please tell me you're joking."
"No." I shook my head frowning. I looked back down at Potter and for the first time I actually felt something other then annoyance, hate, or anger for the boy. For the first time I felt sorry and concern for a Potter... The world must be coming to an end.
Ron's POV
Snape had told us to go to bed after he left, but like we would listen to him. Hermione and I were worried for Harry, we knew him well enough to know that he wouldn't just skip detention, no matter how much he loved flying or disliked Snape.
"What if Harry's with Malfoy? Like last time." Hermione spoke after awhile. Snape had left about ten minutes ago and we sat back down in front of the fire, none of the other gryffindor's bothering us and most of them going to bed.
I had thought of that too. Maybe Harry had made up with Malfoy and they had gone back to his room, to do what I really didn't want to know. But no, Harry had broken it off with Malfoy and Harry's too stubborn to just give in after he's set his mind.
"I don't think so." I said to Hermione.
"I know but I almost wish he would just walk in telling us that he had been with Malfoy the whole time." She said worriedly.
"Me too 'Mione." I told her while wrapping an arm around her shoulder. She leaned into the touch and laid her head on my chest. "But we have to think positive, let's think that Harry just lost track of time or something and when we see him again we can give him a good throttling for making us worry again."
Hermione nodded but I knew we both knew that something was wrong. Otherwise we would have known that Harry was ok by now.
I didn't know how long it was before we ended up falling asleep. Hermione and I didn't even go to our dorms falling asleep in each others arms on the couch. We woke up to the sun hitting our eyes, it was a beautiful day outside but it didn't match my mood. Harry wasn't back yet... how did I know? I've known Harry for six years now and I know if he had been back he would have woken us up. So we both got up and went our separate ways, I went up to my dorm where only Dean and Neville were awake.
"Morning Ron. Is Harry already awake too?" Dean asked throwing off his shirt and getting ready to go into the showers.
I shook my head and went to get my clothes and towel. "Where is he? What did Snape finally kill him?" Dean asked smiling and Neville joined in but stopped when they realized that I wasn't laughing.
"Ron where is Harry?" Neville asked suddenly very seriously.
I shrugged and made my way to the showers where I took a short shower and dressed before meeting Hermione back down in the common room. Only a handful of students were down in there, it was Saturday so a lot of the gryffindors liked to sleep in.
"If Harry's not in the great hall I'm going to ask Prof. Snape if he ever found him." Hermione said defiantly as we made our way out of the common room.
"Right with ya 'Mione."
I truly wished nothing was wrong and we all were over-acting. Harry had already gone through so much this year that it would just be cruel to have something happen on top of all of this... how much can one person take before they cracked?
We entered the great hall and my hopes went to hell, no Harry and Malfoy was already at the slytherin table eating breakfast and not looking like he spent the night with anyone expect himself. Snape wasn't at the head table but the headmaster was with no twinkle in his eyes.
"Should we ask Dumbledore?" I turned to Hermione.
"Of course, if anyone knows where Harry is it's Prof. Dumbledore should."
Draco's POV
Damn Harry, damn Parkinson, damn my father, damn everyone! Life wasn't fair. But then again maybe I just wanted my cake and to eat it too, but I as sure as hell didn't want Pansy! I didn't even really like her, much less marry her! The scene she created the other day was all an act, she's known I've had a dozen other lovers and if she was trying to fool anyone that she was an innocent... Well she shouldn't hold her breath. Everyone including me known that she only wants to marry me because of the money and the title. And for awhile I was ok with that, fine I would marry Parkinson just like my father wanted me too, have an heir to carry on the Malfoy name and have lovers on the side. Her family was rich and powerful, a good match for me and I accepted that when I let my father control my life. But then Harry came into the picture and everything changed. I can't say he just came into my life because Harry has always been in my life, from the time we met at the robe shop. Either way he has always been there either as rival or lover... But now I don't have him anymore as anything but a fellow student and that wasn't enough for me.
The only person to ever turn me down, first in our First year and then again just a week ago when he ended our affair. Harry has been the only one to turn me down, to make me sorry, to actually make me think and not let someone else make my choices. Don't get me wrong I do have say in my life and I don't let others control me... excluding my father.
Lucius Malfoy, a powerful man who demanded respect and fear from other wizards and yet bowed down and licked the feet of a monster who treated him no better then a house-elf. Yeah that was someone to look up to wasn't it? But I did. I can remember being a little kid and always wanting to be him and he wasn't that bad either. Well until the dark lord made his untimely return last year. Then he became meaner and stricter, getting mad for the smallest things.
But back to Harry. He's a wonder all in himself; of course he doesn't know that. He also doesn't know that half the school wanted to get into his pants either, but that was the brilliance of gryffindors or maybe that was just him. Though sometimes I wonder why he picked me, not that Harry picked me. I wanted him and I got him, that's how it always been with Malfoy's. It could have been a one-time thing but it wasn't, I came back to him and he let me. Sure Harry tried to break it off a few times but they never worked. So why was this time any different? Well because our feelings changed or at least mine did anyways.
I lo- No I couldn't say it! I just can't admit to even my own mind that I had deeper feelings for Harry, it would make it too true and I couldn't let that happen. I didn't want to admit it to myself that it hurt so much when Harry broke up with me and all I wanted to do was find him and beg him to just take me back. I wanted Harry back and I was scared of what I would do to get him back... go talk to Dumbledore and announce to the whole wizarden world that I betrayed my own family and joined the light side? If it got Harry back, then yes.
I didn't want to see either Blaise or Pansy so I got up before them and made my way to the great hall to sit with the other few slytherins that didn't sleep in. I had just sat down when Granger and Weasley came in but without Harry. I didn't miss the look Weasley gave me. So something was up. It must have to do with Harry... why else wouldn't he be there. Maybe they got into another fight because of me or maybe Harry didn't want to come down because he was ignoring me. But no that couldn't be it I thought as I watched them both walk over to the head table and stopped in front of Dumbledore.
I wished I could have heard what they were talking about but I had to settle for facial expressions. It wasn't a long conversation either, Granger asked something, Dumbledore gazed sadly back at them and spoke, both their face paled and before anything else could have been said they both ran out ignoring the looks they were getting. Strange. It did nothing to quell my uneasiness that something was wrong with Harry. All my thoughts revolved around him nowadays, sometimes I wondered if he hates me for seducing him.
Honestly I don't really know why I did it. I knew I had been attracted to Harry in nothing more then a physical way since probably mid-fourth year. I don't think Harry actually knows how many people want to get into pants, but that's the thing about him, he's so naive that it's cute. I know when it happened though, on the train back to Hogwarts, I was bored and decided to bother the trio.
I walked down the corridor of the train in search of Harry's compartment. They always sat near the back so that's where I started. It didn't take long to find it, I put on my famous Malfoy-smirk and entered the compartment. And stopped dead in my tracks.
Oh Harry was in there alone, no Granger or Weasley. And he was taking his shirt off, showing off a perfectly tanned, slightly muscled upper-body. Harry removed the shirt and turned around to stare at who entered.
"What do you want Malfoy?" He glared blushing slightly.
What did I want... It was standing a few feet in front of me and at the moment half-naked. I schooled my expression to a smirk and closed the door behind me.
"Do you really want to know Potter?" I asked him looking him up and down. When my eyes traveled back to his face I noticed that his flushed deepen. Harry didn't say anything and I took a step closer, he took a step back.
Glaring he said. "Get out Malfoy, I'm trying to change so go bother someone else."
"But I want to bother you." I said easily.
"Well too bad." He snapped and moved to go open the door for me. When he walked by I grabbed his arm and pulled him into a kiss. Harry made a muffled noise and tried to pull back but I wrapped my arms around his waist and pulled him closer. I slowed the kiss down and to my surprise Harry had stopped fighting me but was kissing back.
"I want you." I breathed into Harry's ear.
He turned to look at me and I saw his eyes glazed over with desire but suddenly he pushed me away shaking his head. Mentally I sighed, I should have known Harry wouldn't just give in no matter how much he wanted to. He was a gryffindor, one hard-headed gryffindor.
"Get out Malfoy." He turned to get his uniform shirt. Big mistake, you don't turn your back on a Malfoy.
With two steps I covered the space between us and traced one of my fingers down his spine causing him to shiver. But Harry made it a point not to turn around so I placed wet kisses all the way down to the small of his back. Harry moaned loudly and braced one of his hands unto the windowsill. I made my way back up and moved the hair that curled at his neck before sucking on his neck gently, my teeth grazing the skin, soft enough so it didn't hurt but hard enough to leave a mark. Harry gasped loudly and turned around staring wide-eyed at me, he would have moved back if not for the fact there wasn't anywhere to move. I saw the desire he felt for me in his eyes but I also saw the confusion. I couldn't blame him, I mean it wasn't everyday that your suppose rival tries to seduce you.
"This is wrong." He said shaking his head.
"Is it? You're not enjoying it?" I stepped towards him again and pressed my lips to his again. Harry responded at once but as quickly as he kissed back he pulled away.
"No." Damn but Harry was really determined not to give in. Bur I'm not a Malfoy for nothing, I would have him.
"Really?" Harry's back was already pressed back into the window, his hands were on my chest as if that could stop me.
I moved closer till there wasn't any space between us and placed my arms around him I leaned in to suck on his neck. I don't think he realized it when he wrapped his arms around my neck, moaning. My hands went to his jeans and slowly I unbuttoned them and pulled the zipper down. Harry was to lost in the kiss I was giving him to notice that I was pulling off his jeans. I was grinding myself into him and Harry was trying to hold in a moan, his eyes closed but his face twisted in obvious pleasure.
"Do you want it Harry?" I was spilling a hand down his boxers, all the way down to his growing erection. "Tell me you want it Harry." I stroked him once, twice.
His forehead was resting on my shoulder, he was biting his bottom lip but his breath was still coming in short gasps. Harry was giving in but of course he was, he was being seduced by a Malfoy. And this Malfoy always got what he wanted.
"Tell me Harry." I bit his neck while still stroking him.
"Please!" He gasped out loud as I licked the spot where I bit him.
"Please what?"
"Don't... stop." He finished and closed his eyes.
I ran my lips over his and Harry moaned loudly. We were kissing deeply when a voice overhead got our attention.
"We're approaching Hogwarts. Everyone please leave their school trunks aboard and have a fun year."
Harry pulled away and stared at me wide-eyed. He was shocked, I think he just realized what exactly we were doing or were about to do. I was just annoyed, I finally had him and the stupid train had to make it to the school now!
I pulled Harry back but he turned his head away. "Meet me in front of the great hall at midnight tonight." I place a kiss on his ear. "Please." I whispered softly and he shivered but didn't speak.
Did Harry meet at midnight, no. But I wasn't surprise only slightly disappointed and just a little angry. I cornered him the next day in the corridor while everyone was going to dinner. He was trying to pretend that nothing ever happened and it would never happen again. So what did happen... Well after a lot of persuasion on my part I lead Harry back to my room. Harry was perfect, someone who is so quiet and tries not to attract attention to himself in school, was very fiery and very vocal in bed.
I needed to stop that line of thinking before I needed a cold shower. Looking up I noticed Pansy making her way to the table along with three other girls and the last thing I wanted was to be around them so I pushed my plate away and left to go back to my dorm room.
Ron's POV
I grabbed Hermione's hand and we ran out the great hall barely letting the headmaster finish what he was trying to tell us. All we heard was Harry was in the hospital wing and that was all we needed to hear for us to hastily make our way to the infirmary. Hermione stopped running as we made our way inside and I did the same. Harry wasn't in any of the beds by the door or even in the middle but making our way to the back we found someone we did not expect. Snape was hunched over Harry who was unconscious and potion bottles were on the bedside table. But that wasn't what made us gasp in horror, it was the state Harry was in. He was too pale to look healthy at all.
"Oh God what happen?" Hermione gasped.
Snape straighten up and looked at us, for once the greasy git wasn't glaring at us actually there was something akin to pity in his eyes. But right now that wasn't important thing what was, was finding out what was wrong with Harry.
"I think the headmaster should tell you what happen to Potter." He said quietly.
"Please Prof. Snape we have been kept worried for many hours now. Please tell us what happen." Hermione asked. She would never admit it but she was the most outspoken of the three us, to a professor anyways.
Snape sighed quietly and looked like he just wanted to tell us to go away but he knew we wouldn't until we knew so he told us adopting his professor tone with us.
"Last night I found Potter near the quidditch pitch, he was unconscious then too." Snape paused for a moment. "Madam Pomfrey found a large dose of GHB in his system."
"GHB?" I couldn't help but ask, I didn't know what was that was but the way Snape said it made it sound bad.
"Gamma-hydroxy-butyrate is the complete name for it." Snape shot me a glare for interrupting him. "It's a drug that depresses the respiratory system and reduces the amount of oxygen the brain receives, resulting, with large doses, in unconsciousness and loss of memory."
"Harry had no memories?"
"Usually the drinker only looses the last few hours before they lose consciousness, and we won't know that till he wakes which he hasn't." Snape said as if were in class.
"It's also known as a date-rape drug." Hermione whispered and I turned to her sharply but she was staring at Harry tears threatening to spill out of brown eyes.
"Professor Harry hasn't been rape right?" She asked Snape.
I turned to him to and waited for the answer hoping he was going to say no but instead he lowered his gaze. "I'm sorry Miss. Granger but Potter was rape."
Hermione's knees almost gave out and I reached out to hold her. She already had tears rolling down her cheeks, me... well I still in shock. Harry had been raped? No it couldn't be true. I had been with him right before he had detention, Harry had been fine. I was taken out of my stupor by Hermione wrapping her arms around my neck.
"Harry will be ok, won't he professor?" I asked staring up at him feeling Hermione's tears on my neck.
Snape turned around once more, almost gently he said. "Yes Mr. Weasley he should be fine. Now you two have class I believe."
"It's Saturday sir." Hermione corrected him sniffing.
"Oh well you won't do much good here so why don't you go outside or something. I'm sure the headmaster will call you if Potter's condition changes." He said and turned his back on us.
And with that he dismissed us. As we walked out Madam Pomfrey came out of her office holding a tray of potions and with a nod of sympathy to us she made her way over to where Snape was. Snape had told us a lot yet so little and he really didn't answer my question if Harry was going to ok. Had the person done anything else to harm Harry? Who was the bitch that hurt him in the first place?! I swear if I ever got my hands on them they would pay for hurting Harry.
I didn't know where we were going but I was still lost in my thoughts and Hermione looked pale, Harry's been through bad before but this was worst. What was going to happen when he woke up?
"It's not fair why does everything happen to Harry." Hermione said wiping her eyes. "Who could have hurt him...And like that, I mean it's sick!" She said and I knew she was getting angry.
"'Mione you don't think it could have been Malfoy do you." I voiced and she turned to stare at me.
"No, it couldn't have been. Malfoy's a git but he wouldn't have hurt Harry."
"Yes but-" The more I looked at it the more it made sense to me.
"No Ron it wasn't him." Hermione said firmly.
"But Harry broke up with him maybe he wanted to get back at him." I said more desperately. It made perfect sense too, I mean it was great that Harry believed that Malfoy changed but if he really did hurt Harry then he would pay.
"Ron where are you going!?" Hermione demanded.
"To find Malfoy!" I shouted back at her already thinking of places the slytherin could have been.
"Ron!" She screamed out frustrated and ran to catch up with me. I knew it would be best for her to be there anyways, I'm one to hit then ask questions later.
Thirty minutes later we still hadn't found him and I was getting madder. Hermione wasn't helping my mood either, she kept insisting that we were wasting our time and should be by Harry's side. And we would be after I found Malfoy.
Draco's P.O.V
I spent most my day in the common room, catching up on reading for a test I had on Monday in Astronomy. Pansy had been bitching at me to spend time with her but I couldn't stand the sight of her and told her so. She left with a glare and a promise to tell my father, like he would care the way I treated her and I didn't really care at this point what he thought either. But after reading the same line ten times I gave up on studying and left the slytherin common room. I wish I could have gone and get Harry, he was always interesting to talk to or have around. But I hadn't seen much of Harry since he broke up with me.
I stopped by a window and stared out at the lake, thinking about the first time Harry had asked me if I was going to become a deatheater. That had been an interesting conversation.
It was the third month of school, and we had been sneaking around a lot and no one was the wiser. It was Saturday and we both decided to skip the Hogsmeade weekend, coming back to my room.
"Draco can I ask you something, and you'll answer truthfully." Harry asked me, we had stopped using our last names a while ago. We weren't rivals anymore, well unless we were on the qudditch pitch.
"Depends, but go ahead." He was on top of me, with a leg on each side of my waist.
"Are you going to become a deatheater?" If there's one way to kill the mood its that. I sat up with him still on top of me but Harry didn't show any signs of getting up and was staring at me steadily.
"I don't know." I sighed quietly. And I really didn't, I mean could I really go against my father and have the risk of being disowned? To go against everything I was raised to be. But a part of me didn't want to live under my father's shadow forever, I didn't want to become a deatheater, I didn't want to kill.
Harry's gaze didn't leave mine. "How come?"
"I can't go against my father."
He nodded. "Point taken, but you can't let him control you either. Ask yourself Draco, and I mean really ask yourself do you really want to serve Voldemort?"
"Why do you need to know Harry?"
"Because I won't sleep with a deatheater." He answered back at once and I turned to face him. So that's what this was about.
"So you don't want to be tainted by a filthy deatheater." I glared at him and he gave me a questioning look before glaring back.
"Why would you want to serve Voldemort anyways?" Harry said getting off and started looking around for his clothe that were discarded in different areas of my room.
"Because the dark lord is going to get rid of those who are not deemed worthy enough to do magic, all muggle-borns and half-bloods." I said but those weren't my feelings or words.
Harry tugged his jeans on and glared at me. "Did your daddy tell you that?" He hit it right on the mark.
"At least I have a father."
"Yes one that is throwing you to Voldemort!" Harry said angrily. He picked up his shirt and looked like he was going to leave when he stopped and turned to me. "Let me tell you a story Malfoy." He must have been really upset with me if resorted to using my last name again.
"Oh goody a bed time story, are you going to tuck me in too?"
"Shut-up and listen Malfoy." Harry got back on the bed and to my surprise climbed on top of me, straddling my waist. I opened my mouth to speak but he place a finger to my lips. "Ever heard of a man called Tom Marvolo Riddle?"
"No."
Harry raised an eyebrow. "You sure? Ok well he went to Hogwarts more then 50 years ago and was sorted into slytherin, he was brave, school prefect you know model student. But he had no mother or father, growing up in a muggle orphanage hating the world. His mother died at birth and the father left them after knowing that the women was a witch. After school ended Tom Riddle left and killed his father and grandparents."
"And what does this have to do with anything?" The story was interesting and the way Harry was telling it had me mesmerized but I still didn't know where this was heading.
"Still haven't guessed it yet? It's a known fact that Voldemort hates muggle-borns and half-bloods right?" I nodded. "And everyone that serves him is of pureblood families that be can traced back for years and years, right?"
"Yes Harry what's the point?" I was growing impatient and he knew it.
"What if I told you that Voldemort and Tom Riddle were the same person?"
"Impossible. You said Riddle's dad was a muggle."
"Image that." Harry said smirking before climbing off my waist and picked up his cloak.
"Wait are you telling me that the dark lord is a half-blood?" I couldn't believe it! All the things that my father told me about the dark lord were lies, he was nothing more then a half-blood with a grudge.
"That's exactly what I'm telling you. So tell me Draco are you sure you want to join a hypocrite. 'Cause that's all Voldemort is, he says muggle-borns and half-bloods should die well then he would have to kill himself as well don't you think?" Harry said and threw the cloak over his head disappearing from view.
My door opened and closed quietly. But I still was left with my thoughts and I wondered if my father knew that the dark lord was a half-blood.
I was nearing the library when I heard someone call out to me returning my mind to the present. I barely had turned around when I found myself pinned to the wall and a very angry Weasley in my face.
"Ron!" Granger was there too and reproaching Weasley but he didn't take notice of her.
"Yes Weasley?" I raised an eyebrow and no emotion showed on my face.
"What did you do to Harry?" The redhead growled dangerously and for a second my mask slip. What was wrong with Harry?
"What are you talking about? I didn't do anything to him now let go of me." I drawled but he wouldn't let go, in fact he tighten his hold on me.
"Liar, you hurt him because he broke up with you!"
I wasn't in the mood and him throwing the fact that Harry left me in my face wasn't the best thing to do. Glaring I moved my arms to push him away. "Get away from me, I didn't do anything to your precious Potter." I spat at him. Wrong thing to say, Weasley was set off and before I could get out of the way I was punched in the face.
Granger gasped and pulled at Weasley's arm while I cursed and held my face.
"Ron he said he didn't do anything." She glared at him.
"He's a liar Hermione and you know it! He raped Harry I know it!" Weasley screamed and I completely forgot about my bruising cheek. I heard Harry and rape in the same sentence.
"What did you say?" I whispered but they both heard me.
Weasley turned to me with a glare. "You heard me you dirty snake. You hurt Harry."
"I would never hurt Harry!" I screamed back at him forgetting that anyone could walk by any moment. "Please tell me you're lying... Harry wasn't raped right Granger." I turned to the brunette haired girl and was shock to see tears running down her face.
My breath caught in my throat. That's why Harry wasn't there in the morning, why his two best friends came in looking worried, it all made sense. But it couldn't be true, Harry was fine, he had to be! I was pulled away from my thoughts by sound of footsteps, looking back up I saw Harry's friends walking away.
"Wait!" I caught up to them and they stopped staring at me wearily. "When did it happen? Is he ok? Where is he?" I was rambling and they were staring at me in disbelief but I didn't care I wanted to know that Harry would be fine.
Weasley looked like he wasn't going to answer me but Granger did. "We don't know who did it but he was found by Prof. Snape. He told us Harry was given GHB." She said and both of them turned away walking again but I didn't stop them this time.
I was shocked, angry, miserable... It was really overwhelming all that I was feeling. But one thought stuck out clearly to me Harry had been raped. And I couldn't do anything to help or even be near him. I wanted to scream... But then... Blaise... He wouldn't! Oh God who was I kidding I knew exactly what the bastard was capable of and I saw the way he looked at Harry, the way he felt about him. He even hit Harry once!
I was running before I knew it but I knew precisely where to find him too, he was in the common room when I left and he threw me a smirk that puzzle me then but now I understood. Blaise had raped Harry was now trying to throw it my face. I made it in record time to slytherin common room and there he was seating on one of the leather couches as if nothing was wrong, while Harry was in the hospital wing!
I grabbed him by the throat before he said or did anything and I punched him hard, re-breaking his nose but I didn't stop there I just kept hitting him in the face, not caring that my hand was covered in his blood or some of the other slytherins tried to stop me but I was dead set on killing Blaise. I wrapped my hands around his throat and watched as he struggled to breath, trying to throw me off.
"S-stop." He barely got out.
I leaned in close to him. "Did you listen when Harry said stop!" I whispered wrathfully and his eyes widened more then they already were. But the next thing I knew I was blasted across the room and Snape was crouching down next to Blaise who was unconscious, everyone else was just watching from a distance.
"What is the meaning of this?" Snape stood turning his glare on me but I wouldn't answer him, just staring at Blaise dreadfully wishing I would have killed him.
Snape watched me a moment longer before turning to a seventh year boy. "Fox take Zabini to the hospital wing." The boy nodded and Snape turned to me.
"Follow me Malfoy."
Once we reached his office he sat behind his desk and I sat down as well. "Draco I haven't slept for more then three hours today and my patience is running thin. Now tell me why did you almost kill Zabini?"
"He raped Harry." No Snape didn't know about my relationship but I wasn't going to hide it from him now after what the bastard had done to Harry .
"And how do you know?" He asked silkily his eyes narrowed at me.
I avoided his gaze. "I can't tell you that sir but ask him and you will know."
"Draco that's a serious accusation." Snape said and I glared up at him.
"Then ask him damn it! HE RAPED HARRY!" I slammed my fist on his desk but he didn't so much as flinch.
Instead the potion's master raised an eyebrow. "You seem very concern for Potter... Very concern for someone who is suppose to be your rival in fact."
"Well we're not rivals anymore." I said hauntingly.
"Really and what will your father say?"
"I don't care!" I hissed at him sitting back in my chair. I ran my hands through my hair and sighed, I didn't want to be here I wanted to be with Harry.
"Go to the hospital wing to get that bruise looked at then go to your room. I will speak to the headmaster."
"But sir-"
"Do not talk back to me, you're in enough trouble now go!" Snape said and I stood walking to the door.
I walked into the infirmary and found Blaise on one of the beds nearby, he was being tended by Madam Pomfrey. Oh I would have given everything if I could have just hurt him more. He deserved to be tortured and hanged... Harsh... nah! Blaise raped Harry... I still couldn't believe it.
The nurse saw me come in and gave me a stern look pointing to one of the beds for me to sit on. She wouldn't be looking at me like that if she knew what Blaise had done. But leaving Blaise she disappeared into the storage room and came back out a few moments later with a tray of potions.
"Drink this in one sallow, wait for it to take effect and then you may leave." She said and I took the cup from her. Inside was a blue liquid that didn't smell nice and sure didn't taste good either but I did like she said.
I looked around but I didn't find Harry, but of course they just wouldn't leave him in plain few for anyone to see. In the back of the room though there was a curtain blocking the view... Harry was back there I knew it but I couldn't see him and if I tried to get anywhere near him Madam Pomfrey would be all over me. Tonight, I would sneak in after everyone else fell asleep and come see him.
"You can leave Mr. Malfoy." Pomfrey brought me out of my thinking and I nodded placing the cup on the bedside table and left.
Ron's P.O.V
I couldn't sleep. My other dorm-mates were sound asleep in their beds but they didn't know that Harry was lying the hospital wing, still unconscious from the GHB drugs. Oh they knew Harry wasn't seen for the whole day and they asked questions when I came back from the hospital wing with Hermione but I made up some ludicrous lie that Harry was with the headmaster, talking privately and he wouldn't be back till late night. And now I was lying awake wondering if they would question me in the morning, which I knew they would. I sighed and turned my head to look at the clock, it was past midnight and I still couldn't rest. I wanted nothing more then to sleep and forget everything but it wasn't going to happen. So instead I got up quietly and went to Harry's truck, getting his invisibility cloak out. Maybe walking around would help me clear my mind and then I can come back to sleep.
I still wondered who could have hurt Harry like that... It wasn't Malfoy and I was happy it wasn't. Ok so I didn't express it before but I'm a redhead and you know what they say, redheads are very quick to temper. Pound first, ask questions later. But Harry cared too much for Malfoy and even if Malfoy hadn't admitted he cared about Harry on more then just a physical level as well. His reaction to finding out was too real to be faked, even for him and Malfoy seemed sincerely concerned for Harry. Too bad those two were blind to what the other felt... Yet there was also the problem that Malfoy had a girlfriend... Yeah that wouldn't go over too well with Parkinson.
Without realizing it I had walked towards the hospital wing, but maybe that had to do with me subconsciously thinking about the whole situation. I entered the dark room quietly and walked to where Harry was resting but stopped short when I saw a wand light and heard soft singing. Stepping closer I was very surprised to see Malfoy sitting by Harry's side, holding his hand and he was the one singing!
You don't remember me but I remember you
I lie awake and try so hard not to think of you
But who can decide what they dream, and dream I do
I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you
To live, to breathe, you're taking over me
Have you forgotten all I know and all we had
You saw me mourning my love for you
And touched my hand
I knew you loved me then
I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you
To live, to breathe, you're taking over me
I look in the mirror and see your face
If I look deep enough
So many things inside that are just like you are taking over
I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you
To live, to breathe, you're taking over me
Draco finished, his voice breaking a bit and laid his head on Harry's bed. Still staggered I slowly backed out of the room and made my way back up to gryffindor. Malfoy really, really cared for Harry. Hell the way the blonde was looking at Harry could be described as love and he was hurting badly as well that someone hurt Harry.
I replaced the cloak back into Harry's trunk and took off my robe laying back in bed. Who would have though of it... Hogwarts Golden Boy and Slytherin's Ice Prince in love! Worst rivals since their own fathers and now they cared about each other. I snorted and turned on my side. God if someone would have told me that in my fourth year I probably would have died of laughter...It really was unthinkable. But I guess its not that unthinkable because if I had to go by anything I just saw then I would have to say it's very thinkable then. Poor Harry and Malfoy.... Wait I just said poor Malfoy... Oh yeah the world was coming to an end when I thought those words. Me feeling sorry for a Malfoy, next thing you'll know Lockhart is secretly in love with Dumbledore and they plan to marry....
I shook my head. Go. To. Bed. Ron! If I was thinking that then it was time for bed! I rolled over on my other side and stuffed my head under the pillow finally closing my eyes in sleep.
A/n- Ok this will be the longest chapter so don't expect them this long (20 pages.. usually this story is about 4-9 pages!).I just don't like doing them in parts... This has all the different points of view but in the next chapter it will be back to Harry's POV! But there might be one more chapter with Draco's POV, later on... Maybe...Still thinking about it...
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